#6 o clock

After my breakup I was sad all the time and my chest would ache. I would take deep breaths because I got so lost in the pain I'd forget to breathe. It got so terribly difficult to even get out of bed. I could feel this hatred plant itself in me and grow everyday. I couldn't hear his goddamn name without feeling angry and sad and I wanted to cry so bad. I knew he wasn't feeling what I was because he already fell out of love with me. On January 2, 2015 I no longer felt bitter and sad and the ache in my chest vanished. I am trying to rebuild what he broke. I am strong and I am confident.