9 questions withĀ ltleflrt
This week: @ltleflrtā talks writing for an audience; when itās time to block and delete asshats*, and how having some writing buddies along for the ride can really help.
ASS: What do you most enjoy about writing fanfiction?
ltleflrt: My kneejerk reaction is to say āmaking the voices in my head shut upā because man, sometimes they wonāt be quiet until Iām 50k into a longfic. But really itās the people who read my fics and interact with me during the process, whether itās the friends that I brainstorm with or just the commenters. I have so much fun making friends with the people that read my stuff. Theyāre the ONLY reason I ever finish anything. I probably wouldnāt bother with all the work and angst and time I put into writing if I didnāt think there was someone out there besides me who wants to read the story.
What aspects of writing do you find difficult when you write fanfiction?
I donāt find anything difficult specifically about writing fanfiction. Most of my difficulties with writing fanfiction are actually just difficulties with writing in general. Ā
Unless maybe Iām trying to follow the existing story very closely? My first fanfic was the entire game of Dragon Age 2, but told from the companionās view instead of the protagonist. So making sure it was accurate was tough. But since I happily throw canon out the window most of the time, that was only a struggle for that type of fic. Ā
I guess to a certain degree Iāll struggle with characterization when I first start writing for a fandom. Dragon Age and Mass Effect stars an original character so thatās not a worry, but making sure the side characters all sound and act like they should is still a challenge. When I started getting the urge to write Supernatural fic, I knew Iād have Dean down. Iām a Dean!Girl like whoa. Ā But Sam? Oh my gods, I was terrified I wouldnāt be able to capture him correctly. Okay actually now that I think about it, I still worry about writing Sam. Since my fics are Destiel-centric, he doesnāt get the spotlight as often and I donāt have as much practice.
Have you ever received hateful comments on your fic and how do you deal with it?
Back when I used to cross post my work on FFnet I was targeted by an anti-slash troll. Their comments were completely ludicrous and didnāt make any sense (at one point they said that a shower scene was unrealistic because real men donāt use shampoo? REALLY???). And their profile specified that they were deliberately being as hateful as possible in their comments in an attempt to drive slash writers off the website completely. Ā
Just FYI, this person is not the reason I donāt use FFnet anymore. I am too lazy to continue crossposting, and I write a lot of NC-17 stuff so I felt that it was best to just stick with AO3, where I started in the first place.
Anyway mostly I just laughed. Like I said, their comments were soooo over the top that I couldnāt even be insulted. And they read and commented on 20+ chapters of a 42 chapter fic before I decided to block them so my followers who might be offended wouldnāt be subjected to any more of their vitriol. They came after me on Tumblr a couple times, and I blocked them there too. Turned off anon for a while. They had no choice but to move on. Ā
I know a few other authors that were targeted who took it much more personally than I did, and were eventually driven off FFnet, and that saddens me. Block functions are the bestest, and I use them liberally. And in the one case where I got a comment from someone on AO3 that I found offensive and hateful, I deleted it so I wouldnāt even have to see it ever again. Thank you, AO3, you ROCK :D
Conversely: whatās been some of your favorite feedback on your fanfic?
There are so many wonderful kinds of comments. Keysmashes, emojis, long and thoughtful analysis, squeals of joy or tears of heartache in text format and I LOVE THEM ALL. But...
I get a lot of comments, especially on Kiss the Baker, that talk about how theyāre having a crappy day/week/life, and reading my fic brightened their day. Sometimes people will tell me theyāve read the fic multiple times because they needed the stress relief. Ā These comments make my heart grow three sizes. I save them and go back and read them when IāM having a bad day. Iām so happy that something Iāve written can do this for some people.
How do you handle writerās block?
First, I whine. Itās amazing how just venting can get the creative juices flowing again. Ā
If that doesnāt work I whine specifically to @jupiterjamesā because she and I share a muse. And usually if Iām experiencing writerās block, itās because I need someone to tell me to cut a scene, and she always delivers lol. Ā
If I know where I want to go but the words just arenāt coming to me, Iāll switch from typing my stories to writing in a notebook by hand. It has to be a small notebook. Sometimes Iāll even grab a pad of post-it notes and write my story there, sticking them to the nearest available wall as I fill up each one. Ā Itās weird, but it really helps.
Sometimes writerās block is just my laziness defeating me. In those cases Iāll do a 1k1hr, because if thereās a timer going Iām more likely to focus, and that will help me smash through to the other side in one or two sessions.
Which Supernatural fanfic of yours are you most proud of and why?
This question is cruel why would you ask me to choose between my babies??? D:
*makes sure the other fics arenāt listening and whispers* Itās Kiss the Baker. Ā I think itās sweet, I think itās funny, I like to re-read it over and over and I donāt get tired of it like I do my other fics. Itās the one that I want to repurpose for traditional publishing because itās one of the most original stories Iāve written in the fandom. Yes, Iāve written several, but this one is the best. And since itās my most popular, even though I have it set to members only, I think my audience probably agrees with me :D
*at full volume* But seriously though, Iām proud of all my fics :)
What/who has had the biggest influence on your writing?
In fandom, itās @hot-elf, who was one of the first friends I made when I started writing fanfiction and was also my first beta reader, and also @jupiterjamesā because as I said earlier we share a muse and weāre constantly brainstorming together. I would not be the writer I am today without their guidance and input and willingness to put up with my angst in their inboxes.
Outside of fandom, itās probably all those trashy romance authors that I loved so much growing up. Kathleen E. Woodiwiss, Johanna Lindsey, and Julie Garwood were my childhood favorites. I devoured everything I could find by any of them, and many of their books are in my personal collection, tattered and worn from multiple readings. Reading their works made me want to write romances when I grew up. And on one of my early fics I got a comment from someone who compared my writing to Julie Garwood and lemme just tell you. Over. The. Moon. Was. I.
What are you currently working on?
Iām working on a fic for the DeanCas Tropefest. Iām hoping it wonāt run away with me and end up over 100k *knocks on wood*, because Iām also signed up for the DeanCas Big Bang. They run at the same time, so I need to write two fics this summer. Ā
Itās been a while since Iāve participated in a writing challenge and completed it, so Iām going to try extra hard to do both of them. The downside is that I probably wonāt work on anything else for the next four months, so I apologize in advance to my readers for the dry spell.
If you could give one piece of advice to a new and/or struggling writer, what would it be?
Find writing buddies! Someone you can squeal to in excitement, or whine to in frustration. Someone who can tell you when youāre doing the right thing, and gently steer you in the right direction when youāre not. Ā
Writing can be done in a vacuum of feedback, but itās no fun. And if youāre not having fun, thereās very little point. Recognition for your work after itās posted is nice, but not as intimate as playing the writing game with your friends :)
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