#about something else

i don't need your help.

And I wake with your memory over me, that's a real fucking legacy to leave // So I peered through a window, a deep portal, time travel, all the love we unravel and the life I gave away // It only hurts this much right now was what I was thinking the whole time // It only feels this raw right now, lost in the labyrinth of my mind // Sadness became my whole sky // Every single thing I touch becomes sick with sadness, 'cause it's all over now, all out to sea // Every single thing to come has turned into ashes, 'cause it's all over, it's not meant to be // I've got a lot to pine about, I've got a lot to live without // You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love, the slowest way is never loving them enough // God rest my soul, I miss who I used to be // Never take advice from someone who's falling apart // You wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking, if you knew where I was walking, to a house, not a home, all alone 'cause nobody's there // My sadness is contagious // Do I throw out everything we built or keep it? // The air is thick with loss and indecision, I know my pain is such an imposition // My heart won't start anymore

I'm still in awe over the sheer amount of ignorant comments about Steven wearing Pink's clothes. Like I would understand them a little bit if he was wearing Rose's dress, bc it is meant to look kinda sexy, but Pink's clown suit??? Really??? His ass was completely exposed in one episode, and you're bothered by him wearing bloomers? He's been shirtless plenty of times and you're bothered by him wearing a low backed shirt that's not revealing otherwise?

the whole “my apprentice Should hate me and im gonna hurt them to that end” thing definitely dooku and pulp, i feel like also maaaybe plagueis but who knows it’s been a while do like. that’s weird to me?like, it’s Shitty obviously, the way they go about it anyway, but just. so the point of the apprentice-kills-the-master thing is that the order keeps getting better, theoretically, right, and part of that idea of strength is ambition and ruthlessness? so you want your apprentice to kill you because they have the Necessary Ambition to become lord of the sith. you wouldn’t want them to kill you just like, as a necessity, like to survive or be free of you? and i kinda got the impression doing it for vengeance wouldn’t like...be ideal either, but i don’t have a Source(TM) for that more just.a vague feeling

Remember when leaking congressional emails was the scariest and most outlandish thing tv writers could come up with for fictional Washington?