#6 things

II. I'll keep all the words I never get to say to you, and you keep yours. We don't need to hear it. I'll break my pen and you break yours, I'd rip all paper in sight. We don't need to write the next chapter. Closure came in many faces and the one we get is the one without words.

III. I hope our next hapiness won't ever intertwine ever again. I hope our smile never rise at the sight of others again. Your eyes doesn't curve at that familiar crescent and the sounds of my chuckle doesn't reach your ears. I hope our excitement never get to beat in unison again.

IV. Blame it on the cultural differences then we blame it on 'never the right time'. But maybe the fault wasn't in our stars, the fault was in us. Two clock that doesn't tick at the same time yet insist on chanting an unharmonious choir. Magnets that kept repelling but can't help getting attract to each other. I've been swallowing all my metaphor cause it hurts to write them down, they kept saying how from the very first beginning we never got a chance.

V. Did you receive the alarm in red screaming regrets, too? There's nothing kind here anymore. What our heart really needs wasn't each other.

Indirect tagged by @the-dansing-queen

1. I have a super high pain tolerance and need to watch for nausea when I am having any trouble with any pain because I dont feel it. My leg or whatever just decides to stop working and I go ???

2. I look creepily like my dad without the beard.

3. My favorite color has always been pink, very close second green (though I pretended it wasnt green because green was my mother's favorite)

4. I have some really strange impulse control, it is probably related to overall effort+desire, but it seems out of proportion sometimes when I cant resist some other things that seem far smaller.

5. I'll put in a strange 5 here too because I feel like sharing, I was always the one to be asked to go help with the oddball/horrible messes when I worked in the hotel because it never phased me. It's been called on in other times of my life and is useful when I'm expecting the mess.

6. I like to cook. I have cooked for many decades and I love to cook for people, I fucking hate cleaning up after and I really hate doing dishes. As above I'll do a lot of other awful things, but dishes are obnoxious and I will trade doing them for any other chore.

One Song: (nice Rent reference m8) um I’m Alive ~ Becca probably (yes I know it’s the closing song to Kuroshitsuji shut up)

Two Movies: Singin’ in the Rain and Matilda

Three Series: Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and Parks and Recreation 

Four People: My grandma, @scrollingonariver, @the-moon-and-stars-my-love, and the entire state of florida

Five Foods: Chocolate, Burgers, Pasta, Ribs, Mashed Potatoes 

I was tagged by a lovely puppy @sarcasmfish to fill out 6 facts about me!  

1 - I just celebrated my 4 year anniversary with my husband last weekend.   

2 - I worked on one of  Australia’s largest cattle farm. The station covers an area of 3,675 square kilometres (1,419 sq mi)

3 - I meet my husband while kinda on a date with another man. I kid you not my first line to him was “Are you stealing my balls.” ;P Smooth hey.

4 - I love music. But I don’t have a musicale bone in my body. So happy to just listen to others sing and play.

5 - I have a 15mth old daughter. Who was conceived through IVF

And 6 - I suck at cooking! I mean horrible as in mixes up measurements and adds to much bi carb or forgets to add stuff. Thank goodness my husband is an amazing cook. 

Ok, I tag: @princessvicky01 @ma-sulevin and @lylalavellan 

1. It’s only as infernal as you make it

2. Hide self-destruct switch pretty good, unlike last time

3. Build machine first; make irrational demands of world leaders second

4. Wash with soap and warm water after handling plutonium

5. There’s a 6-month wait for an Infernal Machine operator’s license, so apply now