#adhd maybe

How to academically lock in when you have (suspected) audhd

my very first reference to a hyperfixation, as far as i can remember, happened when I was like three or four in Sunday school and the night before I was watching ATLA and the scene where Katara was panicking about her hair "My hair? What's wrong with my hair?" in a really dramatic way and I was thinking about it throughout the whole class and then somebody pointed my hair out and I did the exact quote with the exact hand motions and tone and inflection and whatnot and immediately hated myself afterwards because it was so dramatic and couldn't understand why i was so weird and dorky or whatever (I didn't have the right words for it at the time) and now i realize I have anxiety and also possibly ADHD so yeah.

do you ever get so bored it actually makes you want to violently murder someone

I've put off contacting a supervisor for my thesis for two months and the deadline is in t h r e e d a y s i am royally f u c k e d why do i have to be the way that i am