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Sherlock Newbie Fic a Day: Omegaverse Part 2; Polar Shift Hypothesis, by Alpha Tango

“The ‘rest’ is that I love you more than I love anything else.” Mycroft muttered angrily, jerking out of Sherlock’s grip. “The ‘rest’ is that I care for you that much, and I don’t know how to tell you because you refuse to listen. I said I worried for you constantly, I was deemed boring and sentimental. I enacted surveillance of your flat because I knew of your enemies, I was told I was being tedious and unwelcome. I offered John money to test his loyalty to you, I was told I was being invasive. I worried myself sick for years during your ruinous and pathetic lifestyle of drugs, and I was politely told to piss off. I have taken liberties with my position to save you from your anarchy time and time again, and I have whole-heartedly accepted punishments for many of them because London needs you, and I can’t stand the thought of how you’d fair in prison. But in reality, the ‘rest’ is that none of these words will matter, because I have tried everything, Sherlock. Everything. After twenty-two years of this, I can concede to the idea that I will have to care for you without your participation, because I have run out of ideas in having your cooperation. I am forty-seven years old, and I have seen enough of life to know when I am fighting a battle I can’t win. I have lost, and I will lose. Every time. So if we have no intention of ever being anything better than this—“ He gestured disgustedly between Sherlock and himself. “Then I will back off permanently and trust that John will continue to be for you what I never could. That is incredibly difficult for me to accept, but that is the price of caring for you.”