#10monthsold

Rosie posie 🌿

Amari 10 months

A little trio full of Love & Adventure, sending you all Autumnal Blessings of Happiness! 🌲🙏🏻💕 . . . #family #love #witch #nature #aurumn #10monthsold #benjaminfoxw (at Lake Arrowhead, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpR2rjDhCgB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jvgm3jjv8932

@gabrielle_popescu 's cute sleepy boy ^_^. #paco #bichon #dog #cute #sleepydog #petsitting #petsitter #dogsofinstagram #blackdog #puppy #10monthsold #doglady

Snotty, yet still smiling. Tim pointed out to me yesterday, that we have failed Theia as parents yesterday, and as harsh as it sounds, he’s right. I’ve been so wrapped up with work. I’m a carer, I care for vunerable people. But what about my own vunerable, little human being? I took the day off work on Thursday to look after her and it was a first for me. I never just take a day off, years of hard work taught me that. She needed her mummy though, so we spent the day chilling out. On Friday, she went to nursery and then came home for 20 minutes, where we both had absolutely no time to give her any attention, running around like idiots, preparing for work. Dropped her off at Frankies for the evening. My head was a mess. I knew, that she shouldn’t have to be looked after by anyone else but her parents when she’s poorly, no matter how incredible Frankie & Mitch are with her. She needed us. She saw us for less than an hour. She is only 10 months old. I felt ashamed, guilty and sad. I spoke to work, asked for today off as well. They have been incredibly understanding and supportive, which meant a great deal to me. We decided not to go longer than half a day where she doesn’t see one of us. I know, that in years to come, I will regret not holding her a little bit longer, a little bit tighter. I will regret not giving her the time of day to play with her or let her climb all over me, because I have cleaning to do. Work will still be there in 10 years, the pile of cleaning will return tomorrow, regardless of how clean the house was the day before. But Theia will not be a baby anymore. She may not want me to hold her, kiss her chubby cheeks or roll around the floor. She will only be a baby for this short period of time and become a distant memory, once she starts independently exploring the world. I’m sad, but I’ll learn. I’ll learn to prioritise the most important people and things in life. I’m only a kiddo myself, forever seeking guidance and reassurance. One day, I will grow into a woman my daughter will be proud of and will willingly look up to. Let me learn, watch me grow. #mumblogger #pbloggers #joyfulmamas #dailyparenting #instamum #matkapolka #10monthsold

The first time we met, instantly knew I needed to adopt you and have you in my life