@cleverblackcat tagged me into this one a few days ago, and I started filling it out for Delilah Howe (not an OC...an adopted NPC!) and I am still working on it for her. But then @funkypoacher tagged me, and gave me specific permission to do it for *my* versions of Carver or Stroud...lol...
So anyway, hereās Stroud, everyoneās Warden Dad(...dy...? jk jk...unless?)
Characterās name: Jean-Marc Stroud
Role in story: Heās your dad now...unless youāre Loghain and then heās your infuriating boyfriend/husband whom you are absolutely smitten with...also, Warden-Commander of the Eastern Wardens after Dragon Age Awakening
Physical description:Ā I feel a bit guilty constantly objectifying this poor man and his mustache, but he is just...*chefās kiss* (Loghainās POV, but also mine):
Stroudās quite fit for a man his age, an unmistakably sturdy V-shaped torso atop well-muscled legs, with broad shoulders and strong, defined arms. Heās never quite realized just how chiseled and square his jaw is, either. And as his eyes rove over his face, he tries not to stare too longingly at his lips, which heās already been acquainted with, though it feels like itās been ages since that cave-in, and he certainly wouldnāt mind getting re-acquainted. With any part of him, really.
(LOGHAIN! STOP BEING SO HORNY FOR YOUR BOYFRIEND, YOU GRUMPY OLD BASTARD!)
MBTI/Enneagram Personality Type: IDK
What is their greatest fear? Probably disappointing anyone who is depending on him for safety/protection/reassurance
Inner motivation: IsĀ ājust wants everyone to feel safeā an inner motivation? No. Shoot. STROUD WHAT MOTIVATES YOU?! Oh, I know...the fact that he lost everyone and everything he cared about to the Game and instead of going on a fucking rampage, he internalized it and joined the Wardens so that their deaths wouldnāt have been a total waste. Whatās that called?
Kryptonite: If one of his Warden ākidsā is hurting, it hurts him...doubly so if he canāt do anything about it.
What is their misbelief about the world? Ok, so this is a tough one. Dude has been through all of it, and still believes in the power of kindness and duty and compassion, but not in a naive way. He chooses it, right? So I wouldnāt call it a misbelief, but he genuinely believes everyone is capable of choosing good, or trying to do better, or whatever. Shut up. Iām not crying, I swear.
Lesson they need to learn: You canāt saveĀ āem all (he still has regrets about what happened with Anders and Justice).
What is the best thing in their life?Ā His little Eastern Warden family...Vigilās Keep comes to feel like home to him.
What is the worst thing in their life?Ā The thought of ever having to deal with Orlesian politics again...which is why heās so grumpy in Inquisition.
What do they most often look down on people for?Ā He has very little patience for people who manipulate others for their own personal gain.
What makes his/her/their heart feel alive? Seeing his Wardens thrive/come into their own/embrace duty/grow/find love...I SAID I WASNāT CRYING!
What makes them feel loved, and who was the last person to make them feel that way? Stroud doesnāt need a lot of personal reassurance to know that people care about him and that he serves a purpose...but if someone goes out of their way to do something just for him, he absolutely falls apart. Loghain making an Orlesian-inspired dish for his birthday was the last thing I wroteĀ of this variety, but I imagine that Loghain does a lot of stuff like that just to see Stroudās cheerful stoicism obliterated...and also because he loves him.
Top three things they value most in life? Helping others/compassion, his found family, and his duty as a Warden (but not in, like, a stupid way...)
Is there an object they canāt bear to part with? He keeps a portrait of his family tucked away among his things...the only item he brought with him from his former life when Clarel recruited him to the Wardens.
Describe a typical outfit from top to bottom. Heavy silverite Warden armor while out on missions, over a dark blue quilted tunic with a silver embroidered griffon and leggings (?). All very official. Off-duty, he wears simple undyed cotton or wool tunics (theyāre probably fitted well) and woolen breeches (also fitted...um...well...*fans self*). Itās hot. <- Loghain, again?! Yeesh...
What is their method of manipulation? Heās not big on manipulation (see above), but he knows how to get what he wants from Loghain by wiggling his mustache and just...staring at him...all twinkly-eyed. Maybe chuckling good-naturedly if he wants to bring out the big guns.
Describe their daily routine. (Whoops...I missed this one, I guess!) Wake up early. Breakfast and paperwork in his office. Meetings, etc later in the morning. Then lunch with Loghain somewhere outside, weather permitting. Meetings/more paperwork/drills and training in the afternoon. Dinner with everyone in the dining hall at the end of the day. Quiet evenings. Then bed!
Their go-to cure for a bad day? Feet up in front of a fire...some tea? Maybe with a bit of whiskey in it. And something sweet to munch on like cookies.Ā Bonus if Loghain is there with his little shawl, reading or complaining to him, preferably both...
How are they dissatisfied with their life? He still harbors a lot of anger and resentment toward the Game (I mean...), but heās actually pretty satisfied with his life as a Warden.
What would bring them true happiness or contentment? This is the most selfless thing ever, but he would love to see Loghain and Anora reconciled.
What definitive step could they take to turn their dream into a reality? He would never, but he totally could invite Anora to dinner at Vigilās Keep or something and pretend it was Loghainās idea...lol. OMG...AU where Stroud is the meddling spouse...!!!
How has their fear kept them from taking this action already?Ā Not so much fear as it isĀ just respect for personal boundaries or whatever...
How do they feel they can accomplish their goal while still steering clear of the thing they are afraid of? He hopes Loghain will eventually reach out to his daughter himself, or Anora will force her way back into her fatherās life. During Inquisition, Loghain and Alistair (who is King and married to Anora in this world state) have a bit of a scuffle, then manage to get over their shit (sort of), so Stroud has some hope that theyāll all figure it out eventually. He just wonāt be there to see it cuz he stays in the Fade, the self-sacrificing bastard.