Aug 30, 2021
Alcohol is expensive when I can’t even get drunk the way I want to. I spent $20+ on this nice bottle of locally made watermelon vodka. I could have bought Hades, instead. Dumb. I just want to be out of my head and giggly, but instead it just makes me sluggish and… also giggly, but not that much. Blegh. Blegh Blegh Blegh. I’m gonna eat graham crackers. Alcohol is dumb. Video games and crackers are awesome.
Be good.
#aaaaaaaa dumb#I spent a good 30 minutes squeezing a stuffed animal and laughing at TikTok so maybe it’s not all bad#maybe it’s the meds. maybe it’s me. alcohol just isn’t that fun anymore.#I just want to feel good#I’m too emotional right now#I looked into my stuffed animals eyes and had to stop myself from crying#what a dummy#Graham crackers are cool BUT it’d be cooler if I had the cinnamon ones!#so what are you up to?#what’s… what’s up?#god i’m a mess#but am I a cute mess?#debatable!#ok but what if I’d bought Hades instead#ugh that would have been so cool#but also I’ve been playing a ton of Genshin Impact so I can wait for Hades#I’m so very hooked on Genshin Impact. I know it’s def a pay-to-win game but I haven’t paid a dime and I love it#im so easy to please#so please come smooch me#whatever this is a dumb Sunday night#I love you. be good.#you can ignore this#text
