the outro literally makes me tear up so bad omfg. reminiscing on a past where you felt innocent and carefree around that person, around your person, and knowing now that you've let them go. you let them free or they escaped from you, but either way theyre gone, and you cant get them back. will you ever feel as innocent as you used to? will you ever find that happiness again? maybe you will meet someone who makes you feel like less than a shell of your former self, but you spend the rest of your life wondering if you can just go back to heaven with your person