@amarymone || Continued from here
It was highly unusual for the defense attorney to seek comfort from his brother. Of anyone at all, actually. He usually preferred to hide his feelings, but it seemed it had come to a point where his emotions had no other place to go but spill out. That it always came down to him crying wasn’t something he liked at all. It was embarrassing. It was shameful. It was something for others to make fun of him for. And yet, here he was, seeking comfort for the first time in maybe months, or even years.
“H-he- H-”
Oh, how he fucking hated sobbing like this. He could never get a word out, and before he managed to calm down enough to somewhat coherently state what he wanted to convey, another wave of sobs took him back down again. It was no use to attempt to tell Nahyuta about this now. It... Actually might be a while before he’d be able to tell him about Clay. About what happened. About everything. Just thinking about Clay would set him off again, and that was exactly the reason he preferred to keep it to himself for now. His brother knew the basics, Datz probably told him about it. That was all he was going to know for a while, sadly.
“H- H--”
It was no use.
He couldn’t tell him about how great Clay was. About how unjustly he was taken from him, like many others in his life. He couldn’t catch a break, could he?
He missed him.
He missed him so much.
The lawyer clinged to Nahyuta still; clinged as tight as he could. The jacket the astronaut had left behind (and which was way too big for Apollo to fit properly) was covering his usual outfit, and smelled faintly of lavender. That had been a favourite smell of the guy, and a sort of good luck charm, too- though it didn’t help much in the end.
After attempting one last time to voice his concerns and feelings, and getting the exact same result, he pulled away from Nahyuta. And then Apollo instantly turned to whatever was in reach (in this case the wall,) and simply launched a fist at it. It hurt, of course, but he couldn’t care less. Nothing would ever hurt worse than losing Clay.













