So I joined my first real discord server at the end of last year and was super active for a couple weeks and it was fun, I was talking to people and interacting and making art and stuff for the first time in forever and it was just really nice.

And I got kinda overwhelmed but also the admin was like. kind of a dick to me a couple times? (Not specifically to me, I think that was just kinda how he was and I got caught in the crosshairs) and it made me hesitant to interact with the server cuz a lot of the people I was somewhat friends with were like buddy buddy with him so he was always there. I’m not gonna say I was harassed or that he was the reason for me kind of ghosting the server, there were several factors involved and most of it was just me being. tired.

But now he’s been removed from the server for harassing people and suddenly I’m like oh maybe I do wanna be involved in the server again lol

Just in time you call my name, pull myself up, to fight again,

I'll never let you down

You say "Hold on, hold on, believe me,

Love is here and I won't let you down, stand your ground

Hold on, hold on, it's easy

All the plans against you, one by one, will come undone"

Hi, yes. I did delete it, along with most of my other fics (non-Naruto included).

Apparently, I've been losing my mind, confidence, patience, sanity, and my will to live rapidly for the last couple of months, and this time for a few days, it was terrible, which made me take this decision. Not on impulse or anything, but still.

Since I said it's a confidence issue as well, I'm apprehensive about putting anything out there right now. It maybe a temporary phase and maybe it's not. But for now, I think I'm done with writing for them.