#transabled vent

The urge to stop taking my antipsychotics so i can experience a modicum of euphoria.

being secretly transabled is such a terrifying and lonely experience

dysphorias been bad lately. my meds work too well i want my symptoms back.

bought a cart of a strain i know triggers my episodes. im excited.

I wish I wasn’t created in a way that would make everyone hate me. Why couldn’t i have been normal and likeable?

I wish i could express this feeling anywhere other than tumblr. I wish i didn’t have to be closeted for the rest of my life. I just want to feel comfortable. I don’t know why I’m like this or what’s wrong with me. I don’t want to be like this. I don’t want to feel this way. Why me why now?