#alix posts

That unsettling amount of anxiety because you've realized you haven't Fronted in over a month.

I'm not so sad this morning, but idk what to do anymore. We're really tired, physically and mentally. -Alix

I'm really overwhelmingly sad. Like, so sad that I just can't focus and it's so hard to breathe. Every breath feels heavy. We also took 3000 mg of Gabapentin over the day, which is 3 times our normal dose. We took so much just to feel normal and not sad anymore. I'm so sad and don't want to be. I took 900 mg when we got home two hours ago, and all that did is make me feel worse... -Alix

I still can't eat purple food, even on a good day. -Alix