#acornsystemrambles

Sometimes we mask in a weird way. We genuinely have problems with our memory and gathering our words, which is usually our explanation when we struggle with saying things. We also display behaviors of decision paralysis, anxiety, etc etc. But sometimes we have to pause because we're also just straight up fist fighting each other on what we're allowed to say or be vulnerable about, and that's not easily explainable so we just say shit like, "One second. I know what words are," while silently in a fucking sword fight with miss spica-who-will-commit-murder-before-we-say-something-vulnerable.

Inconvenient plurality is having an even number of us, which means we have a tendency - when voting - to just straight up get stuck in a draw. Democracy has failed us.

sometimes we try to imitate each other's actions and habits because it feels like we should be consistent, but then it feels so uncomfortable. and then we question why we ever did that in the first place if it's so unnatural?? but eventually we switch back to whoever naturally has those actions and habits and it's like oh yeah. we're not all the same actually.

OH SO THAT'S WHAT A SUBSYSTEM FEELS LIKE

Funniest indicator of our existence is when we're talking and we're like "huh my voice isn't usually this pitch? I can't change it though, it's just naturally like this right now."

Honestly having a great time working the cash register. Making eye contact with customers is so fun. Come here babygirl, I'm ready to take your order.

Even a good closing shift kinda makes me want to kill people

I should be allowed to bite customers — Tohru