planned this shoot & started planning a celebration but didnโt actually stop to make room for you - thesunflowerproject . to think that you, a great thing has been in the world a whole year .. shakes me.
& a thanks to God is necessary.
a moment to stop and reflect - necessary. God turned me into a sunflower and simultaneously restored the idea that i am worthy. of love. of happiness. of healing. of freedom.
& iโve clutched onto Him and that truth unyieldingly ever since.
maybe people will never acknowledge/admit to knowing what itโs like to be a dead soul in a warm body, but i remember. just as well as i remember how an intentional God got and still gets active about me, giving me love, purpose, and a sound mind.
my life was saved the day i gave birth, and i am no less grateful today than i was over a year ago. i cried a good bit about it today, and writing this, i think iโll cry some more.
i am thesunflowerproject - i am unLYSHed ๐ปโ
happy anniversary, boo ๐ค๐พ