shit ain’t sweet when your fuckass body can’t handle your anxiety
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shit ain’t sweet when your fuckass body can’t handle your anxiety

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i dont rant on here often but im just so pissed and angry idk wtf to do i think i need to go back on meds but i don’t want to go back it feels like losing. its just pissing me off so much and its hard to breathe and im so angry and sad that just makes me even more angry and anxious and my chest hurt more and my fucking skin feels too much just fucking kms honestly
I knew you’d do it so at least this time I was ready. No matter how much I want you in my life I won’t feel like anything but your only choice. We’ve talked about it. I’ve cried about it. I refuse to do that again. So I’ll just block you and move on. It’ll suck but I know I can make it through this.
Yeah so just fuck me wontcha. Be a dick then, ya skank.
its really great when i finally hype myself up to write another part to my story and i just edit the stuff i already have instead

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im either in a fubberknucked predicament being a part of this household (like what curse was i born with to be in this place), or there's just this great rainbow place awaiting me that i just cant see yet. Genuinely wonder how 7/27 would look like. Ugh
I don't have anyone irl to say this to but I'm extremely depressed and stuck in life. I hate food, I hate eating, I hate my parents, I hate being alone, I hate my career moving slowly, I hate my life, I hate being alive while the world's on fire.
But mostly I guess I hate that one friend who used to be my everything but then he just chose to leave me and lie to me and hurt me so much that even a year and a half into us parting ways I can't find the same connection with anyone and I can barely find new people because I don't have anywhere to go (I'm in my gap year and I live in a fuckass country where social life/community life isn't a thing). All my other friends are either absorbed completely with their partners to a point they can't really be there for me (don't blame them) or they view me with pity instead of friendship and humanity.
I think i have a personality disorder of some sort but i dont wanna larp that shit
my head just really doesnt work right and i hate the way i think about everything and about the people around me lol