iām trying to focus, trying to make sure iām the same me as before, but⦠how can anyone really remember that? how do you know youāre the same person that went to sleep?Ā
Ā a little klimt study/inspiration ft. the archivistĀ
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iām trying to focus, trying to make sure iām the same me as before, but⦠how can anyone really remember that? how do you know youāre the same person that went to sleep?Ā
Ā a little klimt study/inspiration ft. the archivistĀ

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US Soccer fucks up. Part 2538:
After the world cup Dawn Scott had been stagnant in her role for some time so she spoke with US Soccer to see if she could extend her role to have input into sports science strategy for the youth national teams too.
They said no.
She went to England.
The past couple of days have been low-energy days for me, which is fine. Itās an unrealistic to expect to have crazy high amounts of energy consistently; energy has itsā ups and downs, just like us. It used to really bother me and Iād get upset whenever my energy would dip after having a high period, but now Iām starting to become okay with it. Itās natural, and my energy will return. Besides that, I donāt mind having a couple of off days. Also, interestingly enough my daily rune readings have told me that I was going to have low energy lol. Theyāve been scarily accurate lately, which is kinda crazy.Ā
Thatās why I havenāt been as active, because nothing has really happened. Except for one thing.Ā
I had a spirit pay me a visit. Here are my notes on it:Ā
Itās worth noting that this entity felt extremely powerful, actually. Like they didnāt come off that way, but they had a tremendous amount of energy. Anyways, IĀ kind of felt him lingering around in not good ways, so I decided to confront him today and tell him that I wasnāt interested. I told him that Iām not interested and that I donāt have the time anyways, and then I banished him lol.
Honestly there were a lot of red flags with him. The biggest red flag is that he tricked me. Oh I forgot to talk about that. I was in void space, and I thought that I had entered back into my Astral Keep, but everything felt off and my guides werenāt around, soĀ I determined that it wasnāt real. As soon as I did, it all faded, and thatās when he came out. Very big red flag lol. Other red flags was that he was demanding, and had a pretty threatening attitude/aura. It did make it a little bit difficult, because spirits that are more... dark? Iām not sure what species this spirit was, but like with demonic and hell-esque species, that is in their nature. So thatās why I decided to give him a little time, to try and figure out if it was just his nature, or if he was being malicious. I definitely think it was the latter, although Iām sure that whatever species he was also contributed to it.
Anyways, thatās it for now. Iām going to be taking it easy today. I hope that everyone has a great day!
Blessings!
My baby has the best spirit šš¼š
Briana via her IG ā® August 1, 2020

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I watched the little Cardcaptor Sakura Clear Card Prologue episode, Sakura and the Two Bears, and I really enjoyed it! Now because the Clear Card anime and manga are sequels to the CCS manga, and not the anime, weāre sort of working with a different ending than what the anime gave us, so part of this was me having to piece together the clues to find out what happened. It seems that basically everything is following from the battle with Eriol, which happened at Tokyo Tower now rather than Tsukimine Shrine, so basically everything to do with Syaoranās confession and goodbyes happen again, but for the first time, in this OVA. We actually get a proper sendoff to Eriol, Nakuru, Spinel and Mizuki that was really appreciated, and then the rest of the episode is about Sakuraās feelings for Syaoran. He still confesses, but when Sakura learns heās leaving, she actually gets to work on a bear plush just for him, one she stays up all night to make. Thatās really cute and Sakura-like, she processes her feelings and goes to action making some well established iconography of the series that has a meaning appropriate for the situation. Interestingly she actually already has Syaoranās bear, saying that he just left it at her house, though she doesnāt do the naming thing until the end of the episode which is I suppose when it becomes meaningful. Also it seems she never gave the bear she made to Yukito, meaning perhaps rather than just give it as a present like in the show, she gave it over when she confessed and kept it since she got rejected? Itād be super easy to find out if that speculation is true or not, but Iām just gonna work under the impression that it is. But yeah Sakura makes her bear, sheās able to give it to Syaoran, the two are basically confirmed dating, and then we timeskip to middle school, Sakuraās walking to school, sees Syaoran, hugs him, episodeās over. Fun time. Also the Hope Card, even before it was called Hope, doesnāt get made, thatās a change.
I am inclined to say I prefer the OG anime + movieās version of events, the specifics of Sakuraās response in that I found to be way cuter, and I love that the airport scene meant Wei could have a really nice moment, but I wonāt deny the appeal of this one too. It definitely feels a lot less, I suppose random? For Syaoran to confess and Sakura returns his feelings before he leaves rather than, Syaoran confesses, Sakura asks for the bear but itās technically not a confession because in a followup movie where Syaoran just comes back because Tomoyo emailed Meilin Sakura has to try to confess multiple times and only wait until the plot lets her to manage that confession, plus this does use the bear thing more meaningfully for the bear Sakura made while retaining some of the importance of Syaoranās bear, whereas in the OG anime + movie Sakura doesnāt even make a bear and the movie undermines the importance of Syaoranās bear. This oneās definitely stronger in those ways but idk, movie had some delayed gratification that I appreciated, as I already said itās cuter, and I like the way the play theyāre in reflects their feelings. Both are really good though.
Of course, this OVA is from Clear Card, itās like 17 years after the OG finished. So thereās some stuff to talk about with that. First of all, shoutouts to every single seiyuu, they got the entire OG cast in for every character that appeared and thatās already really impressive, but even more so is the fact that they all sound pretty much identical to how they used to. Thatās awesome, Iām really glad they managed that. Touya and Yukito sound a tiny bit more gruff but thatās really it, they still sound like themselves and are voiced by the same people so yeah, that was really great. And then thereās the visuals, by far the biggest change. Itās 2017, everythingās digital, thereās been a pretty big overhaul to the colour palette, itās quite a lot brighter than the 90s anime, down to Sakuraās hair going from brown to this sort of almost orange-blond-brown colour, and then the male faces have also been smoothed out a lot, thereās a 3D bus that looks fine but like eh, etc. I would still say that this looked pretty, the animation was of course very polished, the artwork very nice, and all of the characters do still look absolutely adorable, though I think I prefer the look of the original anime. This still looks great, itās recognisably Cardcaptor Sakura, but I think itāll take a bit to get used to, even if I still do like it of course. Also a brief sidenote, itās kinda weird seeing this anime that very obviously looks like a modern anime, but the tech is all still late 90s stuff. Like, Sakura and Tomoyo still have those phones Sonomi made, Kero-chanās still playing an SNES, stuff like that. Itād be ridiculous if they changed the tech, fucky as hell if the world jumped 20 years in age but the characters didnāt, I just find it interesting that sort of, I guess dissonance that exists in a modern sequel still set in the 90s to a show from the 90s set in the 90s, you know?
But yeah this was a fun time, really enjoyed it, 8/10. Excited to start Clear Card proper.
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i struggle with so much mental illness and emotion that i donāt want anyone to know its so fucking difficult and i wish i were sincerely dead. i wish it all the time. i wish god would take me out so bad or that i swerved into a tree or a deer or a car and instantly died and didnāt have to exist holy shit. i wish that i could overdose or something i really dont want to be alive its way too much!!!! im fine though seriously but everytime i feel an emotion i invalidate it immediately probs bc i surround myself with people who do the same luv em or hate em. isnt it so fucked up that simon told me āthanks for not inviting meā like dead serious! and told peter after bc my feelings are a joke. like as if i am not in school and work and a relationship with andy btw you might not be over nolan who knows! who cares! bc you are not getting out of ur town anytime soon bc of coronavirus so this feeling is going to just stay the same unless you get on a fucking pill for the rest of your life <3 also! dont even try therapy bc you think so much already you are your own therapist! when did this get out of first person. anyways dont be left alone with your thoughts dont drive alone dont go to the bathroom alone because you will suck and feel the urge to cut yourself in ways you dont even understand. much luv michelle