#aksks

this is how i feel when u yelled at me in call to focus on my hw

what were your first signs of schizophrenia? ive been doing a lot of research and reflecting lately and there have been times where i saw things from the corner of my eye (shadow figures looking at me) and others where i hallucinated a person (though 3 years have passed since i had such a vivid hallucination) and spiders but i don't want to misdiagnose

it's hard to nail down my "first" symptoms because it was more of a turmoil that came over time and smacked a wall.

from my young teenage years i struggled with delusional thinking, a deterioration in my schooling and hobbies, being suspicious of EVERYTHING, isolating from others, extreme difficulty concentrating due to inner monologue and thoughts, and being in a state that i can only describe as ghost like. it felt like i was a ghost trying really hard to be a human again.

Listen, listen OKAY. I figured that if you were a descendant of hers you'd at least have to be born with a good singing voice. And yes, I am literally an opera singer now but I didn't remember actually having a good singing voice right from the beginning. I always loved singing by myself when no one was around but I was never told that my singing voice was anything special. BUT, turns out I was wrong about that.

I just remembered that during music class in high school we'd each have to sing something if we were called to the front of the class and I remember not only my teacher telling me that I had a nice singing voice but all the students afterwards asking me how I sang like that and that it was beautiful. (Although I don't know how impressive it really was, we were like 12)

I don't know if I have any ancestors in Sweden BUT I did have blonde hair and blue eyes for quite a few years when I was a child. AND I am nearsighted.

AHHHH I FORGOT TO ANSWER THIS??? Keep me updated 🏃‍♂️ (ur probably gonna hate him)

I wanted to send it through anon cause we don't talk to each other and it might be weird but til that sending pictures through anon is not allowed

omg awwwww aksj cats are so cute tf <33