all the way
(visual learner pt1, pt2 )
poly!marauders x afab!reader âč 10.9k
cw âą smut, mdni +18, swearing, inexperienced!reader, lots of praise, teasing, oral (f&m rec) piv, insecurity about inexperience, shy!reader, fingering, lots of pet names
summary: you cant seem escape the pestering burn in the back of your mind that's itching for something, for more, to experience it all; or the isecurities that come along with it.
a/n: this took me too long to start bcs ive been dealing with migraines but its here at last!! a bit vulgar oh WELL not proofread x
A little discovery goes a long way.
Or at least you thought it would, since you essentially broke the seal between you and your very adoring boyfriends, there as been a lot of exporation, learningâmastering even. But it seems youâve hit an unexpected blockade.
One that fixing seemed to be more complex than youâd imagined.
Now, there was nothing wrong by any means. According to Remus, you were becoming rather skillful with your lips, in a way that would make Sirius proud. And you were most definetely gaining insight into things; likes, dislikes, habitsâkinks.
All sorts of interesting things; like how, out of all of them, James is particulary handsy, as if he cannot physically get enough of youâlike heâs making up for lost time. Drinking in any and all skin on skin, somehow always touching you in one way or another.
Frequently stirring awake to feel his arm wrapped around your middle, lips pressing gentle kisses to your jaw, his voice hoarse and whispered when you crack open your eye with a small hum.
âgâmorning,â
The sun had barely taken itâs place in the sky, and your early bird boyfriend has picked you as his victim today, though, you can hardly be angry when heâs so warm against you, smiling into your skin as he kisses his way up to your lips. Fingertips grasping at the flesh of your waist as he pulls you closerâusing his free hand to brush the straggling hair out of your face as he pulls away.
Admiring your semi-awake face, pout slowing becoming more evident on your lips when you catch sight of the clockâhead falling into his chest with a quiet grumble.
He canât help but huff a chuckle as his hand trails down your spine, slipping under the fabric of Siriusâ shirt, lips once again finding the curve of your jaw. âmâsorry, pretty. I know itâs early,â
James really is devious, because he knows exactly how to pacify youâand it doesnât take much, a few peppered kisses and some sweet words and he found that youâd become adorably agreeable. Heâd been awake for a while, fightingâpersuading himself that he shouldnât be so selfish and should let you sleep, but he couldnât help it. Not when you were cuddled against him so sweetly.
You didnât have much fight in you either, still sleepy as you melted into his touch, and after a few more kissesâsuddenly being awake didnât seem so bad. Mewls muffled by Jamesâ lips when his hands slides down your back to the curve of your thigh, hitching your leg to rest on his hip.
The light rustle of fabric drew you away from each other, panting with flushed lips as James peeked over your shoulderâmaking sure you hadnât disturbed Sirius and Remus. Tangled together in an unclear mass of sleeping limbs under the sheets.
When his gaze flickered back to you, he wasted no time reconnecting your lips, kissing you deeperâtongue swiping against the seam of your lips, swallowing each small noise. You really were trying to be quiet, mindful of your sleeping partners just an arms length awayâbut it was getting harder and harder to keep your focus on stay quiet. Especially when Jamesâ hand was trailing under the waistband of your shorts and his honeyed tone filled your ears.
âjust wanted a bit of you before i left, love,â
His lips against your skin becoming more insistent, smirking into it at the sound of your shuddering breath. Pulling away to get a glimpse of your expressionâteeth pressed into your bottom, failing to dull your escaping whine, brows pinching further with each sink of his fingers into you core.
Curling and curving into your walls and it had you squirming into his hold.
A sharp gasp leaving your lips when James nipped at the thin skin below your ear, freezing for a moment at the small sound of shuffling sheets behind you. But to your misfortune, James just continues to push into you at a faster paceâmurmuring against you just before his lips capture yours, âShhhh, stay quiet fâme pretty girl,â
Squeezing your eyes shut as you clenched around his digitsâyour hands gripping the hair at the nape of his neck, bucking into his palm as your high washed over you. And James just hummed lowly into the kiss, muttering as he trailed his lips down your neck, âfuck, so perfectâthank you,â
You were still shuddering as he slipped his hands out of your shorts, chest rising in uneven patterns as James brought his slick coated fingers to his lips, a smirk twitching at the corners. His other hand was running up and down you spine while your breath leveled.
But before you could fully recalibrate your brain, he was pressing a firm kiss to your lips and whispering about something about being back later. Quietly slipping out of the sheets, and padding towards the bathroom, before your protests had the opportunity to leave your tongue.
He was gone.
And even if your tried, you couldnât to miss the clear tent of his boxers.
Another wave of sleep tempted you, you couldnât help but wonderâa small creeping thought making its way to the forefront of your mind. Subdueing all faint hints of potential slumber with its invasive nature.
Again was all you could think.
It was becoming an increasing common occurance. They always indulged, took care ofâdoted on you. Not that you were complaining.
But before you could even think about approaching the subject of you returning anything, they were gone.
Granted, it was all uncharted grounds, but it was starting to feel like you were the only one paying attention to the elephant in the room. There was a seperation, almost like it was you and them.
And you hear them sometimes in the house, James and Sirius showering togetherâtheir moans and mewls ringing above the sound of cascading water and bouncing off the porcelain walls. Youâve seen it even, stumbling across a door left ajar and seeing Sirius on his knees infront of Remusâhand tangled into his locks, small gasps filling the room.
There was a balance, a give and takeâand with you?
Well, it felt like you were just taking.
And though you were well aware of the fact that you didnât know how to give, it was really starting to gnaw at youâbecause you wanted to try, wanted moreâwanted to make them feel good.
But there was no real right way to go about the subject, at least not one that didnât make you wish the earth would split open and swallow you whole.
Even as you sat at the dining table, forking at the lunch James had so kindly prepared for you all. You couldnât focus, mind spiralling out of control, each thought more ridiculous and less plausible than the last.
âYou donât even know what to doâyou wouldnât be able to make them feel good.â
Suddenly it was much harder to swallow the bit of toast youâd been chewing for far too longâforcing it down as a small frown crept its way onto your lips. Letting your fork rest on the edge of your plate, nails subconsciously starting to pick a the skin around your nails.
Brows furrowing just slightly as you pennied the irrational thoughts that whirled every corner of your mindâinternally conflicted. Because you knew they loved you, no matter what, outside of everything elseâthere was no doubt in your mind.
And you were enough, you knew your worth didnât depend on your ability to please.
So why did it suddenly feel like the be all and end all of everything?
Plagueing every thought, making you read into every interaction, every passing touch that was meant to be comfortingânow had you second guessing everything.
Gods, it was making you feel so pathetic.
You were so lost in your own thoughts that you hadnât heard Sirius calling you, even after the third timeâstill staring at your plate absentmindedly. And when his hand made contact with yours, you all but jumped out of your skin, feeling all the eyes in the room on you.
âWoahâyou alright, love?â
Siriusâ voice was light, laced with that same teasing liltâlips curled at the corners in mild amusement, thumb tracing small circles into your skin. You let out small sigh through your nose as you pushed everything you were thinking about into the back of your mindâforcing your lips to match the curve of Siriusâ as you spoke.
âOhâsorry, yeah. Just a bit tired,â
You also failed to notice James behind you and closing inâpressing a firm peck to the mark heâd left earlier that morning. Walking over to the sink with a stack of plates in his hand as he cooed playfully, âSorry about that, love.â
Sirius was watching you more intently that youâd realisedâif your barely touched plate wasnât an indication of anything, then the tight lipped smile you gave him in combination with your previous statement did nothing to convince him.
He let his eyes flicker over to Remus, who was also looking at you, brows arched in curiosity at Jamesâ wordsâwaiting for you to expand. Parted your lips as you took in air to fuel your words, before stuttering out the start of several wordsâfeeling heat rise under your cheeks when your lips eventually clamped shut.
James snicker when he turned around, leaning against the sink as he dried his handsâthe smirk on his face becoming more smug by the second as your gaze darted around the room. He was so casual, so candid with his words and you had no idea what to do with it.
âShowed our girl a little love before I went on my run, thatâs all,â
The tips of your ears were burning under the pressure of his gaze, and as he stalked overâleaning to take your plate of cold food away, his hand soothing over the curve of your neck. You all but frozen, spine tensing up, goosebumps spreading over the surface of your skin from the heat of his palms, feeling very much like a deer caught in headlights.
Remus didnât say much, just hummed lowly with a nod far too knowing for your liking and all you wanted to do was shrink away from the attention.
Slipping your hand out from under Siriusâ as you reach for your glass of water, James had already made this way around, perching himself recklessly on the kitchen counter as he continued to speak with Remus.
Sirius on the other hand, was still watching you from the corner of his eyesâas you tried to sneak away after washing your glassâhe waited a few moments before trailing after you.
Leaning against the door frame of the living roomâwatching as you sat in your corner seat of the sofaâa book open and forgotten on your lap, staring out the window. He waited a few more long moments before settling into the seat beside you, arm instinctively slinging around your shoulder.
When you turned to him, he had an expectant look on his faceâas if he was waiting for you to say something, waiting for you to spill your guts to him, and it made your pulse pick up slightly. Praying to the Gods that he wouldnât pry, just let you get over whatever was swarming your mind, taking your attention.
âI can see the cogs turning, sweetheart. Wanna tell me whatâs on your mind?â
Obviously, Sirius saw right through you, and it probably didnât help that you were doing such a bad job at hiding the small turmoil that was building in you. Accidently confirming his suspicious when you tensed under his touch, body still as stiff as a board next to him.
You just hummed, tearing your gaze away from his and back down to you bookâfingers fiddling with the hem of your sleeve as you spoke, âHmm? Nothingâs on my mind, Siri. Just tireââ
âTired?â
Sirius cut you off, finishing your poor excuse for you, watching as your lips pursed together for a secondâfighting the urge to knaw into the flesh. He was still watching you so intently, eyes boring into your profile, feeling the way your shoulder sunk slightly before you looked him again.
Taking a second to let your eyes scan over his face, you knew he didnât believe you. But there really was no way you were going to let this extend any further than yourself, instead you just doubled down, leaning into his chest, forcing your body to relaxâwilling away the tension as your closed your eyes, murmuring again that you were just tired.
His hand soothed over the the skin of your arm, Sirius knew better than to force it out of youâhe was by no means going to let it go, but heâd give you at least a day or two to prove to him that it really was just lack of sleep.
You failed.
It has been three days since Sirius first noticed you being âtiredâ. Truthfully, he didnât know what else to call itâheâd also noticed how in those three days, youâd withdrawn a bit. Coming to bed the latest, sleeping turned away and slipping out at random times in the nightâand you hadnât so much as given any of them a peck since that first morning.
Whatever it was, heâd had enough ****of it stealing you away.
Sirius was no where near as tentative as Remus, and suprisingly more vigilant than Jamesâbut the pair hadnât made any move to pry. And well, Sirius just wasnât patient enough.
You were sitting in the living room aloneâJames and Remus lounging in the bedroom. This time, you were actually reading, comfortable in the silence that surrounded you, barely sparing Sirius a glance as he plopped onto the sofa beside youâunnecessarily close, practically on your lap.
Your tone was deceivingly light when you spoke, âWhatâs up, Siri?â
He shifted to angle his body closer to you, plucking the book from you lap and placing it face down on the arm of the sofa, raising a brow skeptically and letting his gaze linger on your face.
âShouldnât I be asking you that?â
It was only a fraction of a second, but Sirius saw the way your face dropped at his questioning before you sighed, bitelessly rolling your eyes, automatically spouting out that youâre fine. That wasnât enough though. And he wasnât going to let it go.
Practically staring into your soul as he frowned at you, voice just as soft as his touch over your arm. And as he spoke he saw it again, the faltering in your expression, a small crack as you averted your gaze.
"You're doinâ that thing again," he murmured.
Blinking at him, a little too slow, head tilted just enough to feign curiosity. "What thing?"
He sighed, a sound that came more from his chest than his throat, all weight and low thunder. âThe thing where you pretend youâre here with us but your headâs off somewhere chewing itself up.â
There was no response, not right away. A small silence filing the room, you werenât sure if you had the wordsâor worse, you were afraid you did, and theyâd make everything real if you said them aloud.
Sirius shifted closer, until his thigh was flush against yours and the scent of leather and warm oak and his specific brand of recklessness filled your senses. Still, you said nothing. Quietly loud and sharp and unnatural, like the absence of static in a too-quiet room. It made his chest ache.
âAlright,â he said, voice low, brushing his fingers beneath your chin and tilting your head just slightly toward him. âTime to talk, sweetheart.â
You frozeâfor barely a fraction of a second. But somehow just long enough for him to catch it. Then, you forced a breath through your nose, lashes lowering as if the floor might offer escape.
âSirius, I donât know what youâre talking about.â
He huffed a dry, humorless laugh, thumb tracing the curve of your jaw.
Watching you for a long moment in silence, as you unravel in micro-expressions, cataloguing each one like clues to a puzzle heâd already decided he was going to solve. The kind of silence that felt heavier than normal. Expectant. And you felt itâcrawling over your skin, settling in your stomach. Like he was waiting for the perfect moment to strike.
When you still didnât say anything, he leaned in closer, voice softer now. âYou think we havenât noticed? The late nights, the cold shoulders, the way you canât even look at us for more than five seconds?â
You shifted, discomfort flickering in your eyes â and still, you said nothing. He waited anyway.
âYou know,â he started slowly, stretching out along the couch, his head tipping back lazily against the cushion, âyouâre really shit at pretending.â
Your eyes didnât leave your lap as you spoke, âIâm not pretending anything.â
That made you finally glance at him, startled and caught off guard by the gentleness in his tone, the softness beneath the teasing. Siriusâ brow arched slightly as you opened your mouthâand then closed it again.
He waited.
You looked away.
âI justâŠIâve been thinking.â
âDangerous pastime.â
You let out a quiet snort, despite yourself.
He smiled, the corner of his mouth lifting. âYouâve been pulling away.â
âI havenâtââ
âYou have.â There was no accusation in his tone, just quiet certainty. âWe notice, you know. Me. James. Remus.â Tilting his head to eye you sideways, âYou flinched when I brushed your hand this morning. Jumped when James kissed your shoulder. Iâve seen ghosts more relaxed than youâve been lately.â
Sirius shifted beside you, a little closer, but still careful. Just enough to make his presence known.
Shame pinched in the pits of your stomach as you swallowed. âIt feels like Iâm the only one whoâs⊠not giving. Like Iâm just taking and taking and I want toâI want to give, to make you feel good too. But I don't even know how. And I don't want to make it awkward, or ruin anything, or mess up what we already haveâ"
âStop,â he cut in gently, not unkindly. âYou havenât ruined anything. Thereâs nothing to ruin. You know that, right?â
You bit your lip, hard. âIt feels like there is. Like IâmâŠI donât know. Like Iâm some kind of charity case youâre all doting on because Iâm clueless and eager and always ready to melt for you. And I know itâs stupidââ
âItâs not,â he interrupted, voice firm. âDonât do that.â
Sirius blinked, eyebrows drawing together. âIs that seriously what you think?â
You didnât trust your voice to answer, throat too tightâjust shrugging dismissively.
There was a pause, before his hand reached for yours, warm and comforting as his fingers laced through yours.
âIâm going to tell you something,â he said, voice lower now. Earnestâreal. âWe love taking care of you. Love watching you unravel. Love the way you trust us, how open you areâhow you light up when you feel good.â
He tipped his head to meet your gaze. âBut that doesnât mean we donât want you. All of you. Your pleasure, yeah, but your desire, too. The messy, fumbling, sweet little things you want to try, even if you donât get them right the first time.â
Heat crept its sway from your collar upwards, settling beneath your ears, but that familiar, magneticness that spilled from him held your gazeâand suddenly it feel like you were trying hard not to lean into him.
âAnd you donât need to know what youâre doing,â he added, thumb brushing over the back of your knuckles, âthatâs the fun part. Discovering it together. Letting us teach you. Letting us feel and learn you, when youâre the one touching, or tasting, or wanting.â
It had your pulse stuttering beneath your chest, heat spreading from your ears to skin of your cheeks.
âYou want to try?â Sirius asked, quieter now. A murmur between just the two of you. âYou wanna learn how to make us fall apart the way you do?â
All at once the air in the room felt a bit thinner, even as you nodded, slowly as firstâthan firmer, more eager.
âGood,â he murmured, brushing his lips over your knuckles. âBecause we want that, too.â
You exhaled shakily, something intoxicating about his words, his tone, how his breath fanned over you and the way the proximity felt much less than beforeâas a sense of relief, warmth and a strange little bubble of excitement rose beneath your skin.
Itâs so subtle, so smooth, that at first you barely register the shiftâjust the warmth of his body folding closer, the brush of his knee against yours, the scent of something familiar and faintly woodsy curling around your senses like smoke.
Then his lips are at your ear, breath curling soft and hot against your skin as he murmurs, âCould show you right now, if you want.â
Every muscle locks up, spine straight, breath caught halfway to your lungsâfreezing. His voice is honeyed, velvet and enticing, every word dipped in a promise that hums through you like static. Lips ghosting over your jaw, a breath away from touching. Almost. Not quite.
You only nod.
Itâs barely a motionâmore instinct than thoughtâbut he pulls back slowly, and thereâs a look on his face like he knows exactly what heâs doing to you. His smirk is small, private but the glint in his eyes makes your stomach tighten and twist in anticipation.
âWait here, lovely,â he says, voice low and threaded with something dark and pleased.
Then Sirius is standingâdisappearing down the hallway, and slips into the bedroom.
Thereâs only the small sound of a whining hinge as the door creaked open. Muffled voicesâ hushed, indistinct murmurs. And it makes your hair stand on end. Something electric crackles at the base of your spine, and you fidget, fingers restless on your knees, heart beating too loud in the quiet that follows.
You barely have time to get your bearings before Sirius reappears.
He standing there for a moment, in the doorway, watching you. His gaze is heavyâdark and unwaveringâand it pins you in place as surely as if heâd put hands on you, reaching out to you with a hand.
There a short beat before you take i, and he pulls you up, wordless, walking you backwards in slow, deliberate steps. His eyes never leave yours, and the air around you feels thicker and harder to move though when you arrive at the door. Because you can see them.
Remus and James.
Theyâre sitting on the bedâquiet, composed, eyes lifted to meet yours. Thereâs something unreadable in their expressions, something that flickers between curiosity and heat and something deeper.
James watches from the far side of the bed, one leg propped casually beneath him, elbow resting on his knee like heâs settling in for something he already knows is going to unfold slowly â deliberately. Gaze steady and flicking between you and Sirius with the faintest curl of a smile playing at the corner of his mouth. Observantly waitingâamused.
Remus shifts at the edge of the bed, legs parting slightly as he scoots forward, hands resting loose on his thighs.
His expression is softer, warmer. Familiar. When his eyes meet yours, he gives you a small, easy smile â like youâve just walked into the common room instead of⊠this.
âHey, dove,â he says, like itâs nothing. Like itâs everything.
Youâre standing just behind Sirius, slightly to the side, his shoulder brushing yours. The room feels heavier now â not suffocating, but thick with heat and expectation. Your pulse is a roar in your ears, a steady drumbeat that drowns everything out until Sirius tilts his head, leaning in again.
âI told you Iâd show you,â he whispers, lips brushing the shell of your ear. âGonna show you on Remus.â
Air catches in your throatâa soft, unintentional squeak of surprise slipping out before you can stop it. Eyes darting between the two boys on the bed, wide and unsure, a question trembling on your lips you donât quite know how to ask.
âIââ Your voice stutters, coming out too small. âYou donât have toâI mean, I donât want to take you away from what you were doingââ
Sirius huffs a soft laugh, the sound rumbling low in his chest, smug and fond all at once. He glances at Remus, who quirks a brow but doesnât correct him. âTrust me, love,â Sirius says, eyes glinting. âMoonyâd much rather have us on our knees than finish that book.â
And with no ceremony at all, Sirius sinks to his knees in front of him.
Your breath stalls completely.
He looks up at you from the floor, dark hair tumbling into his face, his smirk lazy and wickedâpatting the carpetted space beside himânot demanding, just expectant.
Youâre frozen for a beat. Maybe two.
Then your knees give the smallest wobble as you follow. Sinking down beside him slowly, heart fluttering wildly, eyes flicking up toward Remusâwho sucks in a sharp breath at the sight, tongue darting out to wet his lips. Thereâs a quietness to his gaze that had your heartbeat quickening in your ears.
You press into the soft carpet, the fibers unfamiliar beneath your skin, grounding you in the moment as everything else floats just out of reach. Sirius shifts slightly beside you, the heat of his body brushing against yours, subtle but deliberate â an anchor. His thigh nudges yours gently, the pressure reassuring, coaxing. Your breath is shallow, eyes flicking upward again.
Remus hasnât looked away.
Heâs still watching you with that quiet intensity, like heâs trying to memorize the exact shade of your hesitation. His mouth curves at the corners â not quite a smile, not quite a smirk. Just⊠soft. Expectant.
âDoing good, love,â Sirius murmurs next to you, voice low and velvet-smooth. You swear you feel the words ripple through your spine. He doesn't look at you â he says it like heâs talking to himself, but it still lands square in your chest.
Youâre still aware of James on the bed, leaning his chin into his palm, his elbow propped up on his knee. Observing. Not intruding. JustâŠamused, dark-eyed and humming with quiet interest. He doesnât speak, but thereâs something in the way his gaze lingers on your mouth, then dips lower, that makes your breath stutter.
âRem,â Sirius says, still kneeling. His voice is almost teasing. âTell her what you want.â
Remus tilts his head, eyes narrowing slightly like heâs assessing youâpeeling back layers without ever touching you. âI want you to show her,â he says, voice calm, level. He leans back on his hands, spreading his knees just a little wider on the edge of the mattress. âThought that was the plan.â
The air around you all but froze,not urgency, not yet. But anticipation. The kind that prickles down your arms and settles in your gut like a coil waiting to snap.
Sirius shifts forward on his knees until his thighs bracket one of Remusâ legs, his back a straight line of calm control. And then, suddenly, he turns his headânot enough to break the moment with Remus, but enough to glance at you. His eyes flick down, then up, deliberate.
âYou watching?â he murmurs.
Slowly, you nodâwords caught in your throat.
Sirius smiles again, all teeth this time, and turns back toward Remus, hands trailing up Remusâ thighs with confident familiarity. And stillâyour gaze is locked in place. The sounds, the movement, the steady rise and fall of breath. The way Remus' jaw tightens when Siriusâ fingers dig in a little.
âYouâre shaking,â Remus says suddenly, and you snap your gaze up to meet his. âNervous?â
Your lips part slightlyâto say yes, maybe, or noâbut you donât get the chance. Sirius speaks for you. âSheâs excited,â he says, and thereâs something in his tone that makes your cheeks burn even hotter.
âArenât you, sweetheart?â
Your mouth feels too dry to voice words, clearing your throat and humming quietly with a nod.
Sirius shifts againânot to do anything yet, not quite. Just closer, just a little deeper into the space between Remusâ thighs. And his hand finds yours without looking, fingers brushing against your knuckles. âCome closer,â he says, not to Remusâto you.
And so you do. Shuffling forward, inch by slow, painstaking inch, until youâre beside him, eyes wide and breath held.
Remus leans forward, just a little, and his hand reaches outâjust barely skimming along the curve of your jaw. âYou okay?â he murmurs, voice adopting a warmer cadanceâyou nod again.
And Sirius, still knelt beside you, presses his lips to your shoulder. A small kiss, silent comfort.
âThen watch closely, love,â he says, voice dark with purpose. âBecause this is just the beginning.â
His presence beside you was magneticâall controlled heat and focused intentâbut what strikes you most is how steady he isâeveything silently screaming that heâs done this before. Heâs led before. But right now, heâs doing it with you, and something about that felt almost sacred.
Remus leans back again, propping himself up with one hand now, the other resting loosely on his own thigh. His eyes are on you again. But this time, thereâs no teasing. Just warmth. Just patience. A quiet welcome, like heâs holding a door open for you and waiting for you to cross the threshold in your own time.
âYou donât have to do anything yet,â he says gently, voice barely more than a breath. âJust stay. Just watch me.â
Too much to say and no air to say it withâyou swallow thickly and straighten your back, mumbling a small okay. Sirius hums in approval, the sound vibrating low in his throat, and you feel it more than you hear it. His hand drifts up your back, fingers trailing lightly along your spine. Goosebumps rise in their wake.
He doesnât rushânone of them do. Thatâs what makes it worse. Or better. Or unbearable.
Because it means every second stretches longer. Every glance, every brush of skin feels deliberate. Designed. Like theyâre building something out of youâsculpting the moment with nothing but touch and breath and proximity.
Sirius finally leans up towards Remus, lips ghosting across his throat, his jaw, like a slow exhale of reverence. Remus lets his head tip back just a fractionâan invitation that Sirius gladly took, latching his lips to the skin with a hum.
And youâre still watching.
Still feeling everythingâthe drag of Remusâ breath when Siriusâ mouth reaches his collarbone, the subtle shift of Siriusâ hand as shifts on Remusâ thigh, curling and curving upwards, gripping at the flesh. But more than thatâŠyou feel them both waitingâfor you.
Sirius turns to you again, hand drifting over to yours. He threads his fingers with yours this time, and something about that small actâso simple, yet so intimateâand it makes something tighten in your chest. Raising your joined hands slowly, deliberately, to Remusâ knee, pressing your palm against the warm line of his leg.
Your eyes dart up when you hear another hitching breath from above you, Remusâ adamâs apple bobbing in his throat, gaze locked on your handsâthe heat spreading through the thin fabric that seperates you.
Sirius was boldâsmirking at both yours and Remusâ reactions, sliding the hand that was pawing at Remusâ thigh and inching it up towards the hem of his shirt, baring the skin.
The pads of his fingers dimpled the flesh as he leaned closerâpressing his lips into the skin of his hipsâearning him a low hum of approval from Remus. And you watched as he smirked against him. Following Siriusâ movements in a wave of confidence, you scooted closerâletting your hand trail up from his knee joining Siriusâ in the tugging of Remusâ shirt and you felt him shudder beneath your palm.
Resting your head slightly on his knee as your eyes followed Sirius, observing every move he made and the reactions they earned.
There was a clear tent in Remusâ trousers now, accompanied with a light flush on the tops of his cheekbones, and you couldnât help but admire himâand as Sirius palmed at his bulgeâforcing a groan from his throat. The object of your watchful gaze changed quickly.
Siriusâ fingers were hooked under the waist band of his trousers, waiting a momentâjust letting his fingertips brush over the skin beneath it before he detatched his lips from Remusâ stomach.
Eyes dark and on youâwatching as you stared at his palm that covered Remusâ middle.
He huffed a chuckled through his nose, licking his lips as he leaning in closer to youâbreath fanning over the curve of your neck when he spoke, âShall we get these off him, love?â
The sound of his voice tore your gaze away from his hand, taking your bottom lip into your mouth as you hummed back to him. And by the time his trousers pooled by his ankles, Sirius had a positively wolfish grin on his faceâalmost preening at your reaction.
Because not only did Remus hiss slightly at the feeling of the cold air, but your eyes visibly widened when his length slapped up towards his abdomenâpupils blowing right before Siriusâ eyes.
Itâs not like youâd never felt Remus before, pressed against you, usually clad under clothingâbut for some reason, youâd assumed it was smaller. Or maybe just not this big. Almost intimidatingly long and prettyâtip matching the blush of his cheeks.
Sirius only snickered lightly, leaning inâtongue already peaking out from his lips as he licked a strip from the bottom of his shaft, all the way up. And you watched as Remusâ hands twitched by his side, sucking in sharp breath as his brows pinched on his forehead. Your hands unconsiously gripped at the flesh of his thighs, eyeing Siriusâ movements with purpose.
When he pulled away, Remusâ length glistened just as much as Siriusâ lipsâand you swallowed the saliva that had pooled in your mouth with a thick gulp the moment Siriusâ voice met your ears, low and candied.
âDoesnât Rem look pretty?â
His smirk was dangerous as you nodded, words sending shivers down your spine as he whispered, just for you to hearââWhy donât you tell him yourself, love?â
Remus was looking down at you both with half-lidded eyes, chest rising at a slightly faster pace than normal, hyper aware of the way your hand was curled around his thighâtrying his hardest to stay composed.
If the way you looked up at him, bleary and innocent, wasnât enough to make his composure crackâthe soft and sweet tone of your voice as it reached his ears was going to send him over the edge.
âThink you look so pretty, Rem,â
A low groan filled the air and his length physically jumped in Siriusâ holdâyou noticed it straight away, eyes widening at the sightâstaring at his middle intently.
Sirius was enjoying this all far too much, barely containing his delight as he caught your gaze, whispering âwatch,â under his breath before he leaned inâtaking Remusâ tip in his mouth while his hand worked small fists around the base.
And Remusâ eyes immediately screwed shut, voice trembling as he hissed out, âFuck, Sirius,â hands fisting the sheets beside him when Sirius hummed around his length, taking more into his mouth.
You leaning in closer, eyes focused on each small motion that he made, each bob of his head, each moan that sounded from Remus.
He pulled his lips off with a satisfying popâgrinning at the way Remus shuddered against him, hand still twisting and pumping steadily around him.
Sirius had already diverted his attention to youâlips brushing against the curve of your jaw, his words ringing in your ears over and over. âDo you wanna try, sweetheart? Make Rem feel good?â
Your eyes scanned his face when he pulled back, nodding before you would really compute what it meantâbefore Sirius was shifting to the side, making space for you between Remusâ legs.
And it had your breath catching in your throatâRemus cracked an eye open at the rustling beneath him and his lips parted when your hand wrapped around his base.
Eyes flicker between Sirius and your hand. And you could feel the heat radiating off his lengthâwhen you twisted your hand upwards experimentally, he throbbed in your hand undeniably, gasping slightly.
Sirius all but preened at the reaction, leaning in and whispering a set on instruction into your ear, hand sliding down the curve of your spine in silent encouragementâto which you nodded to. Shifting your gaze back to Remus.
His self-control was fraying by the second, trying to be as still as possible, but having you between his legs, looking up at him with blown wide eyesâhis resolve felt weak, and heat pooled in the pits of his stomachâsending all blood south.
Your palm was still dragging up his length in slow, tentative pumpsâtaking your time and trying not to think about it too hard. Sirius had made it look so easy, already having Remus breathless before heâd even touched him.
He could feel heat of your breath fanning over his length as you neared, gaze flitting up and down as you spoke softly, just barely above a whisperâbut Remus heard it, like it was only for him.
âCan I?â
Gods, you were going to be the death of him. Nodding eagerly, words rushed and pinched; âFuckâyes, dove,â
Careful and hesitantly, you leaned forwardâtounge peaking out as you pressed it flush against the tipâeliciting a sharp shuddering gasp from Remus. And he used every cell in his brain to keep his eyes open, desperately wanting to be catch the moment your pretty lips wrapped around him.
Remus mouth drops into a fucked-out little oh! when you finally do, tounge swirling and just barely sucking at the tipâand he squirmed in his seat when your head dipped lower, taking more of him in.
He wouldnât dare tear his eyes away from the sight.
And when you pulled off of him, breathless, lips glistening, small strings of spit still connecting youâa small whispered Merlin sounded from beside you before you spoke, âsâthat okay, Rem?â
Remusâ lips were stil parted, drinking in air greedily to fuel is racing pulse, palms sweaty and fidgetting at his side was he gulped, words breathy on an exhale, âmore than okayâso good,â
Even that small praise was dizzying, it had your shoulder relaxing as an almost relieved and pleased smile twitched the corners of your lips.
Suddenly driven by a small confidence boost, you took him into your mouth againâearning you another low groan, his voice cracking at the end. You let your other hand trail up his thigh, resting along the short happy trail by your headâlowering your head further than the last timeâhumming slightly at the weight of him pressing onto your tongue.
Remusâ hips jumped involuntarily as he let out a loud moanâit sent his tip straight into the back of your throat and you jolted back with a choked gasp. Throat burning slightly drinking in sharp inhales of breath, cheeks flushed, face painted with a shocked expression.
Profuse, breatheless apologies already filled the space between you, âmâso sorry doveâdidnât mean to do that,â Remus shifting his weight onto one hand as he ran the other through his hairâeyes swiming with more unspoken apologies.
You were still trying to catch you breath, swallow the burning sensation that accompanied each breathâvisibly confused for a moment as you looked to Sirius.
He didnât look nearly as concerned as Remus did, which was comfortingâbecause you couldnât figure out what went wrong.
One hand was rubbing small circles into the small of your back, and the other trailed up and down Remusâ thigh as he spoke, lips curving into a smirk at your expression.
âThe vibrations, sweetheart.â He leaned in closer, pressing a small kiss to the thin skin beneath your ear as he continued, âMade Rem feelâŠso good when you hummedâthatâs why he did that, love,â
His lips on your neck were rather distracting, taking a few moments to respond with nothing more than a small, âOh.â
And Siriusâ lips just stretched into a grin as he muttered into your skin, âWanna try again?â Sighing contently into him, you noddedâeyes falling dark and back onto Remus.
The whispered instructions Sirius gave you echoed in your mind, take your timeâbut now when you pressed your tongue flat against the vein on the underside of his lengthâyou were having other ideas.
Watching closely, looking up at Remus when you closed your lips around him, taking him in deeper, inch by inchâspurred on by the strangled moans that built in his throat.
Pausing a few inches from the base before reeling back and repeatingâsqueezing your thighs together when SIriusâ praise, velvet and soft reached your ears.
âFuckâthaatâs it, sweetheart.â
Sirius tucked a straggling hair behind your ears, humming in approval as you focused on the tip, hand still fisting the baseâand Remus was shaking beneath, using all his brain power to not buck into your touches, groaning out, âOh- Oh fuck! Feels sâgood hngh-â as he fisted the sheets with white knuckles.
You had no intention of rushing, slowly bobbing up and down, relishing in the salacious moans that ripped through Remusâ throat and the way he twitched and throbbed on your tongue.
But it was like a little devil was whispering into your ear, polluting your thoughtsâegging you on to take more.
Letting your hand slip to rest on his stomachâall you wanted to do was make him feel goodâsucking in a deep breath through your nose before swallowing around the tip; eliciting a lewd gasping groan from Remus.
But you kept going, dipping your head further, forcing every muscle to relaxânot stopping till your nose met the small brown hairs at this pelvis.
Eyes squeezing shut, whimpering at the burn and stretch.
Remusâ jaw slacked, and he lost itâhands reliquishing their grip on the sheets in favour for your hair, eyes rolling back in his head as he gasped out âShit shit shit oh-dove,â
God, Remus already thinks he could pass out.
Even as you pulled backâlips wet and eyes glossyâlungs burning as you drank in shuddering gasps of air, Siriusâ voice falling deaf on your ears. You canât find it in you to mind the mild discomfort, adrenaline pumping through your veins as you looked up at Remus.
He truly was a sight.
Chest heaving, hair mussed, flush spreading from the tips of his ears to the center of his cheeks, his hand carding through your hair as his panted. Sirius was by your side still, speaking lowly again, âyou okay, love? dâyou need a minute?â pressing a kiss into your shoulder.
You shook your head almost instantly, gaze still locked on Remus as you muttered, âWanna keep going,â Already leaning forward and taking Remus back into your hands.
Heâd barely had enough time to recover before you took him back into your mouth, instinctively collecting your hair in a loose handful to keep it out of your face as you sunk down again.
Sirius was light praises and the gutteral moans that left Remus sending heat curling directly to your coreâeach hushed candied whisper of; âgooood girlâ and âtaking him so wellâ dizzying you.
When you sunk to the base again, willing away the slight gag that built in your chest, Remusâ hips bucked up into your mouth, his grip on your hair tighteningâbut instead of pulling off completely, you kept his tip buried in your plush mouthâwhimpers muffled and tears prickling at your waterline, while you tried to steady your breathing.
Remusâ body shook as he spouted out delirously âFuckâshit, mâsorry, sweetheart. Sâtoo nghâfucking good.â words were slurred and rushed, drunk off the way you swallowed and hummed around him.
He cracked his eyes open, when your fingertips pressed into the flesh of his thighs, steadying yourself, and the sight of you almost had impossibly closer to the edgeâcoil in his stomach tightening when you looked up at him.
Tears clingling to your lashes, lips stretching lewdly around him with each bob and he could feel his sanity slipping away with each small whine that built in your throat.
Sirius leaned into you again, voice low and sultry in your ears, âFuck, angelâheâs not gonna last long. dâyou want him to cum?â you just leaned in closerâeven as Remus gently tugged to pull you away. You didnât let up, hallowing your cheeks with a muffled moan and he went rigid beneath your touch, spilling into your mouth in hot spurts.
Jaw slacking as his voice crackedâhis high still washing over him, âfuckfuckfuckâmmfgh! dove, so good,â shuddering as you pulled off of him. Sirius immediately pressing small kisses to your skin, whispering hypnotically into your ear, âmmhmâswallow fâme, sweetheart,â
Your cheeks flushed further at his words, ignoring the way your lungs still burned for air as you swallowedâhearing Sirius hum in approve when your lips parted, sucking in deep breaths of airâleaning slightly into his hold.
Remus quickly leant down to you, trousers already resting low on his hips again. Tugging you out of Siriusâ hold and onto his lip, pressing his lips firmly onto yours, groaning at the contact.
Thighs splitting over his hips as he tugged you to straddle him fully, hands already smoothing up your sides, greedy in the way they gripped and slid and roamed like he couldnât get enough, muttering against your lips, âthroat alright, pet?â biting back the smirk that threatened to play on his lips.
His kiss was bruisingâall tongue and teeth and breathy groans. You barely had time to catch your breath, nodding mindlessly, before you were chasing his mouth again, whimpering softly into the kiss as his hips shifted up, pressing flush to you with no shame, no hesitation.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging gently as he licked into your mouth, pulling a gasp from your lips. Warm, solid beneath you, and the way he was touching youâlike he was mapping every inch of skin he could reachâsent your head spinning.
Remus grunted softly, breaking the kiss only to press hot kisses down your jaw, your neck, and then he shiftedâgripping your hips tightly and guiding you back until your spine hit the mattress. You stared up at him, pupils blown and chest heaving, dazed and flushed, legs parted beneath the weight of his gaze.
He didnât move for a momentâjust hovered over you, smirking down, letting his hands drag slowly down your ribs as your stomach fluttered beneath his palms. But your attention snagged when you noticed movement at the edge of your vision.
James.
He was sitting there at the edge of the bed, still and watching you with a heat in his eyes that made your skin prickle. His gaze didnât waver, making your breath catch in your throat, back arching instinctively under Remus' hands.
Remus turned his head just slightly, catching Jamesâ expressionâand the smirk that curved his lips deepened. Dipping back down, mouth brushing yours with a teasing slowness before murmuring low against your lips, âJamie has something to ask you, pet.â
Before you could even process the words, James was shifting forward, one knee sinking into the mattress as he leaned in close to your earâhis curls brushing your cheek, voice low and velvet-smooth as he said,
âCan I taste you, sweetheart?â
The world narrowed to the rasp of his voice, the heat of their bodies, and the deafening thrum of your heartbeat in your ears. Remus had already slipped away from you, and you hadnât even had time to mourn the loss before James was pressed against you.
Lips easily finding the curve of your jaw, kissing and nipping a trail to your collarboneâpalms of his hands hot against your skin. Wasting no time to bare the skin of your stomach, touch incessant and insatiable.
Even as you stuttered out, mind foggy and breathless, the end of your sentence loosing itself in the thickness of the air. ââŠYou w-wannaâŠâ hips twitching up into him as his lifted the hem of your top up and over your head.
Connecting your lips again deeper, hungrier, his molding into yours in perfect rhythm.
Pulling away for just to pepper marks down your neck, kisses wet and firm to your skin, punctuating his words, âMmhm, wanna taste youâŠmake you feel good,â
You couldnât focus on his words even if you tried, each touch more dizzying than the last, heat curling unforgivingly in the pits of your stomach, gasping out his name when his hand slid between your thighsâcupping your core over your shorts.
Fingers tangled into the short tufts at the nape of his neck and he continued his assault on your skin, relishing in the small gasps your let out as he nibbled at a spot that heâd already marked. Grinning into your skin as you bucked helplessly into his palm, hips unconsciously search for friction.
Whining out, âJ-jamie,â when he pressed his hand firmer against youâsquirming beneath him, as he hummed lowly. Words making your ears burn tenfold, as he pressed his lips into the curved of your breast, already working his way down to your core, âwant you to cum in my mouth, love,â
Legs were already slung over his shoulder before you could really compute his vulgar sentences, gasping when his hands carrassed and pawed at the flesh of your thighs, mind spinning, pulse thumping you didnât notice Sirius planting himself beside youâ
âJamieâs really good with his mouth. Gna let him take care of you?â
You were already nodding mindlessly when James pressed a kiss over your clothed core, and your entire body shuddered. Hands taking purchase on the sheets beside you, gasping as heat spread invasively under the surface of your skin.
Jamesâ fingers were hooked under the waist band of your bottoms, using his body to raise your hips and peel them off your in a clean, swift swipeâleaving you bare and breathless. Heat coiling in your stomach at the sight of him between your legs, indulging himself with each kiss he planted onto your inner thighs, inching closer and closer to your dripping core.
Goosebumps raising over your thighs when the rough pads of his fingers dragged over the flesh, spreading your legs further apart. Jamesâ lips split into a far too pleased smirk at the sight of your folds, glistening and slick, his breath fanning over you when he spoke,
âooo, all wet from making Rem feel good, huh?â
All you could do was squirm under his hold, one leg still hooked over his shoulderâhis other hand trailing up your slit, spreading you as he nibbled lightly at your inner thigh, words muffled by the thin flesh, âSooo pretty, love,â
Choking out a gasp when he pressed a soft kiss to the swole bundle of nerves, thighs twitching by his head. He looked up at you, drinking in each small micro reaction with a smug smirkâwatching as your eyes screwed shut when he laid his tongue flat against your core.
Fingers teasing along the edge of your folds, hooking his other hand around your thigh when you inched away from him. In a single fluid movement, he pushes passes the tight ring of muscles and into your core, humming against your clit when a loud whimper sounded above him.
It was all so intense so suddenly, warm between your legs and curving his digits roughly into your plush walls. Forcing out babbled cries from your lips, âNghâJamie, oh godâJames!â Hand resigning its hold on the sheets in exchange for a loose purchase on his hair.
Your head lolled back into the pillows, brows arched high on your forehead as your jaw slacked when he curled his fingers up up up, searching for the familiar spot that had you bucking into him.
White-hot jolts of pleasure running from the base of your spine where James was indulging himself. Moaning into your core as he shuffled forward, helplessly grinding against the sheets beneath himâburying his face further into you.
The coil in your stomach was threatening to snap under the pressure that James was steadily building. Bullying thrusts into you as he took your clit between his flushed lipsâtears stinging in your eyes as you tried to buck away from the harsh sucking of his lips.
Crying out in a pitched hoarse voice, incoherent babbles littered with his name, releasing your grip on his curls to push him away before you accidentally pulled out hairs.
James cracked his eyes open, and caught your hand, intertwining your fingers and pulling you closer to himâlocked in with no escape. His hips becoming more frantic in their ruts against the mattress, chasing his high as he pushes you closer to yours.
Muffled between the obscene laps of his lips at your core, words littered with groans that sent shivers down your spine, âmmm, cum fâme, loveâŠwannaâfeel,â filing your ears as your back formed an arch.
His hips were already stuttering when you gasped about a choked sob, squeezing his hand to ground yourself as your high washed over you in cruel unforgiving waves. Each stronger than the last as James continued to work you through itâwalls clenching around his fingers as stars clouded your eyes.
Shaking and trembling against him, his name spilling from your lips like it was the only prayer you knew.
When he detached, lips flushed and glistening, pupils blown and a smirk twitching at the corners of his mouth. Youâd just barely blinked back your vision, whimpering when he pulled his digits awayâthighs trying to squeeze shut at the sensation.
You were still breathless, chest heaving and gaze unfocused when your head rolledâcatching sight of Sirius. Name immediately slipping past your lips in a hushed whisper.
And he looked at you with such unfair warmth, cheeks just as flushed as yoursâpainfully hard and tenting in his bottoms. Automatically cooing out small praises as the aftershocks of your high subsided, but you still kept whispering his nameâover and over until he inched closer.
Coaxed by your hand reaching out, all but clawing at his forearm. And when he was just close enough that you didnât have to strain your hoarse voice, he heard it.
Low and breathy and sweet in his ears, âWant you.â And it had his breath catching in his throat, eyes travelling over your bare figure as you turned, leaning into him. Sirius just pressed a kiss to your forehead, almost brushing off your words as delirium.
But you almost whined when his hand stroked the stray hairs away from forehead, words soft and gentle. ârest, love.â And then Sirius heard it again, as firm as your voice could handleâlooking at him through your lashesâflush in your cheeks just barely settling.
âWant more, SiriâŠwant you,â sucking in a sharp inhaleâfinding air to support your voice, âWanna go all the way.â
Staring at him with a glint in your eyes that made his head spinâhis pulse suddenly much louder beneath his spin. âYâknow you donât have to, love. Thereâs plenty of time laterââ
Craning your neck up, your pressed a soft kiss to his lips, cutting him off. Before just as quickly as you came in, pulling awayâwords barely above a whisper. âYou donât want to?â
His stomach dropped, instantly shaking his head, âItâs not that. I want toâbelieve me, I do. Just donât wanna pressure you, sweetheart,â
You were still staring up at him, giving him that lookâthat soft pleading look that said donât make me say it again, heat curling beneath your cheeks as he leaned in.
His hands were on your waist as he kissed youâtrying to take his time, be slow and gentle but you pushed back into him with a vigour that had his resolve fraying instantly.
The kiss deepened, and you felt Sirius melt into youâhands flexing against your waist as if grounding himself. His breath shuddered into your mouth as your hands roamed upward, threading through the soft hair at the nape of his neck, tugging him impossibly closer.
âFuckââ he whispered against your lips, voice low, like a confession. âYouâll be the death of me.â
You only hummed in response, arching slightly beneath his weight, and Sirius groanedâdeep and raggedâas your hips brushed his.
That sound went straight to your headâheat coiling in your stomach as you rolled your hips again, deliberately, and his lips parted against yours in a gasp before he dragged his mouth downâjaw, throat, collarboneâleaving a trail of reverent kisses that made your skin burn.
His voice rasped against the curve of your neck, âYouâre sure, love?â
Fingers cupped his face, guiding him back up so you could look him in the eye. Your expression was soft but certain, gaze unwavering.
âIâm sure, Sirius.â
He kissed you again, slower this time, almost something sacred in the way his lips moved over yours. Like he was memorising the shape of your mouthâlike he was thanking you with every breathâclothes peeling off in a flurry of movement. Then you felt his hand slide lower, gripping your thigh, guiding you to wrap around his waist as he shifted to settle between your legsâeyes never leaving yours.
âYou tell me to stop,â he whispered, forehead pressed to yours, âand I stop. Understand?â
You nodded, a small sound escaping your throatâsomething between a yes and a pleaseâand Sirius swore under his breath, kissing you again, deeper, like he couldn't help himself. Gripping onto his shoulders with a desperate hand, trying to pull him in closer, flush against you, as if to fall into himâbecome one.
It was only when you felt him, hot and firm against your folds that a small gasp slipped past your lipsâhis eyes were still on you, searching for any hesitation, signs of protestâbut he couldnât find any. Sirius was only met with your flushed cheeked and bleary expression, breathless and soft beneath him.
He found himself chasing your lips, muttering against them, âGods, youâre so pretty,â As his length rested over and twitched against your coreâhe could hear the way your breath hitched with each slow and tentative rock he pushed against your folds. Tempting, teasingâand it forced whines and gasps from your lips at the friction.
One heated palm trailed down the side of your body, ghostly far too gentle touchesâstill swallowing each small mewl that built in your throatâbefore you felt his hand hitch up your thigh, leaning in closerâmaking room for himself. Your hands found purchase on the long curls that hung by base of his scalpâcarding and tugging when you felt him press into you. Body stiffening as your brows pinched.
A sharp gasp of his name spilt from your lips at the stretch, and he frozeâlips parted, eyes squeezed shut before he cracked them open, fingertips tracing nonsense patterns into the skin of your waist. Concern swimming behind his eyes when he spoke, âDâyou wanna stop?â
Hips shifting unconsciously as you shook your headâand you both hissed at the friction, chests rising and falling in shaky uneven breaths as he slowly pushed further into youâwalls clinging to him, plush and soakedâand it had both your heads spinning.
Thighs quivering beside his hips as your jaw slacked, âO-oh-â Moans and mewls tumbling out of your mouth before you even realised, the stretch had your spine arching as you all but drooled around his length. Sirius was still trying to be patient, placing small kisses along the curve of your neck, your jaw, the thin sensitive skin behind your earâwhispering lightly into your skin.
It was when you sucked him in deeper after the first thrustâhips bucking up in a filthy cadance that had your vision blurryingâthat Sirius almost cracked. Hands flying to your hips to keep you still, to keep his sanity, groaning out as he reeled back slightly, âf-fuuck, sweetheartâhaah, hold on,â
Squeezing his eyes shut, evoking the patience of a saint to keep each drag of his hips slow and steadyâbut slow wasnât going to cut it. Not when the room was spinning, not when all you could think about was Sirius Sirius Sirius, every sense overwhelmed by him, not when you could feel each vein dragging sinfully against your walls.
Your voice sounded foreign to your own earsâpitched, shaky, airyâwith each whimpering plea that spilled out, âHnnghâplease, Siri. Ah! s-sâgood,â If the chanting of your hips up up up didnât break him, the sweet ring of your voice in his ears surely did. His head fell into the dip of your neck, cursing under his breath, grip on your hips tightening as he dragged his hips back before pushing all the way in with one languid thrust.
Each nerve was set alight, spine arching into him with a deep curve as a lewd cry tore its way out of you. His eyes threatened to roll back in his head at the way your walls spasmed around him with each weight rutâbut heâd forced them open, stuck on youâmemorising the way you looked beneath him, overcome with pleasure.
Grasping and clawing at every part of him, and he was no betterâpads of his fingers pressing bruisingly into your flesh, capturing your lips in a kiss that was all tongue and teeth. Nothing slow and tentative anymore, every shift, and moan, and thrust was feverishâchasing and pushing you further to the edge.
âf-fuck you feel so goodâmmfph! taking it so well, love. so good fâme,â
And then, Sirius was angling his hips upwardsâurgently, desperatelyâthe hot coil in the pits of your stomach suddenly impossibly tighter as his tip barrelled into that spot, your vision darkened at the edges and tears sprung at the corners of your hazy eyesâthighs trembling from the striking jolts of pleasure that ran through you. Radiating from the base of your spine out.
You were all but melting into the sheets beneath youâstaring up at Sirius with a bleary dazed expression, incoherent mewls mixing with his name like a mantra.
Walls clinging to him impossibly tighter with each ramâand he wasnât going to last much longer, eyes squeezing shut as he nipped and kissed at the skin of your jaw.
Words muffled as he pressed his lips against yours. Hand resigning its bruising grip on your hips to slip between you, thumb rubbing small circles into the over sensitive bundle of nervesâmumbling into your skin when your jaw hung, âcâmon love, need you to let goâf-fuck, please,â
All the muscles in your body became taut, brows pinching impossibly higher on your forehead as your high crashed over youâtrembling and shivering as he worked you through it, gasping out as your mind practically shattered.
Vision black, ears ringing before becoming completely boneless.
He was barely holding on when your clamped down onto him, forcing himself out of your core and spilling onto your stomach with an salacious moan, shuddering out breathy whispers of your name. Collapsing onto you lightly, brushing hairs out of your faceâsmall delicate pecks pressing into your jaw.
One hand skimming over the side of your waist, soft and gentle whispers fading awayâbody resigning itself to sleep.
a/n:this is 7 words away from being 11k....insane













