#amicrazy?

1) Hope met, got to know, and fell in love with Landon all in the first season, we all know the first loves are not the permanent loves when it comes to the Vampire Diaries Legacy. (Hint Elena and Stephan and literally ever other “first” couple)

2) Maybe this one is a stretch but Landon somewhat reminds me of Stephan, not personality wise, but there’s an air there and it’s really giving me that vibe. Sebastian reminds me of a way more compassionate Damon. And I hate comparisons but I’m only making them because each character is individual and different than the original ones. My comparison is a good sign dw.

3) There’s that irritable tension between Hope and Sebastian that Ik will turn into mild friendship and maybe even confidante, to sexual tension that will slowly develop over time and we’ll gush over their insane romantic connection.....ring a bell?

Now, the show did okay the first season, but I’m not going to lie, if they want to keep the original fans hooked, we are gonna need to see some SERIOUS tension and later fireworks between two unpredictable yet predictable characters at some point. Don’t get me wrong, we don’t want an identical Delena Relationship, but we do want a relationship that takes the cake of the show and you need immense fireworks to do so. With Hope being the lead and already having several love interests, this won’t be hard BUT the reason why I suspect it won’t be anyone of the love interests she has already, is because the writers love a good twist. Also, Sebastian is HOT HOT HOT. Landon isn’t bad but.... 😗

I know i may be young , but why does every person look astonished or repulsed when i say i want to adopt kids instead of birthing god knows who from my vagina???

My memory decieved me in cahoots with my eyes. They tricked me, warped it. Confused, I can't tell if I'm right. Sometimes its embarrassing. Was it real or fake?

Ok, so what if time travel is possible and we do it all the time. BUT, what if our physical form/selves cant travel thru time, but mentally or subconsciously we can. And that's what memories, flashbacks, or visions are. And it gets better. What if PTSD and other mental issues that deal with remembering the past are because when your non-physical form went back into that time, a part of it got stuck there. Or even while it was happening, your brain recognized that theres is something significant/traumatizing about that specific moment your experiencing and you leave a piece of yourself there, and that piece keeps calling to the rest of you, and you keep remembering everything.

And it makes sense too because people with PTSD remember everything so vividly, every detail, smells, everything. Soooooo....... yeah theres that.

I don’t think I feel things, normally, anymore.

I think that I am okay with this.

My lack of boundaries has turned me in to an amorphous blob, cartwheeling and spinning through whatever is shown to me. I don’t really care what they have to say. It doesn’t make me feel any sort of way. 

I’ve been telling strangers that I love them. Not to their face. I’m not completely crazy. But oftentimes I see someone and my chest swells open and I know that they are on their path, possibly as confused as me, trying so hard to be okay with the place in the world that they reside. This little moment of space and time that they experience. And I just love them. So much. So I say it, out loud. I Love You.  

I try to extend this compassion to myself. And ohmygod I am doing the best that I can. And wow, my eyes often water, I get choked up.