#80hg

i thought forgetting you would be easy as easy as i ripped the paper with a piece of you that i stole from the trash as easy as i threw it down the fire but at the end of the night, i was with you after all the intricate words spoken, and all the lights that shone so bright and all the stars twinkled (it was so beautiful) i was with you my body was with your body my mind was occupied by this poem and as always, yours were with her, her. after all these times i said to you "i am hungry, too" even though i was full and all those times i said "okay i'll wait" even though all i ever wanted was to leave and all those time i listened, i listened and cried, even though i was dying it will not gonna be me, its gonna be her or someone else and i cannot see why i thought it was okay, i thought her was okay your eyes lighted up and your face turn red and bright everytime it was about her but now, cry, tears, swollen eyes, fucked up mind i dont want you be about her anymore, not like this, not if it hurts you it hurts me too, you know, watching you slowly trying to kill yourself while your mind were full of her my heart felt like it was broken when yours did but in my mind there was you, you only and what pained me more was it will never matter that i pained for you, and my heart broke for you. it will never. .80Hg

kosongkan, kosongkan. lupakan, tinggalkan semuanya. kenyamanan, ketidaktakutan, tinggalkan. rasakan kebebasannya, kamu bukan yang dahulu lagi, tidak ada lagi yang menarikmu berputar-putar tanpa tujuan. debar jantung, keingintahuan, ketar-ketir, dan adrenalin menyambutmu, kejarlah apa yang harus kau kejar, dan carilah apa yang membuatmu bahagia. selamat tinggal, tali-temali masa lalu yang masih mencoba mengikat, kau telah berlari, kencang. .80Hg A New Beginning #WrittenAugust #WrittenAugustDay1

benci dengan rindu yang tak terelakkan, secerdik apapun aku menyembunyikan keinginan untuk mendengar isi pikiranmu takkan pernah bisa aku hindari; walau tak kumengerti juga sebenarnya apa aku hanya ingin mendengarkan untuk memastikan apakah kau benar kau atau hanya gagasan yang kuidealkan kalau mereka bilang cinta itu buta aku bilang ya, benar memang begitu adanya sampai-sampai tak tahu aku cintaku untukmu atau (lagi-lagi) pemikiran tentangmu yang tersempurnakan .80Hg

Truly what is Tumblr but the website where you can find an audience for your essentially "the Virgin British war poets and the Chad American silent film comics" joke

.80Hg #writtenaugustday28

I choose you: @salwasairh , @i-c-e

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