when I cant decide between two things, I pick nothing, problem when i dont know what to eat.
Also have meltdowns when games force me to pick between two things so I quit the game entirely :D
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when I cant decide between two things, I pick nothing, problem when i dont know what to eat.
Also have meltdowns when games force me to pick between two things so I quit the game entirely :D
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i had canned tuna drenched in chili oil + vinegar chips & green tea for dinner. a win is a win.
the amount i can get done when no one is telling me to do anything is crazy
I told my therapist about my new obsession with going for absurdly long walks and he praised me and told me to keep it up and now I vehemently don’t want to go for my absurdly long walk today.
Disclaimer: not diagnosed with anything, trying not to self diagnose (specifically with adhd)
PLEASE
Any room cleaning tips???? I run out of motivation in the span of like 5 minutes and I just cant figure out how to clean it and I made a list but all of the short steps together are a lot of steps even if theyre short and i get overwhelmed. So....
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Why is it so hard to post anywhere regularly? (it can't just be the adhd right?)
It became harder of course when I stopped using Facebook or anything on any daily regularity, I don't doom scroll anywhere. I just check Furaffinity, Toyhouse, DeviantArt and Art Fight (in July) and then I'm done. I check my servers, most of which are muted because the notifications drive me up a wall. And then I'm off to other things. I don't check Bluesky much, I don't check Sheezy ever even tho I pay them 3$ a month to stay open and keep their servers in place. (I really like their set up, I really should use it more.) But over all its just so hard! Anyone have any kind of insight on this? I mean I have 5 followers XD but if yall see this lemme know?
I I hate the genetic probability of adhd. I hate that I will not fucking know for ages. I hate that nobody will get me diagnosed because it doesn’t look like I’m struggling. I hate that I believe them and I hate that I’m drowning but I keep convincing myself I’m not. I hate that I never feel supported I hate that I always forget everything I hate that I’m awkward and I try to hard because I know deep down I’m not fucking normal I’m not like everybody else because I forgot something so crucial in my development that everyone else has. I hate that I barely even know what’s normal anymore. I hate that everybody justifies what I do because they are neurodivergent too. I hate that a small part of me thinks I’m neurodivergent and what I hate more is that I feel like I keep putting down an amazing community because I don’t want to be apart of it so badly. I hate that I choke up when I talk or think about it. I don’t want to recognize everything I’m trying so hard to shove down, and I guess in an away it’s already been seen. Everyn if its through blurry eyes and a bruised body. I hate who I probably am. And I hate who I’m trying to be. I hate that I’ll never know which side of the room to stand on. If I’m allowed to call myself disabled, if I’m even doing bad enough to be considered a disabled man. Maybe I’m none of those things. Maybe I’m just some freak who needs to get his life together but he’s just choosing not to. Maybe I’ll never know the root of any of this
