#ach!

going into the btvs finale knowing spike dies is such a trainwreck of emotional experience for me bcs i find myself putting off finishing the show bcs i know it's going to happen & it will make me so sad. but it's inevitable. i'm going to finish watching that show for the first time which in itself is bittersweet and spike's going to die. and i will be sad!

i’m gonna have like 6+ hours to kill in transit today and the sexual tension between what i should spend the time doing (drafting my masters capstone paper and getting ahead in class) versus what i want to be doing (writing old man pornography of our favorite guy ford) is so strong……… so so strong………

made myself sad reading anthony perkins wiki page

so. so that’s why laudna has the pointed ears huh.

I just love absolutely savage whump. They're just hateful and angry and they want to cause pain. They want to beat whumpee until they get bored, or tired, and only then. Just... give me punches and kicks absolutely raining down onto a helpless whumpee