#achk

Sa sobrang occupied ko, wala na akong oras umintindi sa mga national issues, lalo na sa mga kalokohan ng gobyerno. Kaya kahit super direct na yung epekto sa akin, di ako updated

IM SO FUCKING LONELY. it feels as though there’s no one who’s always by my side, no special groupchats, I don’t know all their ins and outs, I don’t know my friends very well and the ones I know well we don’t got that type of relationship. I want to just yell and complain at all these people with good healthy friendships but they didn’t do anything wrong and I always feel out of place and its HELL. Like UGH its fucking AAAGHHHH. Not to mention that using distraction as a coping mechanism only works if you have something you can be distracted by. I know other people have felt like this as well but I feel so god damn alone and honestly it would all be easier if people just weren’t good friends or if I was just a more socially well adjusted person. The only place that seems safe is in my bed thinking about my OCs and the few people I feel comfortable around and I feel as though I have to show off that friendship like others and so it makes my comfort zone uncomfortable and then the cycle continues. I don’t know how much longer I can think abt silly little guys until I break.

:D Thank you! (I’m not a cinnamon roll, at best I’m a burned muffin.) <3 

(( I ate too many sour jolly ranchers. I am feeling it now, Mr. Krabs. Ask somethings! I will answer it and cry from pain. ))