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Before, he was all over you. Never giving you enough space or your own bubble, but you were all for it, and even cuddling you every time he gets the chance.

It doesn't matter where you guys are. The bed, the couch, dining table, even on a date. He's always on his phone paying little to no attention to you.

And when he isn't on his phone he'll be on his computer playing video games. He barely strikes a conversation and when he does it's nothing that can keep you guys talking like before.

It seems to be more short and curt answers from him. And it's always you starting the conversation and trying to keep it going.

2. doesn't ask to hang out.

It was both yours and Baekhyun's day off. You were lounging on the couch watching whatever was shown on the television while Baekhyun was in the bedroom doing god knows what. Maybe on his damn phone again.

You heard footsteps here and there until it got closer and you turned your head to the noise. Seeing Baekhyun walking out of the bedroom dressed up casually like he's going to go out.

"Where are you going?" you questioned, trying to make small talk. As your eyes and ears follow his footsteps.

"Out with the boys, I'll be home late tonight. Don't wait up" he answers while putting on his shoes.

"Okay-" you let out before you could finish the door slams closed and your volume falters, "stay safe" you sigh. Suddenly feeling very down and starting to overthinking about things about what went wrong.

Later that day an incoming facetime call from one of the boys breaks you out of your trance.

"Hey! What are you doing?" Sehun gleams at you. You smile and shake your head, "Nothing much, you?" you answered while propping the phone where you can sit down properly while trying to conversate.

"Cool. Well, the boys and I were planning to hang out tonight if you and Baekhyun were up for it? He wasn't answering the phone so I figured I'd just ring you up" Sehun says ecstatically not knowing what storm he caused in your mind.

"Oh, um. I thought Baekhyun was already hanging out with you guys? He went out earlier this afternoon and said he was going out with the boys" you drift off trying to speculate about whats going on.

Sehun could see the trouble on your face and he jumps in before anything else could happen, "Oh really? I'll give him a call again, but the offer still stands" he tries giving a reassuring smile to state that everything's okay.

You answer with a nod and he gives you the details before you get ready for the night.

3. habits starts to annoy him.

Because of his busy work schedule you would always remind him to eat through out the day whether it'd be at work or home.

It was 12PM, both of you at work when you texted him, "Hi baby, make sure you eat!❤️" you sent him with a smile on your face.

Usually he would reply back right away or because of what's happening recently he hasn't replied at all. But you were surprised when you received a text back 10 minutes later.

"Could you stop bothering me? I know I'm suppose to eat and I will soon. You don't need to tell me." comes his reply.

You were shocked and hurt. Thinking about whether you should reply and apologize or not. But you just left it and turned off your phone, going back to work.

Because of that your mood had shifted that day.

-

You're also the type to move a lot in bed before you sleep which Baekhyun didn't mind and he would help by hugging you before you drifted off.

This time around instead of doing what he'd usually would do. He turned around and heaved a sigh staring straight at you, "Could you please stop moving. I'm trying to sleep" he lets out annoyed.

You look back at him straight in the eye in the darkness of this room. Suddenly feeling small. Trying to get comfortable one last time before letting out a small, "Sorry" before shutting your eyes.

You hear and feel the bed moving, opening one of your eyes you see him turn back around with his back facing you, scooting towards the edge.

And all of a sudden your eyes got teary and a tear slid down your cheek.

4. doesn't notice anything new from you.

You've been wanting to dye your hair for awhile now, but either never found the time or never found the right hair salon.

When the time finally came you took it. There you were finally your hair a shade lighter than your original color. With its nice styling from the hair stylist.

You were excited and can't wait to show Baekhyun. When you reached home he was already there.

You made your way to him and there he was on his damn computer again. Pushing the annoyance aside you called out his name.

Since he was wearing headphones of course he wouldn't hear you. You tried again a little louder. Nothing.

Getting a bit annoyed and confused to why he's ignoring you. You tried one last time this time loud enough where he can hear you. Which he sure did because you see him do something with his headset before turning to you with a pissed off look.

"What the fuck do you want? Can't you see I'm in a game?" he raised his voice at you. For the first time in 3 years did he ever cursed at you. Yelling? of course we did that before but never ever did he cuss at you no matter how annoyed, frustrated, or even pissed he was.

You were taken aback while he kept staring at you gesturing you to continue what the fuck was so important for you to interrupt his gaming time.

And that was the last straw before you went numb. "Never mind Baekhyun, Just go back to your game" your voice void of any emotions as you turn to leave the room.

You didn't see, but he rolled his eyes before letting out an annoyed "What a waste of my fucking time" before putting his headset on again.

-

You were in the kitchen after being cussed out by your boyfriend. No being ignored by your boyfriend for the past two months. Nothing seems to be changing.

He doesn't want to talk and he seems to always be annoyed with you. From all your overthinking the only answer you got was he was tired of you, he doesn't love you anymore, he wants you to end it.

From that conclusion you decide to end this relationship. With all the emotions you've been feeling for the past month resulted you into feeling numb.

You don't care anymore. You give up. You trudged over to the bedroom. And started to pack your clothes and belongings. The good thing about the room was that his computer desk was on his side of the bed across from the bedroom door. So he wouldn't see you if you were leaving.

Trying to pack quickly and quietly as possible. But with how much stuff you had here, it was best to just take whatever was actually needed and come back for the rest later.

After everything was zipped up ready to go you beelined to the door and out of his life. You were standing in front of the apartment door. Thinking whether to say or text him anything before you leave. To eventually text him, "If you were no longer in love with me just say so next time so we could end our relationship earlier rather than have the both of us suffer."

After sending the message to him you blocked his number and walking out of the apartment.

-

It was late at night already. Baekhyun just noticed after getting in bed that you were nowhere to be seen. A little inkling feeling was forming in his gut and he went straight to his phone.