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I hate feeling so needy. Like, this motherfucker has literally spent the past two days talking and hanging out with me and yet I’m still here tonight like why isn’t motherfucker TEXTING MEEEEEEE.
And then I think of all the terrible things that could be happening that could possibly mean he isn’t texting me. And given that I’m not allowed to have feelings I have to stay away from the phone, because now I’m just being greedy.
So now I’m talking to Shaun on Facetime on my computer in the dining room and left my phone in the bedroom so I can’t be a dumb bitch about it because really, chances are he’s just hanging out watching TV shows in his room and just not texting cuz he’s really awful at it.
but on the other hand I’m like what if he’s with someone ellllllllse and I’m on a rosteeeeeeer like that stupid movie that he told me to watch and i’m so mad because my crazy is getting out of check again someone stop me.
IN OTHER NEWS SHAUN TOTALLY LIKES THIS BOY. HEART EYES AND EVERYTHING. GO MAKE FUN OF HIM.
<3
xoxo









