#acceptingreality

Accepting life. Accepting that part of my life where no matter which road I take it always lead to the same destination. I've accepted that the dirt is still at my feet and I dont know how to wash it off. Accepting that no matter what foundation I've built no matter how strong it is, it always crumble. Accepting that no matter who I've started to build with they always leave early on in the project. Accept that I will never be chosen. Accepting that someone else's feelings and well being will always be more important than mine. Accepting that I will never know what it means to start and complete a project with a partner. Accepting that I am strong enough yet weak, brave enough yet fearful, tough enough yet soft. Accepting that I will always walk this road alone even when others have company I will always walk alone, it doesn't mean I'm not reaching my destination because I'll get distracted on the way but I'll always continue alone. Accepting that I'll never know what it's like to find that one treasure that cherishes me. Accepting that I'll always have my own back. Accepting that when I look beside me i see no one. When I look behind me I see no one, when i look infront me i see no one. Accepting that I am here alone and it's not by choice but it's my destiny. I've accepted that this is the path that my life is taking