NSFW alphabet challenge (request)
pairing: grey!Wally Clark x fem!reader
premise: the journey of a clandestine love affair at several stages because Wally Clark craves what he can't have and refuses to keep his hands to himself. and you live for it. (Janet and Wally are dating to increase their social value. meanwhile, Wally wants to get closer to her step-sister. you.)
warnings: smut. AU - modern setting. non-linear narrative. romanticized toxic behavior. cheating (not on you). egregious use of the word 'baby'.
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A is for the addiction Wally develops once he sets his sights on you. He's feral with it. Can't get enough of your skin under his fingertips; your shapes fitted against his; the sounds you make when he takes you apart with his teeth and his tongue and his dirty fucken mouth. So different from the public persona he sheds the second you're behind closed doors.
B is for bad ideas. Like the one that crept in behind his eyelids the instant he noticed you, cute and soft and sweet as a kitten. God, he wanted to do something about it right there. In front of the roomful of people between you, no fucks given. Wally's impulsive on a good day and reckless on a bad day, and you inspire too many fantasies that he can't not want to live out.
C is for competency, control; the single-minded intensity Wally has for every task. How he moves with a perfect combination of aggression and grace on the field, catching the ball from the QB. Touchdown. How he folds over the hood of your car and fiddles with cables and tightens bolts and fixes the rattle in the engine. How he holds his own desire at bay to bring you to the edge, over and over and over again until you sob. How he makes you come as soon as he slides home, grinds in, measured and slow, making it last as long as he wants before taking pity on you and fucking you into the mattress.
D is for Wally's dirty mouth. The things he rasps at you as he takes you apart with his fingers, his mouth, his cock. "You feel so good, baby,"ā"fuck, I love the way you taste,"ā"I want you to come on my tongue,"ā"that's it, fuck, yeah, don't stop, baby, just like that, so good for me, such a good girl..." His fingers dig into your hips as he guides you in his lap, up-down-grind-repeat; his lips on your throat, teeth in your skin, marking you up so everyone knows you belong to someone. Belong to him.
E is for the effort Wally finds himself making to see you smile. It's stupid, he thinks, because it's not like he loves you. He's horny and putting out isn't part of the deal he and Janet made at the end of Junior year. But then he sees some jackass try to touch you, making jokes Wally doesn't find funny, drawling that he'll treat you special and make you see God as you shove and kick at him. Then you start crying and Wally sees red. Steps in. Pummels the guy's nose into his skull so hard, Wally's knuckles are scraped and bloody when he caresses your face and kisses your forehead. Promises to drive you home from the party. "Fuck that guy, baby girl, he won't touch you again."
F is for the way Wally shamelessly flirts with you. The back-and-forth you and he have when surrounded by people. Dark and husky, leaning in close with his back to Janet who's too busy with her drones to care what Wally's up to. You're fierce and funny and you flirt right back once you're comfortable enough, but Wally's had a lot of practice and knows how to get you hot with the right inflections. Eyes dark and heavy, lips brushing your ear, breath ghosting your skin while his fingers trail over your hip, "I bet you'd look better on your knees for me, baby."
G is for the God-given talent Wally has. You know the one. That one he weaponizes when he wants you to stop being stubborn, be a good girl, behave. He spreads your legs, kisses down your body, then delivers his bribe; tongue-deep inside you, making out with your pussy like a gourmet dessert de la crĆØme. He could spend hours there if you let him, moaning when you grind your pretty pink kitty against his mouth, so close, Wally, oh Godāit's all he needs to sustain himself.
H is for how Wally holds you down against the mattress; up against the wall; in his lap as he sits back on his haunches, one arm banded around your waist, the other braced behind him as he rolls his hips up, sharp thrusts and deep grinds into you, "That's it, baby, keep bouncing on daddy's cock...just like that...fuck." His big hand clasps your thigh when he flips you onto your back, pushing it up as far as your flexibility will allow, spreading you open for him, wanting to get as deep as he can, wanting to make you scream his name and forget your own.
I is for the intensity of Wally's stare as he watches you from across the room, his eyes tracking you as you laugh with your friends. He strips you in his mind, licks his lips as your skirt rides higher on your thigh when you cross your legs. A flash of pink lace, the panties Wally asked you to wear that make his jeans tight and mouth water. He cups himself through the denim, casual, sprawled on the opposite couch, gaze smoothing up your legs to your hips to your collar, fucking you with his eyes until you notice and give your friends an excuse to follow Wally to the bathroom.
J is for the jealousy Wally has to keep tightly contained in his bones whenever he sees another guy approach you. Like Jacob from Pre Cal, who flirts with you as if he doesn't know you belong to someone else. Wally is too obvious, he's aware, glaring daggers at the retinue of possible others who dare step into your space. Careful, collected, Wally has to smile like he doesn't notice them as he struts over and positions himself at your back, hands on your hips to drag you against him, ass fitted into the cradle of his pelvis. He watches in satisfaction as the dipshits take their leave with their tails between their legs.
K is for how Wally kisses you. The variety of ways. Pushy and ruthless when he's agitated; too much energy and no outlet. Or soft and slow when he just wakes up, liquid smile and heavy eyes, hand cupping your jaw like you're something precious. He nips and tugs your lips with his teeth when a teammate makes a comment just this side of not fucking funny, Gary and Wally isn't allowed to do anything about it. Sometimes, his kisses are sharp, honed, exactly what you want to feel so he can get what he wants. Always, his kisses are stolen. Behind locked doors, in dark corners, wherever he can snatch them from you without getting caught.
L is for the feeling Wally is terrified to label. The one that blooms in his chest whenever you touch him, smile at him, say his name, move, breathe, exist. Shit. It's warm and tingly and drives him to distraction because this is just a fun way to pass the time, to make things more interesting; he can't want you like that... But he does.
M is for the mess Wally makes of you when he fucks you in an alley or an empty classroom or behind the stadium. Thick cock slamming into you until you come at least twice, your panties around your ankles, his jeans at his thighs, pounding into you as he grips your hips so hard you bruise. He pulls out just enough to paint your pussy with his come, smearing it through your wetness with the tip of his cock, letting his spend and your juices trickle down your leg. And when you're forced to wipe yourself off with your ruined panties, he pockets them before you can throw them away, smug and satisfied.
N is for the fact that there's nothing Wally won't try with you, do for you, take from you. He wants everything you have to give. Is determined to taste every inch of you, from top to bottom, back to front, he doesn't care, he wants it all. He's never been this consumed by someone, thinks it'll fade the more he fucks it out of his system. It doesn't work. There's always a next time, and a next, and a next. And every time he leaves wanting more.
O is for Wally's inability to be subtle when you're around. Overt, obvious, open stares of lust when you walk into a room regardless of who else is in it. His heartbeat quickens, his breathing shallows, and he feels like a mutt in rut. All dark eyes and desirous smirks, hands grazing your body when you get close enough. He thinks he's slick, secretive, getting away with murder. But the truth is, he couldn't hide how he feels about you if someone put a gun to his head.
P is for the pleasure Wally takes in pampering you. He's a gentleman like that. What makes you happy makes him happy and, fuck, he loves to dote on you. From opening car doors to surprising you with your favorite Starbucks order. Showering you in presents he thinks you'll fill out perfectly for him. His pretty little passenger princess; a precious paper doll that he dresses up like a gift just to unwrap immediately with greedy fingers.
Q is for the question Wally wants to ask but can't. The one that makes things official. That ties him to commitment and expectation. Ignoring that you're the only place he's getting his dick wet, he's not ready for that. Until he catches himself smilingāsoft and fond and affectionateāwhen you send a text that has nothing to do with where you want him to fuck you next. And, ah hell, maybe he does want to ask. Too bad he doesn't have the nerve.
R is for how riveted, rapturous, fucking obsessed Wally is when you ride him. No matter what he claimsā"your turn to do all the work, baby"āhe can't hold back, always fucks up into you, flushed, panting, hands clenching your hips and stroking your thighs and squeezing your ass. He watches your body, sweet liquid movements as you ride his cock like a goddess, and comes faster than he otherwise would. But that's fine because Wally has the refractory period of a fucking nympho.
S is for those soft, sweet, silly moments that you share. The ones he coaxes out of you during the domestic lulls between fucks. He invited you over for the weekend, Janet at some friend's lake house and Wally's parents visiting his aunt one state over. Perfect timing. And it is all hard thrusts and pinned wrists and love bites on your thighs, but then it's jokes over pancakes. Forehead kisses as he holds you in the shower. Hand-holding while you walk to the gas station for snacks, his thumb sweeping the back of your hand like he loves you. Sentimental.
T is for the toys Wally loves to tease you with. He's not afraid to introduce other means of stimulation into the mix. He'll do anything if it makes you shake apart for him; if it'll make you whimper and beg for more before you plead for him to stop, too much, Wally, it's too much, I can't as he presses the vibrator against your clit. He never listens, too enraptured by the expression of pleasure on your face, the way your body responds for him, fuck, yes, "that's it, baby, come for me again, show daddy how good you feel."
U is for how uncharacteristic, unpredictable, underutilized Wally's control has become since he started this with you. He was the image of dark and dominant behind closed doors, but, three months in, he can't keep himself in check. If he has youāagainst a wall, in the backseat of his car, in bed, in the shower, in. on. againstāhis control snaps as soon as you make a single sound of wanting pleasure. He goes feral for those noises. They're his complete undoing. And he'd surrender everything you asked for just to hear them one more time.
V is for the voice notes you and Wally swap when you and he aren't together. When he hasn't had a chance to sneak away from Janet or football practice or homework in too long and he's desperate for release. He strokes himself to the tempo of your whimpers and sighs, fucks his fist when he gets to the edge before slowing down and switching voice to video. He loves to show you what you do to him, how heavy and flushed and thirsty he is for you. "Your pussy sounds so nice and wet...now show me how you want me to fuck you, baby."
W is for every whim and want Wally indulges. Of yours. Of his. Mostly of his. Gluttonous and gourmand. You want to taste caramel on his cock? Go for it, baby. He wants to get messy with whipped cream? Okay, daddy. He wants to tease you with vibrating panties while you're trying to eat at that new place on Lasher? Okay, daddy. He wants to tie you up and spank you because you came before he said you could? Fuck, yes, daddy! ... Good girl.
X marks the spot Wally hammers into at exactly the right angle when he's feeling generous. And he always feels generous with you. He's addicted to the way you look when you come. Because he did that. He made that happen. It's empowering and euphoric and he can't get enough even though he should've by now.
Y is a word followed by 'not'. A question you ask when Wally hoists you into his arms and pins you to the wall with his hips after one of the leads in the school play asks you out. He grinds against you, cock throbbing, head angry, and reminds you who you belong to; why you can't say yes to Alex Greenberg even though it's all pot kettle black. Still, as he tears your panties at the seam and fucks you with abandon, desperate and aggressive, he makes a convincing argument.
Z is for how it ends. With her, not with you, because Wally's too far into the addiction and wouldn't last a day without getting his fix. He needs you. Wants you. Fucking shit, he loves you. So it's goodbye Queen Bee Janet and hello to her silly, sexy bombshell of a step-sister. Wally has no regrets, his hand on your ass as he walks you into Prom, fist-bumping his friends and saluting the principal. He loses his crown and doesn't care at all, too wrapped up in you to notice. Hands on your hips, brow against his, fitted perfectly against him like a puzzle piece.
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Shadow is not very good at showing certain feelings, he will end up getting nervous even embarrassed when he tries to show his affection for you.
But he will try to be calm, gently touching your hands and allowing your body to be very close to his, he will also express the affection he feels by protecting you and developing interesting conversations with you.
B- Baby
Shadow has obviously never been interested or to imagine being a father, approaching this topic, he will initially be cautious and discuss the challenges you and he will face as parents.
Either way, Shadow would also try to see the positive sides and have one or more babies with you if you wanted, initially he would be a bit confused and lost to the point of not knowing how to hold the baby right after it was born, but over time, Shadow would naturally become an incredible father.
C- Careful
What you might not have imagined was that Shadow is very careful, whether in organizing things, in matters of hygiene, and even in being tidy or simply taking care of you.
He makes a point of cleaning the ENTIRE house to prevent the dirt from attracting animals or making both you and him sick, he can be very vain when it comes to getting ready to spend time with you, and even helps you cut food with a knife of kitchen.
D- Dancing
Shadow obviously doesn't like and has a knack for dancing, even if you insisted that he dance with you, he'll turn into a tree with his arms crossed and his face closed in a public place.
If you encourage him and insist on the subject, he will only accept if you and he dance alone and with you teaching him, at first he will be embarrassed and will think about giving up the initiative, but he may give in and slowly join in the moment due to your good mood and certain music.
E- Ending relationship
Shadow would obviously be upset and this would only be more anguish for him, he would go through phases such as anger, sadness and even need for you...
Ultimately, he would like it to be just "you and him a break", so that you can both talk and get back together, but otherwise...Shadow would just try to erase memories about you, avoiding and respecting you.
F- Forgiveness
Shadow would never returns after a betrayal but he would forgive you, includes if you upset him and did something he advised not to do.
Shadow wants to see you well, he loves you because of your good heart and the way you treat him, initially he would be angry but not to the point of purposely hurts you with words, he would talk to you and forgive you...hoping that you don't commit the same error again.
G- Games
Shadow wasn't very interested in games, he started to notice them because of you tastes, one day he agreed to play chess and even video games with you, which led him to have several games as a hobby.
He likes to play anything with you, sometimes he can get focused and even irritated while playing, but this doesn't become a problem...Shadow also likes it when you sit on his lap or use his body as a pillow while play, he uses you body too.
H- Holidays & dates
Shadow didn't usually create plans and celebrate holidays and other types of dates, he rarely participated in parties with Team Dark or other people to get rid of Sonic's insistent invitations.
Being with you, he is now interested in things like choosing New Year's clothes, helping you with the Christmas tree and even choosing a nice beach house for you and him to spend the summer, he becomes kind of cute when it's your anniversary...and he makes a face when you make him wear ridiculous costumes on Halloween.
I- Intimacy
Shadow rarely flirts with you, he doesn't know how to show affection but he can really be bold sometimes, he may be sarcastic and "playful" with you, when you are alone and if you are being bold with him.
He will try to be more playful than you...he can grab you and even tickle you to make you smile, or make you sensitive so you blush and he have fun with it.
J- Jealousy
Shadow will clearly be jealous at times, he will give aggressive looks to strangers and even acquaintances who are very close to you.
He doesn't fight or get mad at you, he just doesn't like people looking at you very and try to flirt with you, he doesn't trust those who are very charming and open with you (he will definitely bury that person later)...
K- Kitchen
In the moment you and Shadow became simply partners, Shadow would dedicate himself to cooking something for you, something even specific that you like.
Shadow has learned to be good in the kitchen and enjoys cooking with you, he will be cautious when you use fire and blades, he can also help you when necessary or for the simple pleasure of hugging you from behind and guiding your hands while you prepare something.
L- Loving
Shadow has gotten used to your kisses, for him the most special ones are in the cheeks and forehead, he may not smile when you kiss him, but inside he is completely smiling and with butterflies in his stomach.
He will casually kiss your cheek or forehead, he also likes to surprise kiss your lips and take your hand to kiss...because he loves the way you blush and look him when he does that...
M- Motorcycle
Shadow likes to ride his motorcycle with you, you usually ask him to and he obviously prefers to ride at night and until the early hours of the morning, he likes when and how you hug him from behind and sometimes you even seems to want to asleep, Shadow will be able to smile discreetly...
He won't really like the idea of āāyou driving his motorcycle and alone, except in cases of emergency or if you're feeling sad, in fact, He will even take the initiative to ask you for a walk, if you are having a bad day.
N- No fun
Shadow doesn't like pranks, and people insisting a lot on something he obviously isn't going to do or want, another thing that kills him inside... is that you're crying or someone has offended you.
Shadow can be easily irritated, but he would try to remain balanced and even sarcastic if you were provoking him, and as much as he doesn't like those things... he would accept sings with you and letting you decorate him with certain clothes...
O- Open
Shadow is not open with people, the friendship process between you took a long time to happen...but it definitely resulted in a deep connection and of reciprocity.
Shadow avoids talking about bad things, he also recommends that you try to forget things that hurt you, but when necessary... he vents and talks deeply with you, and becomes a great listener.
P- Picnic
Shadow likes to have picnics with you, often visiting natural places and watching you while you enjoy the flowers and decide to swim in the water, you are almost like nature to him...you are simple, interesting and charming at times...
Shadow apparently likes nature, he prefers to be in empty places with a beautiful landscape, and he doesn't even mind the appearance of certain animals and insects.
Q- Quality of time
Shadow isn't usually super busy, he dedicates his time to tasks, resting, training his skills and even teaching you how to fight, he likes to spend his time with you and talk, he learned to have hobbies with you like playing games, listening to music, enjoying arts and even cooking.
Shadow will do several things with you, with exceptions for a few things like go in parties...he likes to be alone with you.
R- Ring
After a few years, Shadow will take the initiative to buy rings for both of you, he would buy simple rings... but made of gold or silver.
He would obviously give the ring as a gift and surprise to you, putting it in a little box with details or color that you like, who knows... he might even ask you to marry him.
S- Shopping
Shadow doesn't like shopping in crowded places and carrying lots of bags, but he likes being with you, he would even buy things you like in detail, even outside a specific date.
He help you choose clothes and pay attention to what you tried on, he also likes the music play in the shops and seeing you excitedly picking up and looking at things like stuffed animals, lunchs and jars of plants...
T- Trauma
You being practically an emotional support for Shadow, would make him always good be with you and even enjoy it, he would trust you, returning the same love and importance that you give him.
Shadow sometimes has nightmares and existential crises, one night...he rested his head on your lap and allowed you to caress him with your hands, while he vented and shed tears as a result of his traumas...
U- Using guns
At first Shadow thought it would be a bad idea, but your interest and insistence on using guns made him teach you how to use them.
He hugs you from behind and helps you with the pose of your arms and the mirage, he also started to enjoy training physically with you, he will advance on you when you show off...he always wins the fights and you will owe him something.
V- Value
You have a LOT of value to Shadow, it's no wonder he trusts you and has a deep connection with you.
Shadow cares and protects you extremely, he would die for the family you built with him, he loves being with you and will be until the end of time.
W- Winter or rainy
Shadow is cautious with you in winter and rainy days, he will make a point of making hot chocolate and drinking it with you, as well as forcing you to stay with him under an umbrella for you don't get diseased.
Shadow thinks you're cute wearing warm clothes or a raincoat, he warms your body with hugs and his chest, he loves sitting in the armchair in front of the fireplace with you... he also loves sleeping and watching with you on rainy days.
X- Xoxo
Shadow wouldn't take the initiative to write romantic letters or become a secret admirer, but he would watch who he secretly likes from afar, and being great at hiding his feelings.
If Shadow had a secret admirer or received gifts with a "XOXO" reminder, he would be embarrassed and not know what to do, becoming blushing and even irritated by the "playful".
Y- Yummy
Shadow likes to prepare food, buy food and eat with you, he really likes it when you try his food and reacts positively, Shadow will always thank you for the food you make, even when he doesn't like the food, he will lie
Shadow agrees to share food and snacks with you, he will sometimes clean your mouth with a lick or kiss, just don't steal the his food...he will end up advancing on you.
Z- Zzz
Shadow has obviously gotten used to sleeping with you, no matter where it is, even on top of a tree he would sleep peacefully with you, he likes to use your chest as a pillow and when you also use his chest, he doesn't like to sleep clinging, but in heavy sleep he ends up hugging you.
Some nights before falling asleep he appreciates you sleeping and your soft breathing, and he may end up lightly kissing and stroking your head...
Ū¶ą§ a/n .į | it's okay!! i'm going to be honest and say that near the end, i start to get a little silly, so it's safe to say i giggled at some of my headcanons while writing them. i hope you guys enjoy them too!!
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A is for Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?):
Logan is very affectionate but behind closed doors, he does do subtle affection in front of others though. Itās nothing too crazy, just a large warm hand hovering over your lower back, or a sweet kiss to your forehead or temple if the time calls for it.
B is for Best Friend:
Unsurprisingly, Logan is your closest friend and confidant along with being your boyfriend! Even though heāll gripe and groan when you drag him around to do things, or just stare at you in amusement when you tell him the latest drama, when shit hits the fan; heās there holding you, whispering comforting reassurances in your ear.
C is for Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle):
Yeah, yeah, Loganās weird about PDA, but this man is a major cuddler. He holds you, the warmth of your plush body against his skin helps to ground him. Barely ever or never the little spoon; it isnāt a masculinity thing, itās more about putting himself between you and any potential dangers.
D is for Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?):
For right now, when it comes to settling down, Iām gonna say no. Heās still way too fearful because of the fact that he has lost so much. Loganās domestic in his own right though, and itās shown by the small things he does for you. Heāll iron a shirt you need for an interview, swap out body care products when they get low, do the laundry, take out the trash.
Basically anything he can do to make your life easier, he will.
E is for Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?):
Itāll always be hard.
Breaking up or getting broken up by Logan is always a somber affair if itās done right. Loganās hot-headed, but he would never personally try and hurt the people he cares about, so breaking up with you is hard, but he doesnāt want to risk hurting you in the long run by leading you on.
If itās you breaking up with him, he goes a bit stoned faced, and honestly itās quite scary, all the progress you have made with trust and vulnerability is completely broken. He isnāt sure heāll ever get over it.Ā
F is for Fiance(e)(How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?):
Marriage is an overwhelming affair, at least to Logan.
Heās been to a few weddings, and he knows how these things tend to go. Itās not that he doesnāt want to marry you, itās justā¦ a lot. Heās more than willing to commit to you, he isnāt insatiable, just putting a ring on your finger isnāt a deal breaker for him. Itās all about safety with him, so marriage isnāt happening for a long time. But heās open to the idea for the near future.
G is for Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?):
Logan is so gentle with you, itās kind of sad. He knows youāre not breakable, but heās seen ā and been responsible ā for so much mass destruction. Heās rough around the edges and a little broken inside, but heās willing to mend himself because he wants to love you.
Heās gentle in the way he holds you, the way he brushes his against your cheek.
H is for Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?):
Logan is neutral when it comes to hugs; heās okay with receiving them, but only from people that he trusts, or when he can tell someone really wants one. Heās surprisingly giving with his affections, but only with the right people.
I is for I Love You (How fast do they say the L-word?):
Phew (cue loud whistle sigh), the L-word. Logan has loved, and whenever he has loved, heās loved hard. Heās had bad luck when it comes to luck, so he takes a lot longer to say the big word back. Itās highly probable that you were the one that had told him you loved him first.
J is for Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyāre jealous?):
I donāt really think Logan gets jealous all that often simply because he is so secure within himself and your relationship, that if he sees someone else with you, his mind doesnāt immediately raise red flags. He only intervenes when he can tell youāre uncomfortable or if he simply doesnāt like the way theyāre looking at you.
K is for Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?):
Loganās kisses are passionate. Sometimes communication is hard, thereās so much he can express by simply pressing his lips against yours. He loves to share light-hearted, soft pecks with you. Heās an everywhere kisser when he has the time, but heās always placing kisses on your temple or forehead.Ā
Your affections often fluster Logan, so whenever you kiss him on his favorite spots ā like his jaw or lips ā he flushes red and grumbles in faux complaints.
L is for Little Ones (How are they around children?):
We all know that Logan is literally a lost kid magnet, this man wears the found-family au like a badge of honor. He doesnāt baby them, doesnāt pamper them from the harshness of the world, but he welcomes them softly, and he helps them. He wants his children to be independent and to be able to take care of themselves.
M is for Morning (How are mornings spent with them):
I literally have a headcanon about this already, but mornings with Logan are so sickeningly soft. Many mornings, you arenāt able to even escape the bed because he holds you down and cuddles into you. If you manage to pry yourself away from him, he hangs off of you as you make breakfast, and even as you eat. Heās a menace. Plain and simple.
N is for Night (How are nights spent with them?):
Yet another headcanon Iāve already written, but many nights spent with Logan are so playful. Itās just something about it being night time and when youāre supposed to be going to bed that makes him so energetic. Heās cracking jokes, tackling you onto the bed to shower you in his ticklish affection. You basically have to wrestle him with cuddles in order to get him to calm down.
O is for Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?):
Logan and vulnerability donāt mix, but I feel like being able to even get him to become your boyfriend is a huge step into getting him to open up to you. He drops vague explanations of his past here and there, but ultimately, one night a dam opens, and you know everything.
P is for Patience (How easily angered are they?):
Contrary to popular belief, Logan has patience for the right people. Heās very biased, if you were to pull something he would get angry at a stranger at, heās willing to work it out.Ā
Q is for Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?):
Logan is the most observant and perspective motherfucker ever, and I stand by that. When you open up to him, heāll file away every one of your likes and dislikes into a little folder in his brain for further use. Many of them donāt get used of course, because affection is hard for him to express, but he just knows you.
R is for Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?):
A quiet night shared between the two of you, twisted up in the sheets together when the insomnia gets bad. Youāre both facing each other, laying on your sides and whispering a conversation, as if youāre afraid your voices will pierce the air.
S is for Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?):
So protective. Like, itās actually insane. Logan would protect you in any way he can, even if that means he has to kill someone. Of course he doesnāt need to be physically protected, but a lot of people have taken shots at his character, so if youāre able to defend him that way, itād warm him up.
T is for Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?):
Listen, Logan tries when it comes to dates/anniversaries ā bless his heart. Heās not a total stick in the mud when it comes to romance, because in my eyes, heās a little bit of a secret hopeless romantic. Effort comes easy to Logan when it comes to the small things like I mentioned in D (Domestic). He likes making your life easier, so everyday tasks are literally no sweat off his back.Ā
U is for Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?):
Logan has his moments where he gets extremely emotionally constipated. Like, it doesnāt matter with how reassuring you are, sometimes, his walls go back up around him, like an impenetrable force and you canāt reach him.Ā
V is for Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?):
Listen, I love Logan, but this man does not care about his appearance all that much. Sure, heāll trim his beard when needed, and even get his haircut, but he prefers to be casual, so he doesnāt cause a big commotion about his appearance. Heās not very vain.
W is for Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?):
I feel like if youāve been around him for a long time, before or after you guys had started dating, if anything were to happen to you, thereād be a you shaped hole inside his heart.Ā
X is for Xtra (A random headcanon for them.):
Okay, Logan likes to act like heās above the drama, but whenever you come home cussing and ranting about your boss or your co-workers, he is sat. Yes he wants to hear about your married co-workers who are sleeping together. Yes, he wants to hear about how your boss had a stain on his shirt the whole day. Heās secretly messy and you love it.
Y is for Yuck (What are some things they wouldnāt like, either in general or in a partner?):
Logan fucking despises egotistical people; like how is your head so big? It genuinely baffles him. Sometimes really outgoing people ā cough cough Wade cough cough.
Z is for Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?):
Sorry to shatter Loganās charming bubble, but he snores. Really loud. He snores like an old man but absolutely refuses to get a sleep apnea machine. The fight he put up about it was laughable.
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my tbr has officially gotten out of control. so hereās what iāve decided to do about it.
Iām doing a book buying ban, but with a twist. no new books until iāve read at least one book starting with each letter of the alphabet. this is a potential tbr - ill have to cheat a bit for some letters to make this work - but as a strong mood reader i may end up switching up which books. all that matters is one book per letter.
and as a mood reader, the hope is that i will end up reading even more than just the 26 before I accomplish the challenge š«£
Iāll be using @ haylee.reads ās version of the challenge (over on instagram) so this will also include four bonus categories to round the number up to 30: number in the title, animal in the title, color in the title, and three word title.
and if it goes well, I might do a similar challenge at some point with her book bingo!!
Iāve wanted to do these reading challenges anyway, so i figured it might be a way to make a book buying ban a bit more fun !!
I've created an ABC list for Ikemen Prince ranging from humorous crack-fic ideas to the smutty, with a dash of drama and angst. 26 letters of the alphabet x 13 characters / 12 months = 1 year of drabbles, headcanons, and creating with these men in mind.
Tags: Headcanon, Autism, ASD, GN!Reader,
Chevalier
I once read an explanation trumping claims that autism is a modern disorder that had said something along the lines of, āNeurodivergent people have always existed, it's just that they have nowhere to hide now. Instead of having your weird cousin Paul who doesn't talk out watching the sheep, we've put him in the middle of constant stimulation and expect him to work a normal job.ā When I was trying to imagine Chevalier being a commoner, this was what came to mind.
Chevalier is a genius. I also believe he's autistic-coded. I think he'd excel in any job field that doesn't require talking to others. If he happens to have a profession where he is expected to interact with people, he'd find a way to manage it without the need for speaking. People would assume he's mute, but he's simply non-verbal. I think that he also wouldn't have much in the way of ambitions. He just wants to live his life within the rules and do what is expected of him.
So I made him a bookstore clerk.
He's ridiculously handsome - the man who tends the bookstore that you've been visiting since a young child. He was there back then as well, and even when he was a teenage boy you had thought he was prettier than most others. A funny coincidence that you too are a bookstore clerk now that you've grown into a working adult.
He was always reading, he still is always reading. His words are saved for times when the two of you can discuss literature without interruption. You had once thought he couldn't speak, back when you were younger and attempted to make friends with him. He had looked at you with those icy blue eyes and given you his attention but didn't utter a word. He was always listening to you, even when you thought he wasn't. His attention has always been on you once you were older and blossoming into adulthood.Ā
He always looks so forlorn. A perpetual frown on his lips and his somber silence matched with his cold stare makes him look ethereal. Like he doesn't belong of this world and mourns the place he came from. But you've seen him smile. You've seen the way his eyes light up when he's looking at you when you're sharing your thoughts and gushing about love stories. They're small gestures, but that's when he looks most alive to you. You love that look. You love him. Maybe someday you'll have the courage to tell him, but secretly you wish he would share those words with you first.
