Short fic : after i saw 1 spoil picture from ch40. I hope they will met again. Aaaaaaa I gonna crazy. i write it for calm down myself. Evenif my English and gramma is very fuck up but i want to screammmmmmm or releaseeeeee sthhh. Ahhhh
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Bird... when it saw the first 'thing' when it was born. It will follow that 'thing' like a blind person, made that 'thing' was its whole world. Never grow up and can't survive in the real world. If it still continue like this, it will be die soon.
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The cigarette was touched by the most sexy mouth in this Shibuya Casino before it was throw away to the floor. This night still same as every night... boring. Apart from flirting some cute customers,it's nothing interest.
4 years ...was passed. As his wish that he didn't see his cute boy again since that day on hospital. Maybe he will go to get some right job and take care his mother and sister or...maybe his girlfriend. That bright world is suitable for him and his pure love will be not worthless as he ever gave to me since he like a baby bird.
Ah...I feel grumpy when I realized that I still thinking of him again.
" Boss, where are you going? " Nanahara said when he saw his boss walk away from VIP room of his casino place.
" I go to find some man to sleep with. Do you want to go with me? "
" A...a...no but boss it very late at night. You should not go anywhere. It doesn't safe."
" Can you stop grumble like mother-in-law? Don't follow me and today.... I hate your face. "
"..." Nanahara who don't know how to handle his self-willed boss, the only thing that he can do is glaring his boss go out side this casino. He frotter his hair for release his crazy emotion.
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After Yashiro go out for a stroll for a while , he decided to stop in the part and sit on the swing. This place very clam because nobody in here in this time. It's quite a bit disappoint when he can't find any sex screen in the park in midnight time.
Yashiro lifts his eye to the dark sky. Today is full of clouds ,but even-if he can't see the star or the moon, he still can't get rid of that cute boy in his mind.
"Aaa... it's fine. I'm do the right thing. " the voice quite whisper but the tone is full of complicate emotion.
Yashiro decide to close his eye and lay his head to the cold chain which holding his cushion. The silent and clam atmosphere made him gradually fall unconsciously sleep.
On the other side which opposite the swing, the man who lean his body again the tree for long time, start walking approach to the beautiful man on swing. His scars on his face made his atmosphere more dangerous, but not...for this time. Because of his eyes which stare on Yashiro is very gentle and a bit worry.
Yes, Doumeki feel worry when he saw his old boss sleep in cold place. He quite afraid that Yashiro will get sick. But it just only this time, that he can see him directly.
The precious time.
He want to hold Yashiro and tell him repeatedly that how much he love and how much he miss. But he can't do.He quite sure that if he make it ,his old boss will run away as previous and he don't want to met that situation again. It hurts.
So, watching like this will be enough in this time. Maybe it can call 'reward' after he secretly chasing his old boss 2 years ago.
It's fine... when you are on my eye.
The foot-steps sound made Doumeki move away from Yashiro and hiding himself. He see Nanahara run to Yashiro and try to awake him with worry face.
" Boss! Oh my god, you make me worry! If you want to sleep please go back to your house. I will drive!"
Nanahara bring Yashiro who yawn like a lazy cat to the car that he parked it nearly this place.
Doumeki silently saw that incident until Yashiro disappear from his eye. After that, he turn back and walk away from here.
In deeply heart, he hope...he want to met him again.
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However, after the little bird decided to fly away because of heart brake's words. The bird can select the way to fly. Some of them fly in the sun and show the beautiful wings but for this little bird select to fly under the moon in the dark sky. It grow up and has more power and dangerous than previous.
All the thing that it made is fly back to the first place. To protect something... which is the most worth in its heart. And now it will never let it go again. -------------- continue part 2 : https://laitkanaun-blog.tumblr.com/post/620521863565737984/tragedy-ccgs-family












