#adj au

I am. I... was friends with them. Jim and I have always had an on and off friendship but. that's not the fucking point. I fucking... Fuck. I've known Colt just as long as I've known them. Longer if I think about it. He's been my manager since I moved here. He's always had problems, I don't need to tell you that. But things are WAY worse with him then they've EVER been. I can't even look at his blog half the time with how he talks about Jim. It makes me fucking sick. ...I've seen how good of a person he can be though. He's brought his kids to work. I've watched them paint his nails, watched him hold them while he's on the phone, smiling ear to ear. Both of them are such fucking sweethearts... They love him. Hell I've seen Jane too and when things weren't bad they- ...Listen. It's not my place to talk about that. The point is that he hasn't always been this fucking awful of a person. It's easy to write people like him off. Curly and Jimmy absolutely should write him off and have nothing to do with him, and I'm also not saying that other people shouldn't, but people like him through all their fucking problems need someone around to help them. I dont' even know why I'm taking the time to try and justify this to you. I fucking hate to see him spiraling like this and I just want to help him, okay??