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joy in the fandom too! Those were the time, after 2x5 - best thing ever. I also had to become more private after then, normally just lurking around my fave blogs. I will maybe take up your advice and try to write ff. And I think in time I will have to produce some manip for AU ending fo0r the 100, maybe that will bring me some peace. Sending you lots of love! You are an awesome soul

Thank you for the kind words and I hope I helped. Just because the show is over it doesn’t mean people don’t love Bellamy or like the show in general in its past seasons. If you have any thoughts you can always send me asks. I want to make more gifs lately and I’ll try to, it’s just not very easy because I’m not mentally okat lately but I try. And as far as seasons go, I think our fandom is like this that it hates every season more and more even if it’s not that bad? (like with the exception of season 7 hah) so ...people who loved season 1 hate season 2 then they hate season 3 then they hated 4 and then five rolled and they left and hated five like the OG bellarkers and such and then they denied the existance of 6 even though it had all the tropes we’ve craved and written for. I too don’t spend too much time in fandom on twitter cause that’s hell as I’ve come to realize but I like here better. Though I’ve seen people and mutuals ashamed of shipping bellarke and hating on bellamy and that hurts me.

Because we as fandom refused to give him a chance and even try to understand him. We failed him in so many ways especially in season 5 but in season 7 too. We failed him more than Clarke did or as much as she did in many ways. 

(2/2) Like this is still Bellamy just believing in a ,higher cause, bigger picture., so I am having trouble believing he would be able to watch his loved ones be hurt (Clarke's torture in M-cap). Like I get he is pushing his individual feelings down but they still have to be there, his psychology couldn't change THAT much in a few months. So, like, does he want ,culty, peace even when it means the hurt of his beloved ones? When in my opinion he wants the better world FOR them? Help lol

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This is where the tension and cracks are going to form. Remember, Bellamy had only briefly been to Bardo. He has no idea what’s going on there while he’s being indoctrinated on Etherea. 

As far as we know, he doesn’t know what m-cap is or what’s about to happen to Clarke. In short, he doesn’t know what we know. Which is why I’m SUPER interested to see what happens next week when he realizes that his devotion is causing his loved ones so much pain. 

YES! I would never, ever recommend a show that didn’t have a satisfying ending, especially for the main ship. The 100 is the last time I’ll ever watch a show that isn’t finished lol. 

Really? I just saw it and i am from Slovakia! Loved it, def worth a watch

Na zaklade poslednej knihy prave zistujem, ze mozno sledujem Cesku? :D na Tumblr? to by clovek necakal :) paradne prirastky!

Please share it would probably help me too lol

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It’s pretty dark so read at your own risk LOL