#alienstagefictive

Idfc about what you've extrapolated from canon or whatever the hell. Stop harassing artists for drawing Luka fat. Stop accusing artists of being fat fetishists for drawing Luka fat. Luka has been happy over finding an artist that draws her transfem AND fat, but these fatphobes have been attacking said artist.

What the hell are we doing here. It's completely ridiculous. Let fat people and fat characters exist, you cowards.

Anyways.

I wanted to remind Luka that it's not a crime to be fat whenever she scrolls through our system tag. And y'know what. To any fictionfolk reading this that need a reminder as well: fuck anyone who says otherwise, your body is your own and it is not a crime to be fat. Eat when you are hungry, don't ignore your body's signals. Never let anyone shame you for your weight.

- Jim fictive (+ Luka fictive, technically. Her source is Alien Stage) [#catfightsys🐾] [🦗] [<- not a tag, I just like crickets]

Though it would be a little funny to have a group chat of only Ivan fictives and kins....

- Ivan #👁️‍🗨️🎙️

Guess whose birthday it is :3

✨mine✨

So, being the amazing top star idol that I am, I'm gonna say a few words o (∩_∩) o

Firstly, I gotta mention my Hyuna sourcemate I found!! She is absolutely incredible and I love her so much /p 🤍 She always makes me happier and puts that real spring back in my step, hehehe

Secondly, I hope all my other ALNST fictionfolk are doing great!!! I know I'm not well liked by a lot of the fandom and even by a lot of ALNST fictionfolk for some dumb reason but I am going to be the bigger person here and hope that people get over the unnecessary hate towards me (ˊo̶̶̷ᴗo̶̶̷)

Thirdly, I can't say I miss my source life all that much but I definitely miss those days when it was just me and Hyuna (and Hyunwoo) in Anakt Garden playing silly games and solving Rubik's cubes together (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♥︎ Ah... Those were the good days...

Anyway, in closing, I love you all~☆ Look after yourselves for me ✨

~ Luka (Alien Stage)

And by "you," I mean Till.

- Ivan fictive (Alien Stage) [#🖤🏵️🌑]

But now that it's almost Sunday as of writing this: AUGH.

AUGH!!!!

AUGH?!???!???!!

I'm normal. Completely normal. Totally not sobbing. Seeing what happened after my death is a fun experience. Definitely.

I know that the ending wouldn't have changed. We were all family, the four of us. You wouldn't have left without them. And I wouldn't have left without you—never. And as long as we were all stuck there, a perfectly happy ending wouldn't have been achievable.

But. God. Things could have been a little happier if we had just communicated better, couldn't they? Less regrets at the end of it.

... I'm still very bad at properly communicating my feelings. There's a lot of things I want to say but I'm not sure how to. So, instead of doing the thing again and spending hours over this, I'll just finish with:

Thank you for living, Till. Thank you for being you.

- Ivan fictive (Alien Stage) [#🖤🏵️🌑]

at least it's not as bad as it was when i was getting treated by the segyein. but the body still has a lot of health issues that we've only begun treating after.... a long while of not being able to. the hospital in the city is always a bit dreadful because of how much it reminds me of heperu and those hospitals. but it's necessary. and our doctors actually want to help.

we had physical therapy today for the first time and although our spine hurts, it was less extensive than expected. i am also a pro at using forearm crutches. ignore any headmate that says otherwise.

- Luka (Alien Stage) [i don't intend to use this blog enough to warrant my own tag, so ill tag our system name:] [#catfightsys🐾]

Some fans were saying I'd cry if I saw the way Till's hallucination of me treated him. The way it drove him to self-harm. I can confirm that they are correct.

I'm so sorry, Till. I never wanted my memory to become a trauma for you. Please know it wasn't your fault. You were never a burden—you were the best of us.

I love you.

- Ivan fictive (Alien Stage) [#🖤🏵️🌑]