and its like I know we fight and we argue. and we get upset over issues. but I think although I have never liked fighting, I think it really shows how much he and I care for each other. like this is different. I have always wondered why peoplestay together when they aren't happy all the time. but now I see why. I fight with him because there are things thati don't agree with and I would rather voice them than not be with him because of them. fix the problem rather than justleave. I need to be with him. I have never needed anyone before. but I need him.

okay so like I just love this boy so much and that's about all I know at this point. and then its like I like having sex with him right now. and its like he is all I care about. he is what I care to invest my time and energy into. I am so into him and in love with him. I don't even care about school as much as I used to. and that's insane. what I care about is spending time with him and making him happy and him making me happy. and its like what?!?!?!?! I have invested so much into this boy. this is insane. I love him so much.