#admin thoughts

Yes, I love it. I think NYC winters would make him think back fondly of the weather in New Orleans. I bet he's also always have a fire going at Riverside Drive.

Also agree that low temps would be one of the very few reasons he'd stay in bed a bit longer, especially if it was a day he wasn't working.

And you know this man runs cool so he needs all the external heat he can get.

Tumblr is NOT a safe space for people on the spectrum. Not unless you're in specific communities on Tumblr that are about the spectrum.

Honestly the internet isn't a safe place for us because the amount of masking and effort we go through to look over out messages and posts before sending them out is exhausting. Having to go over our own thoughts in a little post like this just so we aren't dismissed, ostracized, or frowned upon for our 'odd thinking' or 'wrong words' is so freaking stressful.

Especially in a creative space for those on the spectrum. There are so many things our brain does in that apartment people would normally find offensive or wrong and that I've been shamed for it's surreal.

So again: Tumblr is NOT a safe space for those on the spectrum.

Edit- [11-08, 3pm cst]

I didn't think this would get any views or anything cuz it was legit just midnight ramblings but I woke up to so many notifications.

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Send me a fandom and I’ll tell you…

The first character I first fell in love with

Oh, this was a hard one because with Servamp, it felt like I was falling in love with character after character after character. The story would introduce them or we’d get these really great moments where the character’s would be explored and I’d gush and fall in love with them all over again. I do think, right at the very beginning though, it was Sakuya and, despite his yandere tendencies being a little overplayed by the fandom in my opinion, a little flanderized, he’s still someone that I dearly love as a character.

The character I never expected to love as much as I do now

Honestly, it’s Tsubaki. He entertained me at points but overall, I didn’t really connect with his character a lot right off the bat. However, the writing in Servamp is really good and it really does flesh out and add layers upon layers to all of its characters as the story goes on and Tsubaki was no exception to that. The more I saw of him, the more little bits and pieces we got to his character, the more I found myself genuinely intrigued and interested in him. He became a curiosity to me and there were moments that hit me just right when it came to him.

The character everyone else loves that I don’t

Again, where Servamp is really a fandom where I do truly enjoy all of the characters in some fashion, this is a question that I don’t have a definite answer to. There is no Servamp character that I hate, so answering something like that would be a non-answer. However, I do feel like the fandom is all in on Licht and there’s a lot of love and enjoyment of him, where Licht is, to me, enjoyable and fun, but not someone that I’m all in on all the time. I like Licht in small moments or in relation to other characters and I think he has some truly amazing comedic moments, but he’s not one of those characters I cling to.

The character I love that everyone else hates

The Servamp fandom, though I haven’t explored it super in depth, seems to be a pretty great one. There seems to be a pretty even amount of love and for the more minor characters, there are even just those one or two people in fandom who are all in on them. I will say I do wish Berukia was a little bit more loved and adored overall, because he’s wonderful to me and it is a little hard to find content for him that isn’t entirely ship-based, but I am still able to find it, which in a lot of other fandoms, I wouldn’t be able to.

The character I used to love but don’t any longer

I was all in on Mikuni when he was introduced. He looked cool, he’s intelligent, he’s quirky. He made me laugh. He made me curious. I loved everything about him and every time he showed up, I was overjoyed. The way the story goes with him is incredible and I truly enjoy it, but it’s made it a lot harder for me to be all in on him or to love him in quite the same way. He’s done a lot of really questionable things and there’s still motives for him that aren’t fully explored, at least as far as I’ve been able to read (again, not completely caught up because my reading site only has so much of the manga) and I still find him intriguing and wonderful, but I just can’t love him outright because of some of his actions.

The character I would totally smooch

Sakuya, Ildio, Higan, Berukia, Niccolo, Freya, Tsurugi…there’s a lot of characters within Servamp that are hot, cute, or just so loveable that I would totally smooch them. It also helps that I am naturally a very affectionate person too so it takes a lot less for me to be willing to smooch someone.

The character I’d want to be like

I connect a lot, on a personal level, with Mahiru, but there’s also a lot of parts of him that are a lot better than I am. That’s worded weird, I know, so I’ll try to word it just a bit better. Despite sharing a lot of similarities, in my head, with Mahiru, Mahiru is just all around a far better person than I am in a lot of ways. I wish I could be as confident and as motivating as he is. I wish I could take action like he does on several occasions. There’s a lot I see in him where I do admit I have the potential myself but I just fail at, especially when it comes to how forgiving and accepting Mahiru is of other people.

The character I’d slap

My god, if I ever got my hands on Toma. I understand a lot of his motivations. He’s a fantastically done character with a lot of nuance, depth, and who can’t be simply stated in black and white terms. But by fuck, if I wouldn’t beat him close to death if I could, just once. The only thing that kept me from outright hating him is the fact that, while the story still emphasized that he’s not a great person, the writing also gave him those motives, those moments of weakness or depth, which made him into a truly fascinating and moving character.

A pairing that I love

I really wish we could have seen more of Freya and her previous Eve. I have so many thoughts about those two and how adorable and healthy their relationship with each other was. I also quite enjoy the Izuna/Shuuhei pairing.

A pairing that I despise

I don't mind being "baby" or taken care of. I love the pampering and dotting just as much as i would do for my beloved. On some real shit. But....can i have one sick fic that has reader knows what they need. Just they dont have the energy to do it? So blorbo does it?

It's more believable and real to me. It also feels less humiliating? Like all the sick fics that have dotting blorbo/ f/o has reader like incapable of taking care of themselves in ways that....kinda feels insulting at times.

I get thats not the point. The point of those types are TO DOTE reader. And the vulnerability aspect. Which is fine...but.....

But i dunno. Maybe im just a rare type that wants to have someone take the load off instead of taking it all for me?

I still wanna get shit done when I ACTUALLY DO HAVE ENERGY. But not exert myself too much because well yeah thats common sense when you're sick.

I dunno man.

I personally would feel accomplished if i did all my goals for the day even when sick.

It makes me feel better. So fics like that make me feel loved more. The whole "50/20 or 60/40" type thing. The "if i can't take all the load for today,would you lighten it and take a little more/less today with me? Because im not feeling well and i need your help my love" like god that is such a lovely thing to do for your significant other.

This is a healthy relationship.

And i just wanna see more imperfect healthy relationships. Real relationships. Raw and soulful ones. (No pun intended my shang tsung enjoyers)

I should make some hcs today. To remedy this. When i have the energy.

Does anyone else feel this way tho? Like do they struggle with the whole pamper/being pampered and "dotting" or "being babied" tropes in fics? Because while a part of me doesn't mind,a part is annoyed af with it. Ugh

Just wanted y'alls thoughts. No big deal.