300 Followers just in time for Summer!
I should probably do something to celebrate, so here’s a few confessions from yours truly, a huge thank you to all 300 of you; ya’ll are the best!
I still have not played episode Ardyn yet (despite spoilers everywhere)
The game I’m currently playing is the legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild, I’ve already beaten it but hadn’t found all of the koroks yet
I used to have a Facebook page where I once posted the same stuff I queue up on here, but once Facebook decided to make sure hardly anyone ever saw my posts unless I paid actual money to ‘boost’ them; I stopped posting on it and just recently scheduled it for deletion
Despite it having been around awhile I still haven’t joined Twitter, nor do I ever plan to
Pretty much everyone I used to talk to on a regular basis is gone from my life for one reason or another, like I actually had friends once upon a time and now I’m the only one left
I am looking forward to both the final fantasy VII remake and VIII remaster because I want to replay both of them and I am in desperate need of screen caps from both of them; I could revive seven Saturdays and give eight its own day
I’d love it if they ported the thirteen trilogy to PS4, mostly for screen caps, I know they have PC versions but my PC isn’t high quality enough so I kinda need them on something I can work with
This might be hard to believe but I’ve never been to/attended pride like ever, mostly because crowds of people tend to overwhelm me, plus I don’t have anyone to go with and the nearest city that has pride is too far away; pretty much the same reasons why I’ve never gone to a cosplay convention
I’ve been pretty much numb emotionally since my grandma passed away back in 2016, she was like one of my best friends that I could talk to about just about everything and for her to just suddenly be gone was really tough; plus I couldn’t cry the whole time her funeral and wake was being held with everyone else mourning and upset it felt almost wrong for me to lose it so I kept my own grief hidden and put on a brave face not that anyone appreciated it they probably thought I was some kind of heartless monster because I didn’t break down like they did
The previous confession is likely part of the reason why I’ve never had a serious or meaningful romantic relationship, I’ve crushed on guys plenty of times but it never really went anywhere either they didn’t feel the same about me or things would just fall apart and fizzle out; I’ve pretty much given up at this point if it happens it’ll happen and if not I am okay with thatÂ
Yikes that got suddenly personal and depressing af, my life isn’t glamorous but it’s not all bad either, I’m very fortunate despite the hardships I’ve endured and overcome; I think I’ve grown as a person because of them and I’m still growing and learning.
