#6w2d

Today was just UGH all over.

So last night I kept waking up because my stomach was upset. So in my head I’m like well I’m just eating too heavy or I dont know.

I had trouble wanting to have breakfast so I had a protein shake with veggies. Even then I was barely able to drink it. Like I was hungry but had no desire of wanting eat that.

I’m getting closer to lunch I’m ok maybe a salad will be ok. NOPE! 🙅🏽 I ate half of it and I had “more than enough”

I have no idea what is going on and I don’t like it at all 😔

My husband is like you have to eat because it’s not healthy for you not to eat and I’m just like i know... but I feel like a kid... when parents are forcing you to eat and don’t get me wrong I’m hungry but i have like no desire of eating if what I’m eating.

My sister was like well are you craving for something and I’m just like NO IM NOT 😭😭😭😭 like wtf! Like I just don’t want to eat whatever is in front of me 😒

Morning sickness is here!

Just like last pregnancy, it kicked tf in at exactly 6w0d and I’ve been struggling. I get out of breath walking up stairs (and walking in general), I constantly feel like I’m going to puke, and sometimes the nausea is so bad I need to just lay down. I’m not getting my vegetables in, I’m not getting enough sleep, everything is terrible.

Last night I tried to forget about my gag reflex and give a blowjob. It went okay. Sex was probably a bit too rough because I began bleeding (pink) although it stopped very soon afterwards. I’m not worried about miscarriage in that aspect, although it’s still kind of an overarching worry.

On Monday I had my first prenatal visit with a nurse to go over paperwork and what to expect. I’ll be honest, the visit was probably unnecessary. I already know how pregnancy works and I don’t anticipate any big differences.

I had to reschedule my appointment/sono Monday because of work. 😑 I won’t be able to go in until 8 weeks. 😭