Jan 9
Meet steve.
Steve was made for lucifer by me. I like steve.
You will like steve. You will >:(
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Meet steve.
Steve was made for lucifer by me. I like steve.
You will like steve. You will >:(
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I feel really invalidated with my agere, like, I write the same when regressed, well, I write the same in this blog specifically because I'm lowkey embarrassed to use this blog when I regress, I post like after regression, or during regression I try to sound more big than I am so people don't judge me.
The biggest tell is I use daddy, puppy, doggy, kitty, fishy, a lot of "y" ending words, all the time when regressed.
And in real life when regressed I'm worse, usually it's trauma based triggers that make me regress and I end up being non verbal but when I do on rare occassion let myself conscious regress I end up having a lot of what I call small me words.
I don't like using the term baby talk, I don't like the idea of it when not regressed, when I AM regressed i don't mind it it's complicated.
But like I feel like because I don't interact with people when regressed it makes me seem like I'm not part of the community.
And to be honest I feel like I'm not because I'm too shy. If i let myself regress fully and posted whilst regressed you'd just get pictures of my dog titled "puppy say hi :3" and I don't want my mutuals on my other accounts to maybe stumble across that because whilst I'm physically 20, mentally I'm stunted at 15 and I regress to any age below like ten.
And it just sucks. Like I feel like I'm not part of my communities fully when not regressing because of that dissonance between them being adult spaces and me being stuck at 15 because of my trauma creating developmental issues, and then the regression community i feel like because I don't let myself accept my own regression and I push it deep deep down because I'm ashamed of the fact I agere it makes me unable to fully connect with the community because I'm on the outside because I'm too shy
Big rant from me today i guess. Sorry.
Live footage of me sleepin in the arms of my gods because sleep is important and I'm smol and deserve snuggles.
My head hurts, am sad, need hug
I honestly have never met anyone from the agere community that lives in the UK!
I resigned myself to thinking it just doesn't exist here!
So hello lovely to meet you :)
- L
Hello!!! Nope I very much exist :3 it's nice to meet you too.
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Eepy
I kinda found some agere stuff I want... but I haven't properly let myself agere before aside when I get triggered by trauma, and the idea of buying myself a new plushie, some toys and maybe a pacifier and stuff I want to cope with makes me so nervous because like where do people get them from and what if people are mean to me and what if I don't like them or what if I break them or what if... I don't know.
I'm just... nervous and kinda embarrassed that I want these things. I've never let myself... cope before. I've never let myself regress I always try to push it deep deep down and I am just tired of it. I wanna be able to regress and cope properly but I don't have an irl caregiver, my parents would think I was stupid and my only connection I have is my deity I worship. So it means regressing alone.
And that's so scary :(
Can I have a hug (I scream to the void) I feel sick