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s7: In fact, I've also been in a severe existential crisis. s2: oh so how did u end up getting through it? s7:um. s7:i KMS.
s2:*于是,生有时,死有时,栽种有时,拔出栽种的有时,病有时,痊愈有时,残害有时,谋害有时,越界有时,克己有时,孤苦有时,过错有时,退却有时,欣悦有时,感念有时,远瞩有时,苦熬有时。我和我以外一切,无神或泛神的人寰,如上如下皆有时。我许久前明白过了。 s7:是的。 s2:——然而,这并不能克服我此刻的悲哀、的哭泣、痛、的郁郁难解。这种通达到底能算得上什么啊?我心头有恨,它无能为力;站在这里,世界边缘与冰峰尖端,唱片放完了,雪落在我们头上。你我心里门儿清,还有许多未来可以期待,捱过此刻对一条生命而言是种如常,可深思熟虑后,我的手 依旧选择探进我的胸膛、取出我的性命,依旧——不能克服对结束自己的渴求与恐惧。我心头除厌倦外什么都没有了,它无能为力。如上有时啦,如上生活啦,倘若它们无限地接续下去,迟早有一天我会陷入困境而死于其中;但,倘若它们有限,我甚至不会找到活到此刻的盼头,可能早已过上来生了吧:这就是我们的宿命、的时辰、的结局、的命定的为难,这就是我的无能为力的通达。这是一出浅薄的情景喜剧。 s7:(思索) s7:看远处太久对精神不好。喝点水吧。
我队可以安心的去了
搞水仙有时候出于一种报复心理,更多时候却只是觉得黄色树林里的两条路都可以被走走看。小鹿你可以享有你的全部生活。

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s7: In fact, I've also been in a severe existential crisis. s2: oh so how did u end up getting through it? s7:um. s7:i KMS.
one of the big reasons why i like apocalypse’s end arc (or more specifically sb and rek’s) so much is in big part because of its sense of ephemeral freedom, if that makes sense? because— this is lifesteal, right, a server that’s built itself on constant danger and that’s beat neverending wariness into its players until they wear it like a second skin. the server’s gimmick alone inherently breeds competition and conflict, even without taking into account the players on it and how their differences affect their actions and relationships with others. when watching a lifesteal stream, when on lifesteal, there will always be that sort of danger lurking in the background, the potential to be jumped or trapped or hunted. but— during the end arc, even if it was only for a little while, that wasn’t the case.
it’s an obvious byproduct of sealing back up the end behind you; for almost a full month, team apocalypse were the sole inhabitants of the end. but this respite, this sense of safety, is such a change of pace from how lifesteal usually is, especially in regards to apocalypse. in season 7, apocalypse was a team that was hunted from nearly day 1. they had what, under than two days before the hunt for their orbital really kicked into play? and then past that, once they’d succeeded in their plan— in minute’s own words, “we’re gonna have an infinite target on our backs”. and they did! people were constantly mistrustful of apoc no matter what, they were blacklisted from things like the end item events, and, just like minute said, every member of apocalypse became a kill-on-sight target to a lot of people. not even just kill-on-sight; they were being hunted down. and it’s not like apoc didn’t know this would end up happening, didn’t account for it in their lists of pros and cons, and didn’t throw that worry to the wind anyways. but it still makes this sudden freedom to be such a novelty, really, something almost jarring in how peaceful it is. at the same time, though, it’s nice.
yes, this is lifesteal, and its inherent conflicts and heart culture— all of which need people— are so integral to it, and to its success as a server. and these are all things i love about it! but there’s just something about how rek built a beautiful base in the end, turning the main end island from plain to a beautifully decorated— aboveground!— base, making it a colourful whirl of greens and purples and pinks. hell, he made paths. there’s something about apocalypse’s end civilization, about its custom-designed and custom-built floating island made not just of plain endstone, but trimmed with obsidian at the bottom, blending all the way up into a carefully chosen gradient to its main body, and there’s something about its white castle, the outside still lovingly trimmed and detailed even in its unfinished state, and its inside much the same, a true base all out in the open. and, especially to me, there’s something in how the entirety of the lived-in end is filled to the brim with both rek and sb, the way rek’s storage systems are all labeled with named items for sb, the way sb contributes to end civ’s castle in the way he’s confident in by building farms and getting resources for rek and making the base functional, the way sb’s fountain tnt duper has a large green-stained glass front panel because rek had said he wanted to see the tnt fall in, the way they casually keep everything of theirs together, leaving around shulkers of gifts and materials and whatever they feel like at the time, really, because what’s mine is yours. what rek and sb built was less a base and more a home, something that is otherwise never truly possible on a server like lifesteal. throughout that one month, the two of them poured in their heart and soul to build something that they knew was so fleeting— and yet they built something all the more beautiful for it.
Lock the four of Team Apocalypse in the room U Can't Leave Until U Let Go Of Your Team; clown is the first to push the door open and leave.; minute thought back to the PMC and also went out.; sb sits down finds rekrap still there and asks him in confusion Is there something you don't think out either?; rek says Oh Im playing ranked i play really well here.
shout out to Gradient now i have rek in myhouse.wad/hol... ^.^...
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just my own old understandings
MCSR: Basically rekrap1. someone healthy and peaceful. Focuses on the practice and enjoyment of a single technique, experiencing only the well-discussed, realistic ups and downs of life.occasionally, a bit of introspective dissociation and occasional minor frustrations or excitements, and all of these are normal emotional fluctuations for a young person. Relationships with others are also very normal;
just Parker ^.^
NAA: with a very strict death penalty mechanism,generally holds a serious attitude towards their own life, focusing on survival and living well, but due to the overly tense environment, experiences significant emotional fluctuations;
has a strong sense of responsibility, may have an excessively strong psychological dependence on friends, as well as a desire to protect and devote.
Overall, a normal person with some mental anxiety; however, after technological progress, their attitude gradually lightens as they gradually adapt to the environment (overconfident, taking risks, starting to act alone frequently; enjoying the game and recording itself).if they don't die quickly, might become a rather troublesome guy.
"Troublesome guy"↓
uu: just a temporary assistant called (can also be compared to whom in Branzy's videos). Although not as meticulously developed as many other characters, his behavior of cleanly abandoning Parrot and never returning after realizing he bored of things shows that while he is excessively loyal, this loyalty is merely a byproduct of his interest;
at the same time being completely unable to tolerate boredom, he has a subtle definition of "boredom," enjoying danger and boredom itself, thus his departure is almost inexplicable. Although it is highly likely to be just the lack of an awareness to rationalize his character's motivations in the early stages,but it also adopted a whimsical and playful attitude.
Moreover, because uu is fundamentally different from lsmp he is even more unscrupulous (this point reflects an unconscious meta attribute). Fortunately left quickly; might have become even more troublesome than lsmprek if they kept staying.
lsmp: major disaster zone. especially in s6 and s7 after thinking clearly and fully adapting to the server environment, adopted a purely gaming attitude.
For himself it is naturally comfortable to act whimsically without breaking rules.
On the one hand being very friendly to everyone, extremely loyal to his teammates, and incredibly dedicated to things he is interested in, sometimes even be prepared to reach the point of being addicted; on the other hand lacking a committable level of seriousness toward everything.Almost never getting angry about things (though in reality he still holds grudges, and these details allow him to maintain a sense of reality; if all negative emotions were lost and his attitude toward the server became one of pure enjoyment ,even in the without the need for self-consolation or post-game reflection (just mad chilling) that would be completely scary).
Once his interests and focus shift, he immediately undergoes very decisive change in behavior.
Regarding the principles of good and evil, it is actually difficult to say whether he is [seriously] considering whether an action is right or wrong; I more inclined to believe that when he feels something is "bad" or "I shouldn't do that," it is actually just that he lacks sufficient interest for it, and if he wanted to do it, he would simply rationalize it by "this is lifesteal."("I HAVE desires")
sometimes i wonder if you actually like rek lol (/lighthearted. so /lighthearted)
like i don't think ive seen you point a positive character trait out ever, but maybe I'm not looking hard enough lmao
i mean, you don’t need to look very far. every trait i point out about rek is a positive character trait, because i love those traits. i’m assuming this is in regards to my post about rek’s possessiveness? if i post about something, it’s because i like it. imo rek should say things like that more often ^_^ and in general there’s just a lot of one-dimensionally kind and wholesome and innocent rekrap in this fandom. since i also like to talk about aspects of rek’s character that i feel are ignored, missed, or overlooked by others, i post a lot about things i guess people might consider “negative traits” (but are honestly just traits that aren’t endlessly positive) because a lot of the fandom just don’t acknowledge them at all LOL
rek:…uh yes,yeah,cords r 600 4000.doesn't look like there's any other biomes around it that are higher erosion.U can check out if u want. There r, uh, some good places i think around where-i -am if u WANT...to-come-overr>.<...just-
sb:*interrupt*it turns out-rek,every time i come towards wya,u always , leave. -so. :/
(rek: oh OK..*amused laughter*) u know,so i-i dont want to do that to me again. (rek:okay-okay.Thats fair.) -had my day ruined so many times :(
rek:…oh no (*apologetic giggle*)
(sb:*chuckle*)
sb:um.Right.SO *a shrug should go here* -if i go to-
also its interesting to consider that they hang out with each other in a vc when tring to find unlooted ancient cities before everything started .Then when they came back to the overworld from the End they went to loot ancient cities togeter again,and the last time.
rek:…uh yes,yeah,cords r 600 4000.doesn't look like there's any other biomes around it that are higher erosion.U can check out if u want. There r, uh, some good places i think around where-i -am if u WANT...to-come-overr>.<...just-
sb:*interrupt*it turns out-rek,every time i come towards wya,u always , leave. -so. :/
(rek: oh OK..*amused laughter*) u know,so i-i dont want to do that to me again. (rek:okay-okay.Thats fair.) -had my day ruined so many times :(
rek:…oh no (*apologetic giggle*)
(sb:*chuckle*)
sb:um.Right.SO *a shrug should go here* -if i go to-
Hello does anyone understand the snake trope. How did he get associated with a snake? we need to give this classic image some rekstyle. apple, just average fruit. common, accessible when you want to have sth; and, delicious, crisp, juicy, rich in nutrients. The snake has no idea what meaning this fruit has, what fruit of good and evil, what taboo, what knowledge, he just thinks apples are great, he likes it , and everyone should try it! So he offers you his gift, eyes sincere, voice as fresh and sweet as this fruit: Where is there any intention of deception here? It is nothing but simple and kindness. If you want anything to blame, blame the fruit itself... The snake never had any intentional thoughts, he is just as confused: even if it really is that thing brings hesitation and disaster, it is only because he has always been in it and never noticed that these consciousnesses here could actually make someone painful. and what does the apple mean?idk,depends on who the unlucky dog is -.-
i mean:in any relationship portraying him as "malicious" is not my intention even if I use a seductive, almostating, and calculating whisper tone. Believing that c!rek (especially s7) is completely innocent, or believing that he is deeply calculating are both biased perspectives. hes a versatile unpredictable character just like all complex one, possesses a certain trait while simultaneously possessing its opposite.

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Hello does anyone understand the snake trope. How did he get associated with a snake? we need to give this classic image some rekstyle. apple, just average fruit. common, accessible when you want to have sth; and, delicious, crisp, juicy, rich in nutrients. The snake has no idea what meaning this fruit has, what fruit of good and evil, what taboo, what knowledge, he just thinks apples are great, he likes it , and everyone should try it! So he offers you his gift, eyes sincere, voice as fresh and sweet as this fruit: Where is there any intention of deception here? It is nothing but simple and kindness. If you want anything to blame, blame the fruit itself... The snake never had any intentional thoughts, he is just as confused: even if it really is that thing brings hesitation and disaster, it is only because he has always been in it and never noticed that these consciousnesses here could actually make someone painful. and what does the apple mean?idk,depends on who the unlucky dog is -.-
I think Pangi and Rek had the most fun in the End Event.
Did they actually kill anyone? I don't think so.
Were they laughing the whole time? Yes.
(would make for a great team up on the next Lifesteal season too ngl)