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average patrick jane luvr. rafe cameron's gf. law and order svu is my life. i love miserable pathetic characters with layers <3. bts my lomls. sitcoms. indian sitcoms <3. yellow <3 lorde and arctic monkeys enthusiast. dilf luvr <3 batman's gf. clark kent's wife. hande erçel luvr <3 f1 enjoyer. #16 #33 #55 #81 enthusiast. find me reading a novel somewhere or daydreaming different scenarios i wish were real :)

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literature : The Forty Rules of Love by Elizabeth Shafal series : Juvenile Justice (re-watch) movie : Forgotten (2017) character : na hwajin fine shyttt music : do i clench my fists by ridgeclub

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— BIOGRAPHY ( tw for death, drug mention ) 

Daniela was the first born child of Isabel Marin and Luis Diaz. At the time, Isabel and Luis were midway through college, but Isabel dropped out to have her first child. Luis was never truly in the picture for Daniela’s life, though thankfully Isabel’s father helped her raise the child while she went to night school to finish her degree.

By the time Daniela was five, her mother had finished her degree and was working at a small law firm in the Bronx. From an early age, her mother pushed education, wanting the best for her daughter. Daniela a smart kid too and she was the pride and joy of the small Ortega family. When her abuelito was working, Daniela would sit in a corner booth of his diner and color photos, waiting for her mom to get off work. 

Her mother let her join a soccer team when she was eight and Daniela quickly fell in love with the sport. She had always enjoyed watching the sport, but playing it was better. At first she was on a children’s team, but eventually her coach asked her to join a more competitive team. Even at a young age, she had talent and drive to play soccer. 

She was ten years old when her mother married a man named Emilio Ortega. He’d been previously married and had one child of his own already, Hermosa. She was two at the time and suddenly Daniela was an older sister. Her small family was growing and that was important to her. Emilio officially adopted Daniela right when she turned eleven. Four years later, the family welcomed a little boy into the family, Martez. 

It wasn’t long after the baby boy, did Emilio take off. He was struggling with the responsibility of having three children to take care of. It was around then that Daniela started working at the diner with her grandfather to help support the family. 

Daniela was not the smartest student, which was an argument between her and her mother often. Her mom believed Daniela was not trying as hard as she could be, but Daniel struggled in school. She didn’t care about college or education when she only wanted to play soccer. 

By the time she was seventeen, she was playing for both her school soccer team and a competitive travel team. College recruiters were already starting to scout her, wanting to give her a full ride scholarships. Still her mother wanted her to focus on education, not the sport, regardless of what it could give her in terms of education. 

Daniela is not proud of the day her mother died. She’d gotten into a screaming match with her mom and stormed out to take a run. When she came back, an ambulance was outside her home. A heart attack, they said. Dead at the scene. She was barely eighteen and her mother was gone. 

Her abuelito had sold the diner, but Daniela still managed to keep her job. But she needed to find work and quickly, otherwise her siblings would suffer. Thankfully, she knew people from school involved in petty crime. Daniela soon began dealing, specifically for the Cartel, since they ran in her neighborhood. 

Somehow, she managed to graduate high school, but with having to take care of her siblings, Daniela ended up not being able to play soccer, meaning she lost any scholarship or chance she had to play soccer after graduation. Raising two children became her primary goal and the more she started dealing, the harder and harder it became to leave that life behind.  

When Hermosa turned eighteen, she moved out of the house in a rage. She and Daniela had stopped getting along the moment her the second Emilio left. While it always made her sad, she couldn’t do anything about the fact that at barely eighteen, she had to raise two children, not really knowing how to do that in the first place. Daniela hopes some distance from her will give her sister some perspective. 

Daniela still had one more kid to finish raising though. Her younger brother seemed to be cut from much of the same cloth as Daniela and this time, she was determined to let him have the experiences she never had. Daniela doubled down on activity with the cartel, hoping that saving the money her brother would need to be successful after graduating. 

Now that her younger brother is nineteen and moved out and at college, Daniela has slowly started wondering if she ought to back out of the Cartel, but doesn’t really know how to begin doing that. She doesn’t have a college degree of any type and doesn’t have anywhere to go either. This is all she’s known for so long that she doesn’t really know what to do for a living with no education. Maybe her mother was right about that. 

— WANTED CONNECTIONS / PLOTS

a best friend

hook up (daniela doesn’t do relationships) 

people she sells to / frequent customers

competition

fellow soccer lovers (someone to go to games with her)

good influence

— BIOGRAPHY ( tw for substance abuse, drug abuse, addiction, mention of rehab ) 

Trash. That’s what everyone in the town of Asheville said about the Van Sant family. They were a family of seven, living in a cramped, falling to pieces house on the outskirts of town. Ripley was the middle child in their family. They grew up not entirely poor, but one of the poorer families in town: Ripley’s father worked two jobs to keep the family afloat and their mother did what she could as well, working her own job and odd jobs when she could. Which left Ripley and all their siblings adultless most of the time, especially since the nearest neighbor was at least six miles away. What the Van Sants lacked in money, however, they gained in being a close-knit family. Ripley’s mother told bedtime stories to her children when she was home and their father often would play catch with his children when he wasn’t exhausted or at work. As much as the rumors about the family spread through town, they were wrong. They weren’t pushing drugs, they weren’t doing anything illegal, they were just lower class, below-average income American family with nothing but each other.

Life was alright for Ripley, until he turned six and their parents got a divorce. It didn’t surprise anyone—they’d been having problems for a while and with little money saved up, tensions in the house had grown high. Ripley was too young to understand what was going on, but suddenly their father was gone, leaving only one parent in the house. Almost six months went by before Ripley even saw their father again and it was only because he wanted custody of the children. In the time he was gone, Ripley’s mother had begun dating someone new, a friend from high school. So appalled that she had the nerve to start dating after such a short period of time—and to someone he considered a close family friend—he walked out of their lives, swearing he’d never come back; which is a promise he kept. Soon, Ripley’s mother remarried her girlfriend and the family moved into a slightly bigger and better house. Eight years old at the time of their mother’s marriage, Ripley suddenly had a room they only had to share with one sibling, not three. And they had two moms now, rather than just the one. It was an adjustment for them, but Ripley was nothing if not excited for a family like the one they’d previously had.

Things started to change for Ripley when they entered high school. The kids around them all started paying more attention to clothes and shoes, things that they knew they could never afford and would never be able to ask for. Despite living in better conditions than before, their parents still didn’t have that much extra money to buy fancy things for their children, especially since it wasn’t one pair of Converse, it was five. Ripley didn’t mind, at first. But then the other children started making fun of them for their handed down clothing and ripped up shoes, and something in them snapped. They were better than those other kids, they knew it, even if they didn’t have what everyone else around them did. At first it was little things that Ripley did that got them into trouble: fights with other students, talking back to teachers, and snapping at anyone that tried to help. When that stopped satisfying them, Ripley sought out other ways to be a little more defiant: stealing, lying, going to parties, getting drunk. It wasn’t long before they fell in with the wrong crowd, where they started dealing and doing drugs. Ripley’s teachers all tried to get more involved with their life and keep them away from the groups of people they’d gotten involved with, but the more they tried, the more Ripley pushed them away, refusing help from everyone. With a steady income from the drugs they were dealing, Ripley could get anything they wanted, and those people that made fun of their plain clothing, boring sneakers, and handed down cell phone all had to watch as they suddenly owned the best they were willing to buy. They rose to the top, surrounding themself with the people that used to make fun of them—if only to prove that they had the ambition to do what it took to prove everyone wrong.

All good things must come to an end, however, and things fell fast for Ripley. Senior year of high school, Ripley overdosed on some prescription drugs they’d taken before class—a careless mix of things they couldn’t even identify. Rushed to the hospital, the doctors managed to save their life and they were sent to rehab for the rest of their senior year. When they were released, Ripley ended up redoing their senior year, but rather than finish school off in Asheville, their parents relocated to Blowing Rock, North Carolina, a smaller town where no one would know what had happened to them. And luckily, it helped with the healing process. As did something else Ripley never expected to happen: a doctor at their rehab facility told them to get involved with something—a sport, a club, a job, anything. With no real interest in any violent sport, Ripley did something unexpected: they tried out for the cheerleading team. Surprisingly, they managed to get through their senior year with little effort and without relapsing, despite temptation. And then they decided to spend their first year at a community college to keep their head on their shoulders before transferring to NYC to be close to their brother their sophomore year.

College ended up being a breeze for them, putting their soul focus in on their work, Ripley was able to graduate in three years. They currently live with their older brother, Pip, in a tiny apartment. Their brother works in the video game industry while Ripley ended up getting a job working at NPR through a connection they made at school. They are keeping their head down and attempting to climb up the ranks in the production world because one day they’d like to host their own radio show, but that’s a long way off as they are slowly working their way through graduate school. Currently, they have a podcast that they produce with a friend called Crimes and Chaos, which mostly talks about true crime, but occasionally will discuss supernatural topics.

— WANTED CONNECTIONS / PLOTS

friends

hookups 

fans of the show

people they met in college

fellow queer friends 

— BIOGRAPHY ( tw for murder mention ) 

When Marise Beauchamp found herself pregnant, her parents nearly threw her out. Nineteen was too young to have a child. She was young and stupid, and they didn’t want a daughter that was a constant screw up like they believed Marise was. She promised to get her life on track though as soon as the baby was born. She didn’t know who the father was, but she was alone the day her child was born. 

What ended up happening though was once Marise had her child, she basically kept running off. She never had a stable job, never had any sort of consistency in her life. So by the time Alina was two, her mother was basically out of the picture and living with her grandparents, who thankfully were willing to take her in as long as Marise legally let them become Alina’s guardian. They didn’t want to risk their flighty child taking away a baby she was not nearly capable of raising.

For the most part Marise stayed away, only sending cards for Alina’s birthday and occasionally a postcard for Christmas. Alina’s grandparents were stable people. Davis Beauchamp owned his own business and Elise was a stay at home mother. They warned Alina not to be too much like her mother, she grew up hearing cautionary tales of what happened when pretty girls like her met boys. She promised them she would never date a boy. 

Alina was a clever child. She was popular among her classmates and known for being kind and caring to everyone. She loved to read and found literature a nice place to escape to, dreaming of the day she’d make enough money to travel the world and see places other than New York, which she loved, but knew there was a bigger world out there. 

At fourteen years old, walking home from school, Alina witnessed a murder. Thankfully, the killer didn’t see her and Alina was able to hide in a local shop while the police were called. During her interview with the police, she became very interested in criminal justice and how the legal system worked. Alina decided then that she wanted to become a lawyer. The police managed to catch the killer, thanks to her eyewitness of the crime and the murderer was put behind bars.

Even though her mother was never around, Alina still had a great family. Her grandparents were supportive of her and when she came out at sixteen, they supported her. She was thankful for the support they gave her because she was always a bit more on the shy side and they pushed her to do and be more. It was because of their support that Alina ended up running for student body president her senior year and winning. She was crowned Homecoming and Prom Queen that same year. Alina was everything her mother never had been. 

When Alina graduated, she’d wanted to go out of state, but she didn’t want to burden her grandparents. She got a full ride scholarship to Pace and decided to go there, keeping her close to her grandparents. College was slightly harder for her, but she still put a ton of effort into getting good grades, but it was during a mock trial in one of her classes that she realized maybe lawyer was a little unobtainable since in the middle of her argument, she started crying. Alina swapped her major to criminal justice, deciding she would focus on that side of things. 

During the summer between her junior and senior year, Alina decided to get a job as a dispatcher for the NYPD. She decided it would be a good chance for her to go ahead and get involved with the police in some degree. She’s been working there ever since. Although now she’s graduated, she still works as a dispatcher because she enjoys the work. It gets her close to the action without her getting hurt and allows her to help people. At the same time, she’s thinking about getting a Master’s Degree in Criminal Justice to become a criminal profiler, but she hasn’t decided if that’s a good idea yet or not. 

She is not clueless to the crime and gang activity. Spending time in the police department, Alina seems to think that she’s far away from all the criminal activity. She’s just a dispatcher after all, low within the world of law enforcement, but she’s still tied to them. She knows her work is sometimes just important as the police because sometimes the witnesses can give small clues to the crimes they saw, just like she did when she was fourteen. Alina knows that the details she picks up from calls can help solve all sorts of problems and she feels like she’s helping keep the people of New York safe. 

— WANTED CONNECTIONS / PLOTS

roommates

close / best friends 

bad influence

on and off dating 

someone trying to corrupt her maybe