#4931

wonder what can make rek2 on at least once for a Final... i have no attitude about anything,,,,, its just about my curiousity and maybe my character understanding???

I really wanted to get distracted today so I rewatched the s6parrot returning stream. When he, derap, and Parrot,standing in the tunnel,discussing how much Clown should be worth on the bounty list, Parrot suddenly said "oh clown just DM'd me." He said "What did he send you?"and "You don't have to read it out if you don't want to," while,simultaneously muting his mic,and asking chat "when do you think parrot will betray us?" His act of muting made me realize he was serious; he was genuinely considering the possibility of betrayal. His suspicion of anyone is real.BUTBUTbUttt all this belief has been built on the fact that he had viewed everything on lsmp as a play(verb). Conclusions this phenomenon might lead to are: 1. He treats them as regional morality to follow; 1.5. His paranoid, his loyalty, and the betrayal he has yet to truly carry out all these attitudes are part of his play(verb). They are actually such kind of worthless trivial things,he can jump from one to another randomly and innocently bc yeah it is a game ; 2. omgosh I fricking love this meta feeling. I honestly came so late missed s6 entirely but addicted by s6 and s7 rekposition

I'm really going to be killed by this heat.I looking at today's sky, I feel it's uncomfortably blue, too blue, too distant, too flat, and with hardly any clouds. Then I thought when we talk about his eyes and the way he looks at you that makes you feel "omg I can't stand him doing this he's just going to keep looking right into my soul" (even though you mean it humorously), are we not just like this kind of sky: a blue that doesn't make you feel you can immerse yourself in it, but rather, if you were to leap into it, you would fall to death on some HARD thing that hides itself very well in the void.