#actuallydepression

Some of y'all have never been abandoned by all your friends for being too much to handle and it really, really shows

here’s the thing, I’m not hurting. it doesn’t hurt. it feels like nothing. stagnancy, apathy, just... boring nothingness. and it’s exhausting. and frustrating.

Need more like minded friends. The neurotypicals and ableists have been pissing me off lately

Birthdays are hard for me because I feel like year after year, I’m in the same place. While that might be true, I have to remember that I have also grown so much in my thought process and the way that I cope. Things still suck, yet here I am, living despite it all. And that’s good.