#4.0.4

I’m not like this because i’m a neurotypical who wants to be quirky. I’m already psychotic, and my psychosis is literally the reason i identify as transabled. It’s the reason I consider myself trisschizoaffective. I’m already like this, i just want it to be worse. I hate that medication has taken my psychosis from me. It feels wrong. Like i’m missing something.

y’know cowboy white hat?

yeah...

I’ve feel like god is speaking to me. Through songs and through the art i produce with my own hands. God, existence itself, creation embodied. God gave me purpose.