Is it really that weird to ask a guy why he wants to fuck you?

How you said that no one could or should blame me for thinking he would grow with me. That meant a lot.

This reminded me of us, back in October. There is no peace in lust.

I dreamt about you last night. It’s always difficult when this happens, because my subconscious pulls on old memories. Your touch, the way you’d caress my skin like it was your medicine.... the sound of your voice telling me you love me still, and to come back. And my heart hurts. Because I still love the you I see in my dreams, even though he doesn’t exist anymore.

Honestly, after all was said and done, the only thing that I feel when I think about you is relief. Huge relief that we’re over with, and that that chapter is closed. Goodbye, Stefàn. Finally.

Thinking about it now that I’m distant from it, it’s not the fact that you slept with someone else that still hurts me. It’s the fact that it was her. The girl you swore to me that I didn’t have to worry about. Why did it have to be her?

I’m slightly worried about you. If you’re switching out of engineering because you want to pursue something else more, then that’s fine. But if you’re switching because you honestly think that you can’t do it, that’s different. That’s a problem because it’s not true. Have you reached out to anyone?

If you want proof that people don’t change, just look in the mirror.