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Nellie feels less pain after using cannabis oil | Drugslab

In this episode Nellie uses cannabis oil. First, Nellie gets a little bit tired and then she gets stoned.

USAGE: –     With the pipette from the bottle you can drop a drop under your tongue. –     Take the cannabis oil while watching in a mirror, so you can see and count the amount of drops.

DOSE: Begin with 1 drop of cannabis oil.…

Things that happened:

1st of December: My friends and I started pre-drinking in my sisters apartment and the plan was to just do a weekend without drugs. We were all getting pretty buzzed when my sister went berserk on us and kicked us out, even though nothing was wrong except a bit too much noise. So we cycled to the party and just chilled, but too bad, our plan failed and we all took ketamine. Shit was so space, we were all pretty much just saying: "what the fuck is going on I don't get it", "error error" and all that. Was pretty funny, gave the party a weird effect. So anyways I was just dancing with Joseph and Sjaak maybe, and we walk to another hall and I run into Tony. I don't really remember everything that happened but he kind of pushed me against the wall I think and started kissing my neck, to which I kissed him cause, why wouldn't I. I don't really remember. That's pretty much everything worth mentioning that night, just was fun.

The week after that I mostly hung out with Curtis, Sjaak and Tony, smoking hasj and just general chillings. On Friday I had a job interview with Curtis and we both got the job so now we're co workers which is pretty fucking awesome, even though it pays minimum wage. Got 2 free movie passes, shit was cash.

9th of December: Went to a party called Time Warp. Before we all went there by train, we ate some shoarma at my house with Curtis, Joseph, Sjaak, Sam and Alex. It was a lot of fun and a good start for a long evening, even though Joseph can be such a sneaky bastard with putting on music. My mother brought us to the train and we took the train at 7:45 P.M. We got there by around 8:30 and surprise surprise, I couldn't take my fucking backpack which made me stuff my cigs, telephone, lollipops and drugs all into my bra which made me look like a fembot. JD got caught with drugs right after I got in and had to spent Time Warp (9 p.m. till 7 a.m.) in a holding cell in the building. So we got there, I had to give Gur 50 euros for the XTC he got for me and at 10 I dropped some 4fmp and half a pill right at the same time. We were dancing when I started to feel it and it hit pretty hard, felt pretty anxious at first but then I thought: "Well what the fuck, can't change it now and the worst thing that can happen is that I feel too good", which instantly made me feel better.

I don't really remember much from the time after that, but basically I took 3,5 pills in total, which resulted in me shaking like a straw but not mentally feeling a lot, so I stopped taking pills at 3 a.m., it didn't have an effect on me anymore. I spent the whole night hopping around from person to person, pretty much hung out with everyone except Kiki, Quirijn and Jan. All I really wanted to do was sit down and talk to people, didn't feel like dancing especially when the xtc wore off. The best moment of Time Warp was when the whole group gathered in this one place and just all hugged and chilled and whatever. It makes me smile thinking back to it. On all the pictures that were taken I look like overly attached girlfriend by the way, I couldn't look at the camera for a short while and my mouth wouldn't cooperate with me so I have this psycho smile haha, pretty damn hilarious. Mostly hung out with Tony the whole night and I think we made out pretty much. Maybe, out of the 10,5 hours that I was there, I danced for 2 hours max haha, for the rest I was just sitting down or standing somewhere, searching for people, just spacing out.

Also, one thing, damn I get so fucking warm on xtc. I just took off my shirt and was basically standing there in my bra the whole time, that also was a reason why I couldn't dance. I just stood outside in 3 degrees Celsius maybe and I still didn't cool off. It was craycray and everyone just looked at me: "wow that chick is tripping balls", but I don't really mind. I was poked in my belly like 15 times by passing guys >< 

Friday. First I had a birthday of a kind of "friend", but luckily I got there late and only stayed for a half hour, because it was ultralame. Then I drove to the city on my scooter, met with 3 friends and then we went into this old school bus somewhere to go to the church where the rave was. The first thing I noticed was that there wasn't any age restriction, even though it has a policy where you can bring anything you want and take the drugs everywhere. So first my Sam made a couple of balloons for the whole group we were with (about 10 guys and 3 girls including me) and we weren't even stopped by the security. Then JD gave me a capsule with 4FMP, saying it was a replacement for speed, so I took it (before I left I took some bad speed, just to keep me awake) and it felt amazing. You can compare it to XTC a bit, only it hits less hard, more subtle. Then I took some XTC (orange red bulls). It hit so hard, I think I looked retarded, my jaws and my eyes rolling in my sockets, but I don't really give a fuck. I don't remember much but I think it was because I danced for about 50% of the time and for the other part I just sat down and chatted with people. It was so hot that you couldn't dance the whole time. I had a backpack on, and it was wet with sweat, it was ridiculous. I also got some goodass speed somewhere in the evening and near the end I also took some ketamine. This may sound like much, but I just have a very high tolerance for drugs, even when I took more XTC I didn't even feel it. The group I was with was simply amazing, and I had such a good time (same guys from the previous weekend and Thursday). The party ended at 8 a.m., and we all wanted to go on.

Saturday. So at 8 a.m. we wanted to go home, JD was being a prick cause he was fucked up on ketamine, even though he said he wouldn't take it (he takes it every weekend) and he was so fucking antisocial, he really annoys me so much damn. Anyways, after half an hour of trying to get him to come along, we were the first ones to get on the bus. Fucking JD said he didn't have any money so I had no choice but to pay for him. We went to JD's little brother's (I'll call him Tom) house, with about 9 people, including me and Sam. I got my own bag with ketamine, which was awesome because I didn't have to feel guilty when asking for some, even though JD stole half a gram from me, the asshole. I have to say that this after wasn't a succes, because Rory just kept flirting with Sam and she accepted it, even though she knew I liked him, so I got really mad. At one point I even almost cried because I was so mad and tired and it was fucking boring there.