#5.7.2021

Ich wäre lieber irgendetwas für dich

Als alles für jemand anderen

Es ist einfach deine Art

Und dein Lächeln,

Das einem Sonnenuntergang gleicht

Es sind deine Augen,

Die eine ruhige Freundlichkeit ausstrahlen

Es sind deine Hände,

Die wie gemacht für meine sind

Es ist das "irgendetwas" wegen dir

Zu allem Schönen wird,

Das man sich vorstellen kann

Du machst aus einem Lebensmitteleinkauf

Das beste Abenteuer

Du machst aus Stille

Ein Zuhause

Du machst alles heller, farbenfroher

Du machst aus Hoffnungslosigkeit

Ein Lächeln

Und ich kann nur hoffen,

Dass ich irgendetwas für dich sein kann

July 5, 2021 - Day 16

Date: 5 July 2021

Duration: 25 minutes at 11:07 PM

Depth:

‘Was able to conduct all routine exercises that make for my meditation hour. All, except the affirmation for harmony at the end of the session. I uttered the affirmation 3 times, after I had opened my eyes post meditation and before I settled in to sleep.

With the senses continuing to pull my attention out, I was able to conduct mind exercises with a degree of sincerity. With every session in the new city, I am inching closer to the point when my attention will be struggling with my best depth of concentration.

Meditation in the intuition isn’t far, assuming I keep meditating daily in my new settings. I can’t afford to forget that my deepest best meditations so far in the practice is with the intuition. In the somewhat deeper-than-entry level of the intuitive sphere, I am barely managing to keep my attention under my command. It was easy to be sincere in this session because my attention was mostly at the shallow level of memory.

The other tweaking that I must do is with the cushion-seat. Change of cushion came with the change of city. The cushion that I had posted about a few days back, has been left behind in the other home. The cushion that I have been using here is making my legs uncomfortable, after about 25 minutes. I must try another seat today. It is my ticket to my current best depth.

Rivers are damp;

Acids stain you;

And drugs cause cramp.

Guns aren’t lawful;

Nooses give;

Gas smells awful;

You might as well live."