Being a jirai and having crippling rsd is not for the weak

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Being a jirai and having crippling rsd is not for the weak

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This is your friendly reminder that almost every member of KISS (if not all) is definitely neurodivergent
The time blindness that comes with ADD is truly the most badly named feature. It's more like evil time travel where you set an alarm to do something special, and then somehow it's two and a half hours later, and you're not ready, and the thing you wanted to do is over.
Or you remind yourself every day to return that message, and call that friend, and then *poof* it's been three months and you're pretty sure you've ruined that relationship forever, but you swear it was only a couple days ago that you last spoke.
I would like to uninstall the evil time travel, please; it's ruining my life.
genuinely how i feel sometimes
ADHD People wouldn’t even realise we were being haunted
People with ADHD wouldn’t even realise it if we were being haunted. Items go missing: Damn it, I keep misplacing things. Weird noises while you’re working: is hyper focusing so hard that they don’t notice Cabinets and door mysteriously open: Fuck, I always leave these open 🙄 Lightbulbs flickering even though they just got put in last week: ugh, time for new lightbulbs? I can’t even remember the last time I changed them. Weird drafts: a vent has been broken for years since I’ve moved in, but I keep forgetting to figure out which one and fix it. Weird smells: I probably forgot to throw something away. I always do that haha Bruises and marks appearing on body: I wonder how I got this. I probably did something and forgot lmao
Then the ghost loses its mind and leaves because it wants someone who actually notices them 😂 ADHD ruining another friendship 😔👊

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This has been the year I discovered podfics. And what a year of beautiful stories it has been. AO3 can be such a time space continuum for me when I’m into something (which is kinda always) and having a desk job where no one checks up on me is sooo dangerous bc I can just get away with it!! Discovering podfics has made it possible for me to enjoy fics while doing data entry or making maps or even doing housework!! Game changer! I can get myself excited to actually do things by reframing those activities as a chance to listen to the pods I’ve been saving up.
Thank you thank you thank you to all those who record podfics and audiobooks and make them available online. Not only does it make fandom just that bit more accessible to fans of all abilities, its given this ADHDer some valuable time back in my life.
People are always arguing whether red or blue is Monday's color. I personally believe red and I know people who believe something else entirely. I'd be curious to see what you think!
So if you have synesthesia/ attribute colors to the days of the week, please answer this survey. I'll share the results once I am done :)
This is a survey about people with synesthesia. I am interested to see if there is any correlation between the varying answers. Your email-a
It's so odd that ADHD is so commercialized, medicalized, and stigmatized.
I got an ADDitude magazine from the library to look through for anything that could help my current research project. A little over a third of the pages have ads. A lot of them specifically marketing towards helping ADHD. About 25 out of 70 pages. Compared to National Review's 3 out of 60 pages or The Progressives 5 out of 70. There is literally a dedicated section for advertisements in ADDitude.
In the past this group has been helpful for me a few times, but its also heavy in pseudoscience. Plenty of the ads were for "ADHD supplements" and shit. But it's the thing you first come across when looking for resources.
I'm fully aware that ADHD is seen as basically the anti capitalist machine disorder. The main focus behind treatment is to increase productivity most of the time. Which has lead to people rightfully pointing that out before then unrightfully stating that it isn't a real mental disorder or disability. So then those of us with ADHD see the ones that are dismissing us and even go so far to over medicalize ourselves in the process. Or at least the second part is my experience and what I theorize.
And that really sucks. I look to the autistic community more than the ADHD community at this point for support with my developmental disability.
We could have, and still can, incorporate ADHD not only as an example of some mental illnesses are socially constructed based off of societal norms, and instead a more extreme example of most if not all mental illnesses constructed off of societal norms.
We could recognize that even though medication helps focus and some behavioral aspects, we still appear odd, neurodivergent, to people. That we learn how to go through the world differently and face plenty of stigma and discrimination. Not because it's a medicalization of "bad character" but instead of form of madness impacted by sanism.