Here’s the honest truth. This age is challenging (for me). I’m not the most patient and I get bored doing the same simple things over and over. it’s especially hard because I work from home and have a hard time not working and just being in the moment with her. BUT, it’s mind blowing to me that my body grew this little human, that her soul landed here and we found each other in this lifetime. She is what was missing in my life, her being has settled that feeling of incompleteness. It’s also completely amazing how fast she’s growing and learning. Her grin makes me melt. Makes everyone she meets melt. In fact, all she really has to do is look at someone and they smile. She’s goofy and smart and brave, full of wonder and so curious. My heart shatters with joy any time I look at her. And when I look, REALLY look, I see the past, present and future her all at once, but so distant I almost can’t believe. The countdown to her first spin around the sun is ticking by faster these days and I have tears of Joy, pride and even some sadness that flow forth. But I also feel so much excitement. For her. For new things she will learn, what will she like and not like, for (independently) walking and talking and all the adventures we will go on... I look forward to learning and experiencing every new moment with this tiny being. . . . #littlelumilove #almost1year #10monthsold #honesttruth #mamalife #growingsofast #allthelove https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq---bXnhIc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n28etn8kgw8h