#andychats

if you’ve noticed i’ve been on less the past few days. i’m debating stopping making ladybug fanvids. i only started because no one else was really doing it but now theres everyone doing it and that makes me really happy so i’m not really needed anymore! plus i just feel like my editing is a bit inadequate and lacking so.... there’s nothing that separates my editing from the rest. 

also i’m not mingling with people in the miraculous fandom and it’s making me really really really sad. i’ve been in multiple group chats and they don’t really go anywhere for me because i have got nothing in common and i’m just really really awkward.  i also struggle in the miraculous community because i feel like every studio, every mep uses fanart without permission and i’m so against that but i feel like i’m a smol dot in a sea of squiggles and i’m shouting stop using them without permission but no one is listening. and fanart edits tend to be more popular too but it’s wrong.... and then i can’t join studios to talk to people because i’m scared they will use art without permission so i don’t have miraculous editing friends but in every other group chat i struggle to connect to people because i don’t really art or write or graphics. i don’t know. everything is hard to deal with.