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.𖥔 ݁ ˖trigger warnings: weed, ranting, vaping

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hello again, stranger! i hope you've had a good day. you better have taken care of yourself today.

so. i caved and got a new cart and vape. sigh. i'm horrible. i'm so, so horrible. to be fair, i didn't want to quit WEED, so...but regardless, i'm yet again falling victim to addiction. this addiction shit got layers to it. you know what? let me tell you a story.

my first vape was a blue razz hyde bar, the og flavor for a lot of people. i hit it for the first time in the school bathroom stall, with my friend standing next to me, saying (VERBATIM.) "we're taking your vape-ginity!" sigh. i hit it, but i don't inhale. my friend tells me i have to inhale or i just won't feel anything. i sigh, and take another hit, this time inhaling. oh. my god. instant dizziness, i'm stumbling, my brain feels like slush and i am FEELING the process of my brain turning into slush. at the same time, i'm coughing up my lungs, sounding like i had covid or someshit. my friend shushes me, and that's when i learned how to hide my coughs. i hit it again, this time feeling better. i was feeling the dizziness but there was a calmness to it. my friend asks me if i want it. i'm like, "are you sure???" and she says yes and that she has another one in her bag that's more new anyway. the hyde bar was at least more than halfway full, so i was content.

i take my brand new vape home, feeling like a rebel. i go into my room (after making sure my mom wasn't home), open the window, and start vaping out of the window. the buzz felt nice...real nice. nicer than anything i've ever felt before...and now here we are. 4 years later...sigh. my lungs hate me.

if you made it to the end, congratulations! you smell like feet tho.